June 28th, 2008 by tziaaa

I am sick.
Went to see doctor yesterday, He said I got fever, bad sore throat and flu.
After consuming all those drugs I feel better.
Thanks mom for the herbs tea. and thanks Kjoe for the nasal spray, I doubt that I could sleep well without that.

Its Saturday, sadly I still got lecture class to attend.
Economics and Accounts. but we basically did nothing.
Lecturers said we to have extra lecture classes is no what they want, but the LANS required.
I hanged out with a bunch of english speaking people today.* josh, mun yee, way herng, etc… *
and I spoke my almost RUST english. lol.

some pictures taken. -

Shang ree.

See him every single day, but couldn’t even say hie. sigh!

I’m still sick, but since I’m recovering.
Mom allowed me to go for a movie with sister. I used up two of the tickets I got from CFN.
We watched GET SMART.
It’s humorous, but I think it’s only not bad. 6/10.

And when I get home, I start feeling not-so-well again.
I had medicine and straight went to bed till now. - 2319
sigh. regretted going out.
Michlee sent me a comment. “best friend memang best friend la babe. you fever then somehow it transfered to me too. LOL. “
babe, Let’s get well soon. & I STILL LOVE YOU!

June 25th, 2008 by tziaaa

sorry. it gonna be another emo post again.

morning was good. it’s a chocolate day for me.
chocolates made up my day. *LOVES*
THANKS to my sister cockoo jokes last night.
I was emo, I didn’t tell her, yet she somehow make out some silly jokes and made me laugh out my ass.

and my mom is in a very good mood today.
chit-chatted with her a lot bout my uni life.

then, chelle ask me to go for sports.
we went jogging, swimming. sweat out a lot and feel really great.
and yea, Joel was there too.

-hmmm. They are your best friend, how bout me?
you rather stay with them but not me.
I thought I am your best best friend.
But well, I don’t think so now. They seems to be more important than me.
and I doubt that I am your first priority.
I am truly disappointed.
and yea, this is the 1st time I show her tempered. sigh.

you scared you will get ditched?
I am the one who got ditched hundred times more often than you.
I had promise you I will never ditch you.
You are always my first priority after my family. sigh.

I am feeling down and lonely now.

p/s - I feel like a puppet getting push here and there.

June 24th, 2008 by tziaaa

“I had a dream and it was about you … I smiled and recalled the memories we had …
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes … you know why? Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye … ” And the dream had just came true. You made me heart broken.

I knew I had treat you rude today. But I just don’t know how to reply your messages calmly when you… take out my painful past and talk about it. call me a pathetic. Said that I will never realize, never grow up. Reminded me bout how my ex(s) complained about me. Saying that I treating you as a puppet.

I admit is my fault that got you heart broken by misbehaving.
other than that, I don’t see any wrongs in me. I had tried hard to change for you. But you still take me that way. boy, I too had contribute a pretty little part to our stories. Well, I bet you don’t remember it anymore.

In a relationship, no one should get the blame. I hope you understand.
I have loved you.
and now, things came to a FULLSTOP.

” Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don’t pretend, Remember now he’s just your friend. “

and yeah, sorry for dragging it for so long. but, don’t worry.
I respect you. & I promise that I won’t turn back to you again.

lau howe thoon
You had been a good boyfriend.
You had changed me to a better person. I truly appreciate what you did.
thanks.

you were my everything - Aviation

June 22nd, 2008 by tziaaa

If only you could be there in UTAR.
I feel so lifeless there without you!
* not forgetting shin yee & adele * =)

I am someone that couldn’t live on without a true friend.
and that’s why I’m half dead at UTAR.
SIGH!

June 21st, 2008 by tziaaa

First of all,

She had her birthday party at Cocoa Banana, Pyramid.
& I surprisingly managed to go. * it was 10p.m.-12a.m.*
my mom usually don’t let me out after ten! maybe it’s because she knows michlee will be there.
& yeah, it’s my first time into a club! It’s not a joke alright!
and same goes to michlee.

I went to michlee house to get ready together with her.
get changed and ber-make up together.

I use a short time to get everything done,
and the chic use a long time to get ready.
I got bored and start to distract her when she’s getting ready.

she’s finally done!
looking good eh.

Her parents fetch us to pyramid.
we met up with Joel & Jewin. Had some light meal at Gasoline.

Kahjoe and Jason came over awhile before that went to Sushi King.
Abel and Travis came to pay me a visit. * eh. appreciated la. didn’t mean to ditch you guys*

Pyramid’s toilet.
There’s a cleaner in the toilet keep blocking us.
ish!

Joel came in again.

No pictures took in Cocoa.
Michlee and I got a lil drunk. and a lil misbehaved!
I don’t want to talk much bout what happened inside there.

it’s a brand new day today, ENJOY! =)

I kissed a girl - Kate Perry

June 20th, 2008 by tziaaa

I got ditched AGAIN by my classmate.
sigh!

人是现实的！！！！

p/s * going to khoo’s birthday today. together with baby chelle =)
Barcelona I guess?

June 19th, 2008 by tziaaa

*** - Ei. why no update? It’s rusting la!!
me - I fucking lazy. what to do?

Laziness struck. My blog is covered with dust!
crapssss.

I had been really busy this whole week.
Freaking lots of assignment!
Chinese literature - 《史记》 与《汉书》。I had been too smart volunteering to do a slide show.
Public Speaking - 2 speech outline to be complete.
I got to present my 5 mins speech soon. * shin! I need your help!! *
and. I got to hand up my 10mins speech outline on 4th july* my birthday. wtf*
Others subject… I have no idea what to do.
Whatever… just Screw it!

Yet, I am feeling happy!

Cause I got to spend time with my darlings and friends this week.

I met up with Seyzhun. Seyjiang. Jon and Travis!
Had secret recipe and pool at AC.
and yeah, darling Joel was kind enough to pay me a visit at AC!

I met CJ there. and gosh! * I suffocate when you’re away from me*
well, past is past though.

I met up with baby chelle, jason, kahjoe, darren at Old taste.
I seldom go out at night. well, it’s michelle and therefore things changed!
Babe, I really do hope our friendship will never end.

& adele!!
she’s effin cute!
she came over to my house to complete her so called assignment today!
- fuck all those cbox fammer. it’s worst when you flame others cbox without name. CHICKEN!!
Think bout yourself when you call others a SLUT!!! It’s fucking bitchy to flame others la, SLUT!

mom got really pissed with me.
I start crying after I got all the scolding.
I am spoilt. I don’t like it when she start raising her voice.
sigh!

有些事情，过去了就让它过去吧!
就算是时机不对也好，
但既然双方付出以后都得不到应有的回报。
何谓苦苦挽留?
我， 真的放弃了！

你也放手，去期盼更美好的明天吧!