July 29th, 2008 by cherlin

I will call today a bad day.
I need a solution.
=(
first of all,
stress.

Try to imagine.
I am going into a exam room *one-to-one* in 2 weeks time,
and I can’t even play my piano pieces in whole??
omg, I really don’t know what is going to happen.
Failed is sure,
but, please don’t chase me out of the room.
It gonna be real embarrassing!!
arghhhhhhhh.

& tomorrow is my chinese mid-term.
I never felt this nervous before for any chinese paper. not even SPM.
this is the 1st time I feeling so.
I got a feeling that I gonna do badly!
sigh, I really did study okie??!!
BUT STILL, luck just doesn’t side me.

and,
some people that I trusted and shared things with,
actually said that I took their care for granted!
It’s million times worst than getting backstabbed, fooled by fucked up prank, etc.
wtf is wrong with today.
stress already drive me cuckoo and now I get some hilarious accused!

tell me, what did I do that you make you think that I m taking YOUR CARE for granted?
If you want to think of me that way, then it’s better for you stop caring about me.
yesh, I am craving for care, & I want to be love so badly.
but fuck it, I don’t need people who care then bitch.
I DON’T DESERVE TO BE TREATED THIS WAY.

July 27th, 2008 by cherlin

Woke up early morning, mom went to Carefour to shop for grocery.

Meanwhile, dad bought us and grandma for breakfast.
Later on, we went to relative’s house at Cheras.

had tonnes of durian at relative’s house.
I love durians!!
If you hate it, I feel sorry for you, because you just missed something great in life. *wtf*

After that, went to visit auntie’s condo.
Mummy and daddy were thinking how to renovate it. * cause my auntie stay in Taiwan, and so she asked for my parent’s help *

Mummy daddy.

the tzia tzia. it’s time for hardcore diet.
but i can’t help it whenever I see chocolate.
I need someone to control me!
sigh!

I am in love with spaghetti top! somehow.
I need more. more colourful spaghetti top.

-Dark chocolate it’s bitter. I don’t like it anymore.

I need something sweet to sweetened up my life.
sweet things made me go “yeay”-

her photo edit skill is getting better. lol.

July 26th, 2008 by cherlin

Adele asked me to go for sports with her. but later on she failed to join me because her dad disallowed her to. and so, I went jogging with my sister. After jogging, we changed and took some photos.
Well, A little jog, many photo snapping. =)

To avoid confusion, I will be using diff picture to tell diff “story”.

—
Guys had drive me insane.
& I had learn not to fall for someone that are not willing to catch you.

—
I know you are treating me extremely good.
I truly appreciate it though I don’t show it.
But isn’t it obvious that I tried to avoid.
I don’t want to cause misunderstanding. I am sorry.
Please try to understand me.

I wish you’d let me move on.

—
Babe, I soon realizes how much I need you when we are not talking.
I now understand why people say arguing once in a while is healthy!
You are still my one and only one. Loves!

We are not best friend anymore.
we are closer. we are sister now.

Last but not least,

Adele, life is never easy.
there’s always up and down. Bad things happened with a reason.
But it will definitely lead you to a better place.
Stay tough babe! *hugs*

I am still feeling good today.

Despite how bad things are, I chose to be happy.
so, please let me be.

*I know you are/will be reading this*

July 25th, 2008 by cherlin

Enough of emo. Cut it off. I feel real good today =)

• Handed up our Accounts assignment. Maggie and I actually manage to finish it all by our own last night! Pheww.
  
• Handed up English assignment.
  
• Had chinese studies assignment discussion today. It’s fun, one of my group member is way too creative, making me to laugh out my ass.
• My lecturers were all really sweet today.
• I am not ditched in group assignment anymore. it’s like, finally!

• I went for a movie after1236173561251753 years! - the dark knight - No doubt, it’s a nice show, but well, I am covering my eyes 1/3 of the show. *too many killing scene la!* and, Bruce Wayne is so charming! =) loves! But my brother said he prefer Joker. hmmm. I don’t like Maggie Gyllenhaal in this movie. Probably, just because I think batman deserve a hotter/prettier one? lol. no offence. she is sweet though.
  

• I meet up with JJ, JH and also Michelle *as in another Michelle* =)
• I got 3 new spaghetti top. pink, red & orange, yea man, I need some colours!
• I spoilt my phone, but Kahjoe is kind enough to repair it for me. Thanks a lot!
• I talked to baby chelle on the phone for 35 mins. It’s been awhile since we last talk this long! I miss it, babe! *smile* I love you!!
• I had been smiling and laughing a lot today, and it’s true from my heart =)

*yawn* I am extremely tired now. Too many sleepless nights! I need a good sleep tonight!
good night people. sleep tight!

July 24th, 2008 by cherlin

smile eases everything?
I doubt that now.

某个友人告诉我，
把事情简单化，多些微笑。
那样，世界会变得更美丽。
那样，人也会活得更轻松.

失去感觉，失去方向。
忘了自我，忘了反应。
因为，一切似乎已成了定局。

July 23rd, 2008 by cherlin

TUESDAY

Break time. FAN said the wants to be in the guineas world record. He then ordered two plates of tauge, another two plates were sponsored by Vingent and me. and, he finished up all 4 plates of tauge which I think is tasteless. Gosh! and yea, he did eat 2 plates of it day before. but he said he haven’t get to shit still. After so much fiber, he still has difficulties in shitting, I think he got serious constipation. Fan, I suggest you to consult a doctor.

Insane Fan!

Today classes were all meaningless classes. computer studies that I had never absorb a thing from the lecture, then computer practical class. Accounts class was also a mess today, we were playing and chit chatting like nobody else business. Lecturer didn’t give any lecture today, it’s kinda a Q&A session. but well, accounts paper already past, so, forget bout it.

Arm wrestling? In the middle of the class? lol. Vingent look so small beside KING. confirm lose la! lol.

Joshua. with my bangle.

Joshua with some soft toy* maggie’s pencil case *.
oh yea, he was half female that time.

Fan acting cool!

After class…
I gained new experienced today,
public transport, all alone. somehow =)

meet up with Joel and Jin Hoong!

Ivan! I promised to spend him the extra extra spicy taiwanese sausage, and I really did spent him! He ate with a big cup of fruit juice.

Joel! I hope that you are fine now. *hugs*

July 22nd, 2008 by cherlin