July 21st, 2008 by tziaaa

It’s monday. a brand new week.
“今天心情还算不错，虽然难免还是会有不愉快的事情发生。 但也许真的学会了操控自己的心情，这会是一个很好的开始吧！” 我蔚心一笑。

IvanC cracked up the lamest joke once told by Tzehuei during our high school early in the morning. 1st of all, yeewei’s dad was admitted into the hospital.

Ivan - My dad also went to hospital d.
We - HUH??!!
Ivan - He is a doctor marr. that’s why he need to go to the hospital.

*big swt*

Break time, we went to PD.
Fan ordered a plate of chicken rice without chicken but one big plate of Tauge.

Uncle - How you going to eat like this??!!
Fan - I have not been shitting for lots of days. *desperately need fiber*
Uncle - Ohh, alright. I will give you more.

This big plate of Tauge only cost him RM1.oo. crazy!

Vingent tried to get some from Fan, but Fan refused to share. After finish one big plate of Tauge, the tauge’s loveR, Fan’s utility towards it had dropped. * econ sial* lol!

Then, Vingent said he going to buy another plate of Tauge for Fan, to see whether he can finish it or not. and Fan kindly accepted the challenge.

He had a tough time finishing the second plate. His constipation is now cure.
Infact, Joshua said Fan is so going to have a bad diarrhea.

Victory sign after finished up the whole plate of Tauge.

And this Joshua had been really mean.
He keep insulting me and made fun of me.
and so I left a few scars in his hand for him in return.

Maggie, the queen debater had her debate’s talk. I know what she was talking about. But the guys is so lost.

& Vingent fall asleep during Maggie’s talk. that’s really over la.

After that, Chinese class. My result is bad. well, expected! hmmm. 6/10.
sigh! 只好化悲伤为力量，好好地为下一次努力吧！

pohyin the gorgeous.

the girl that claimed that she, herself is the prettiest, Emily joined us to camwhore.
1st.

The photographer YEEWEI & ivanC.
OH YEA. did I mentioned yeewei dropped his phone into a bowl of soup while taking photo for us? yesh, he dropped his phone and now his phone’s speaker is not functioning anymore. lmao.

- girls love me compliment. that is something that will never change. =)

July 20th, 2008 by tziaaa

I was damm emo last night. I had a bad cry. I am failure in both love and friendship.
sigh. Thanks to jinhoong, joel and JJ for caring so much. Especially jin hoong that had made me realize that we, ourself decide whether to be sad or happy. He said there’s some part in me that enjoy being sad, I am sad because I want to get others pity and in order to get care which I think is quite true. I am desperately craving for love and care. hmm. But I am pretty sure that I will no longer be like that, I am going to decide my own feelings!

I am going to live happily.

I stay awake until 5a.m. and woke up on 9a.m.
well, I had a very bad morning today. I had experienced something really bad. which made me burst into tears. I had been crying a lot, I tried not to, but this is something that is out of my control. alright, skip this part.

No smile is as beautiful as the one that struggles through the tears.
I forced myself to smile when I am crying last night. It’s hard. but at least, I had overcome my sadness.

sometimes, remain silent is better then everything.
I should not had control you so much.
You both will be good. I have faith in you both.

—

After that, went to Pyramid with my cousin who work in ERNST AND YOUNG accountant film as a senior manager, meet up with Maggie to do our interview with the cousin.

we had our interview session in SUSHI GROOVE. My cousin love japanese food.
well, we had interviewed the wrong person, she said she is unable to help cause she is not an accountant for a company, she work in a film, she then introduce me to her friend that work in Sunway college to help me. THANKS COUZZIE!

and this is my wonderful cousin.

Met up with joel, jin hoong and J something.
oh yea, saw Bianca, ernest and the girlfriend too. =)

Later on, went for photo shooting with Khai Shaun
the photographer. =) All this while I thought he is taking up photography, but he said he is in business. Photography is just his interest. I got really surprised.
and yea, thanks Khai Shaun =)

alright, I am keeping myself busy! to avoid unnecessary thought. sigh.
homework later =)

July 19th, 2008 by tziaaa

Thrusday.

at college.

It’s my 10 mins speech presentation day,

I am supposed to practice but I end up playing with a dog.

kehui! I am not afraid of dogs anymore!

muahaha.

pretty girl in my class. YING.

