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Sick

January 27th, 2007 by tziaaa

I’m sick d!! Arghhh~ And.
I hope i could get my currently servicing phone back as soon as possible.

bad day

January 25th, 2007 by tziaaa

Gosh.. today will be the last time i can see tze haur in uniform in our school.. He is leaving. Sad. And. My money got stolen. But my wallet still there. Probably they think my wallet is too ‘cute‘ so leave it for me huh? I already lack of money and now even worst!! Arghh.. I need money to shop!! Although is not really that much money. But I m suppose to use it to reload my poor phone. Hmm.. EvIL people stole it.

Problems

January 24th, 2007 by tziaaa

Looking up the sky. Questioning Gods a thousand times.

Problems.. promblems.. and stil problems.. I don’t know what should i do with those problems. I’m totally blank. This is the 1st month of 2007. But things doesn’t really go well, many things go out of my expectations. But is not bad at all. I hanging around more with dearly chelle. I love spending time together with her. And yeah, We both share almost everything with each other. Love her!! And today we gossip bout SOMEONE in the library which he is sitting right in front of us. And. He heard. But who cares anyway. lol. Chelle, we will be best fren forever kay?? I really appreciate the friendship we having now. I hope your problems can be solve very soon. I really understand how you feel. Cause that feeling sux!! >.<
Ke hui. We hardly get spend time or talk to each other. Hui mei. She is stil so humour. Chian wei. She will never listen to others. Carmen. I miss ya!! And. Congratulations to Chun Jui and Melissa. At long last, MR. chun jui got her. Hahax >.6


I saw it!!

January 23rd, 2007 by tziaaa

Cute??
Never to accept people that stil own by somebody.
I understand how hard is it to forget someone you had love so deeply.
Its so damm not easy to forget. I am now in this situation too.
Please don’t hide your feelings and ask me to be with the one you can’t forget yet.
I did this before. The feeling is so hard.
I congrating my ex after he got my best friend as his girl. Come on. I know that feeling sux!!
And. I just treating him as my good friend. I never think to involve in relationsip now.

emotional needs

January 22nd, 2007 by tziaaa

Love chelle!! 
Yeah!! I m a faker!! I act in front your friend!! So?? You know me well enough. do ya think i will do such idiot things?! Or maybe is really my fault that i had break all the trust of you towards me. Arghh!! I seriously hope that i could ignore whatever you said!! But things turn out differently. I was so disturb with what you said. I felt rely guilty with what i had did. I want to be matured and more understanding. i trying hard but stil i’m not!! But, had ya been understanding enough?! Ask yourself. We both have our own problems. It took me quite awhile to tell myself that perhaps i will live on better without you. I feeling more relief. And. I’m breaking free!!Life must go on nomatter what huh?? My feeling towards you will be deep inside my heart fornow and ever. Anyway, Thanks “bahkat”. Thanks Gary. Ya all might not able to cheer me up. But thanks for bein such a nice friend to me. I really appreciate it. And. Yesterday was tze haur’s farewell party. I got kinda emo. I hate seperation. Its damm fucking pain!! I’m not really that close with tze haur, but we had work together, we quarrel, we had success together. He meant something to me.
I’ll miss ya!!

January 16th, 2007 by tziaaa

I almost late for school today. i wake up on 6 but but i went back to bed again till 6.30. My brother was making so much noise just because i was in the bathroom for ONLY half an hour. I reached school at 7.10. That’s fast!! I went recess with gary today. He is cute. but omgosh. My friends is like thinking far far away. I guess i still haven’t get over him. I remember he said i’m selfish because i take but not give. I know i am not qualified to be a lover to him. I know my attitudes are bad. And i had did something that made him so angry. I never ask him to forgive me because i know i will never be forgive. Sorry. And really thanks alot for the memories him gave me. I promised myself i must get over him and have a new start. Bout my brother, pn.Ung cut his hair after knowing he is my brother. I just dislike her. >.<

Expect the unexpected~

January 14th, 2007 by tziaaa

I had not expect her to be the treasurer in our b.o.d…
I had not expect her to be our secretary..
I had not expect he leaving us to australia..
I had not expect so many ppl to join scouts..
I had not expect there are so few form 4 members..
I had not expect he doesn’t believe me at all..
I had not expect i will act that way..
I had not expect those words are from him..
I had not expect ma feeling to rise..
I had not expect..
But all these things happened..
 :: Learn to expect fer the unexpected ::

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