Did I mentioned I almost cried after my presentation. I think I did badly. big sigh!
tuitor said my allocation is bad. and she prefer my 5 mins speech more.

and. Daryl came over for awhile.
Chianwei was eating roti bawang. I forced her to eat slower.

and this is the expression she gave me.

I miss him. somehow.

Friday.
chilled at SP corner with the TA’s people.

yingkai, can u believe he is a straight A scorer.
lol. don’t judge a book by it cover.

English class before accounts paper?

and she went back to kill that fellow that murdered her.
( total craps. wtf )

my classmates.

weyheng and munyee.
insane.

I screwed up my accounts paper. I can’t balance the ledger and the depreciation I go all shooting. ”PIANG PIANG PIANG”. therefore, I am dead. Bless me.

I am missing him again.

Saturday
we have got exam today. Computer studies.

before that public speaking lecture. we had a debate session.
Joshua, Meiqi and Chong yuan are TB1’s speaker. they are good.
But I personally like Joshua. He is just so good.

Mr wesley, the principle of Foundation Studies came today. walking around catching people that doesn’t obey the dress code of UTAR. and I am wearing minis. I then play hide and seek with him. It reminds me of Pn.ung, that used to catch me so much in SEAFIELD. lol. Ivan was unlucky, he got caught.

Computer studies paper was okie I guess. I can do MOST of it. I felt good. later on, went to Subang Parade with yeewei, IvanC and chianwei.

Ivan C

cw.

at parade’s loo.

the guys at nando’s.

our food.

my peri soup and peri potato salad.
I don’t really like the food there.

hmm. love? Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. It’s hard to find someone you like, but it’s trillion times harder to find someone you like to likes you. sigh. call me stupid. I feeling so bad now.

July 14th, 2008 by tziaaa

yesterday. I slept on 2a.m. and woke up on 6a.m. just to complete my ENCHANTED presentation slide. I finished it around 1.30pm. PHEWW! & Adele’s birthday gathering at Sunway Club. went to Michlee’s place around 2 and we went there together. - to those who concerned, we are alright I guess. I knew that I still love her.

We search of adele and the rest around the swimming pool. Saw no one and so we went in to the toilet, thought that they have done their swim. but nope, I didn’t see any of them.

and suddenly a security guard came up to us.

HIM : apa kamu buat di sini? ambil gambar?
US : Bukan, nak cari kawan.
HIM : kawan kamu itu model ah?
US : model, bukan la. kawan. mereke di itu apa gymnasium room. mana tu?
HIM : *he lead us too somewhere* nah. itu kumpulan besar. sedang ambil gambar itu kan?
US : * we saw adele and the rest seriously photo shooting with 2 big beg of clothes at the side * *gulps* yeah la. itu mereka. terima kasih yea.

we were both quote stunt. we don’t know what are there doing.
met up with some new friends, airin, sookwai, jessica and yimei. Jiashin, tiffany, shermaine and wan yee was there too. they explained that they are doing it for the “JUICY COLLECTION”.
they are selling those clothes online. and they are modelling for those clothes. *gosh, Shermaine’s over flooded clothes* I joined to take a shoot.

Later on. they went to swim. I didn’t dare to swim. They were all wearing bikini, and I didn’t dare to wear it as I just received comment from someone saying that I gain weight already the day before. sigh! WHY MY DIET NEVER WORKS?

Michlee, shermaine, jessica and I didn’t swim. chilled at the restaurant.

Alright! it’s the time of a early birthday cake for Adele.
her birthday is on 15th july =)

make a wish. make a wish.

Michlee and I left after that, since I got exam the next day and she got tons of homework to be complete. Thanks adele, thanks for having me there. Love you!

Michlee dropped by my house before she go home. we lepak around the playground opposite my house. hmmm. We somehow didn’t talk as much. I don’t know why.

I stayed up until 3.30a.m. to prepare for my chinese literature mid-term exam. and I woke up on 5a.m. This is some of the reasons why my pimples are growing rapidly and why am I getting fatter and fatter. sigh! stress is killing me. well, I somehow don’t look like I am really stress. *my friends said that*

& today.
I flunk my chinese literature paper. that’s why I am not in a very good mood.
plus, I am having headache now! CRAPS!

July 11th, 2008 by tziaaa

FRIDAY

English presentation. everyone got to wear formal. most of us somehow got real excited over it! and of course, lotsa pics taken.

Class start on 9a.m. but, all the TB1 people reach earlier than others. Those guys start to tune on songs, sing and act as a DJ.

Man in black.
Jeffrey, Alvin and Joshua.
Jeffrey and Joshua are both excellent speakers!

the middle one is FAN.

FAN with Gavin. our so called principle.

FAN is gay.
trust me.
and yesh, same goes to Alvin.

formal? OL?

The oh-so-pretty in TB1

The joker/poser/lamer Vingent.
sales man look.

sales man taking out his stuff. trying to sell it.
LMAO.

pretty in white.

talking bout English presentation, I lost my script and so I’m basically doing nothing when everyone is busy memorizing. I am more worry about economics test!
I only start to feel panic 10 mins before the presentation. sigh, I have to go impromptu.
I was like… ” GOD BLESS ME PLEASE!”

and. well, I did present out my part nicely, telling all those main things though my pronunciation got all out of tone when I got panic. Teacher later comment on me. She said I am good * I am jumping excitedly*, but… I got mistake on my pronunciation at times. she gave me 4 out of 5 marks.

oh dear, when I got panic, not only my pronunciation will be wrong, ,my grammar will also be all mixed up.

& one thing, I can never do ” she sells sea shells at the sea shore*
Travis knew it. and he said I am stupid.

My dear group member for english presentation.

I stay up for my preparation for ECON exam tomorrow. * burn midnight oil * Thanks Daryl for keeping me awake. =0 though he was gaming most of the time. hmmm.

I read the mail. but I have no idea on how to reply. give me some time.

SATURDAY

had my economics test, I am not doing that well. but still alright I guess. then, Mummy and me went to Parade to shop for some formal attire again. got a top from NICOLE mnj and a skirt from PADINI. it’s not so cheap yet mom didn’t hesitate to get it for me cause it’s really nice and. I like it a lot, that’s the matter. THANKS mom!

next week - chinese test, 10mins speech presentation, accounts test and also computer studies test!! stress stress stress!

July 10th, 2008 by tziaaa

Another ordinary day of Uni life.
I got really stressed up when I thought of exams. Academic exams and piano exam.
all those made me go cuc-koo. crazy. insane.
sigh, how much I wish I had put in effort earlier.
piano exam is the worst exam for me, i hate piano.

my group member for English assignment.

got to wear formal for presentation tomorrow. lol.

not forgetting the camera woman.

the master piece.

Daryl came picked me up from UTAR as he got to pass me the enchanted CD. hmm. I need it for my public speaking 10 mins presentation.
I didn’t want to go home. and so, he bring me to meet up with his friend, CK. * nice meeting you =) * then, we headed to AC together with CK. They want to go for a yumcha session, but I suggested pool.

I miss playing pool with you.
our never ending game.

remember me, you and him had a pic in the ac’s loo?
I miss the time.

and yeah, KC and Daryl taught me how to play pool.I failed to play well. and they complained.

one of them : put your hand like that.
me : *trying real hard* omg, cannot la.
one of them : just… * showed me * like this!
me : *try again* cannot la!!
one of them : * burst into laughter * her hand cacat.
another one of them : her hand too small, her finger too short……………
me : =.=”

failed to teach me, say my hand cacat pulak. wtf! lol.

later on, we went for a drink.
CK ordered extra spicy sausage. for himself and Daryl.

It’s super spicy, till Daryl finished up the whole cup of his drink and ordered another cup.
His facial expression is extremly funny.

sobbing? lmao.

People usually start sobbing when they deal with spicy food.
but instead of sobbing, CK sweat.
it’s kinda weird.
This fellow ordered extra spicy for daryl, but only medium spicy for himself.

Daryl fetch him home after that.

July 9th, 2008 by tziaaa

got my belated birthday present. from -

and G-string from Adele and Monwei.
omg. thanks alot.
I am such a La senza freak!!
I love it!

Got a talk for us, UTAR-ians today, we are so FORCED to go.
A talk about ” forget about forgetting ” , basically it’s a memory boosting talk. But it doesn’t seems to help much. It was boring, and I fall asleep. gosh.

And yea, this Uncle here is damm irritating.
He asked us to SHHHH, * i mean those guys beside me* as if he is concentrating.
But he was damm impolite, he left in the middle of the talk.
Boring say boring la, still ask people to shhh. ISH!

I got really upset over her again. sigh.
I don’t know what should I do right now.
I miss the great moment we have together!!