August 21st, 2008 by tziaaa

盘陀大雨后， 我独自走在绵绵细雨中。。
安静下来，杂声渐渐隐没。。
却顿时感触良多。。

该爱的不爱，偏偏爱上不应该爱上的人，把自己搞得偏体麟伤。
那凌人的阴影，让我觉得。。恋爱，迟些吧！
我相信，朋友会陪你走更遥远的路。

一生中，我也遇到不少与我相爱过，彼此都喜欢的人。
可是，只当了朋友，没能在一起。
口说只是朋友，但自己清楚，對他并不仅仅是普通朋友。
对他的关怀总比别人多，心情也随他飘动。
对未来有却着不安，所以不相信我们未来。
心里清楚明白那是一场赌注，因此对于“爱”都绝口不提。
表白了之後若不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。
我宁愿保持那一份特殊的友谊，也总好过我们在一起而有天会分手。

August 20th, 2008 by tziaaa

My mom went back to Johor and got back only this evening. She was afraid that I couldn’t wake up in the morning and purposely call me on 5.45a.m. to wake me up. Sadly, I went back to bed right after I answered the call. And when I wake up, it’s already 6.35a.m. I am like ” OMfG!!” as Yee wei will be picking me up around that time. I straight jump out of the bed, wash up, and got dressed in less than 10 mins time. crazy!
I rushed like hell. And so, I failed to have milk this morning and I had my pants wore on the wrong side. Things got so mess’d up though my mom was away for only one day. How am I suppose to survive when I am suppose to live alone over there?

Class starts on 12p.m. today but I reached on 7.00a.m. because we, the TB1 will be having Galleria D’ Arte- TB1 art’s exhibition today. My classmates had put a great effort in order to make this exhibition a success. They had countless or sleepless night and stress. They had even stayed in UTAR till 12.00a.m. just to let all the decoration done. I am not an ARTS student, but since my class is having such grandiose exhibition which is 1st happen in UTAR, I went to lend a hand.

I was asked to do some writing for a booklet. And to stand there to welcome our guest.

Fanny releasing stress before the exhibition starts.
*ponders* I wonder why isn’t him in broadcasting?
wasted la. he is such a great actor/model.

Thanks to all those that came over to support us.

Friends, and also our dearest lecturers.

Miss sharon and the guys.

I walked around after the “peek season”, dragging people to take photo with me =)

A picture showing how I drag people to camwhore with me.
victim : the pretty Jac.

PULL! PULL! PULL!

results :
*smile* = success

Abigail, the hot tall chic.
my toilet affair partner =)

Kahyin =)

*smitten*

and.. photos with my classmates…

Fanny standing VERY straight just to look taller. lmao.

cool people in coat.

My UTAR’s girlfriends.
Maggi and Emelin. exclude yee wei.

group photos…

TB1 rox.

Overall, it is a success. The number of visitors really shocked us. Not only people from PE but from PD too. We received lots of compliments from lecturer and our friends in UTAR.
someone said “this is my 1st time appreciating arts in an arts exhibition!” * smile* Congratulations, my fellow friends!! It’s great! I am so proud of you all xD

After class,
went home to change and then headed to Pyramid. Thanks yee wei for fetching me around.

Met up with Yong there. (sorry, I was late)
He had been really honeyed and thoughtful. thanks for being my 7-11. ha.
& Everything was on him today, even my T, thanks a lot =) *xoxo*

Final is coming soon, gonna start my hardcore study. =(
hmm. I had been sleeping a lot these few days, but I am still feeling so sleepy.
I DON’T KNOW WHY. sigh.

*yawns*

thanks God, mom’s back.
she brought back cookies, clothes and sandal for me. *loves*

August 19th, 2008 by tziaaa

…

My day started with “chor dai di” session. Everyone were so charged. lol.
Vingent’s girl wasn’t as aggressive as before anymore, and that’s a really good sign.

Break time, we went to PD.
Fanny challenge me to finish 1000ml of milk in once.
I took up his challenge, and finished all of it in less than 10 minutes.

Fanny and I, the two 17 years old kids had been bad today.
Our talks full of “COLOURS”.. haha.

I somehow find life in UTAR getting more and more interesting!
I am loving it =) & FRIENDS play an important role in changing my perspective towards UTAR.

Back home, Adele came to pay me a visit.
It’s been awhile since we hang out together though her house is just 5 mins walking distance away from mine.
We gossips, and laugh. I love talking to her, I can talk to her bout everything.
She is just so sweet! del, I love u =)

Lastly,

An incident that happened today.

Before I continue this, I would like to emphasize that whatever I said now it’s just from my own point of view. I was told not to spread this, but sorry, your friend had just got me on fire. And I am posting this just to correct your point of view of the whole damm incident.

I would like to say :

• I did not invade your privacy. *cause it’s not even a privacy in such open area*
• I swear that I did not take any video of that “improper” scene that I saw.

So yea, I saw two fellow, obviously one male and female(laying on the table?) Okie. nothing much, just why are you so scared that we actually video the whole scene? because you did something out of place before and got video. I SAW THAT VIDEO JUST TODAY! lol. I know it’s a bit late but well.. haha.. and that’s the reason why I intended to video what I saw and it’s plainly for the sack fun. I will never upload it to YOUTUBE, cause I don’t think it deserve a place in YOUTUBE. I would rather have LEAH DIZON videos up there.

If you want to argue saying that I am invading your privacy. sorry! I am not apologizing but feeling sorry for you both because I don’t think it’s call privacy! In such open area? hell no, if you want privacy, do it at home, or, you can go to the hotel. ern, PJ got lots of hotel. Nobody will care what you both do there, cause that is your PRIVACY as we are all grown up it wouldn’t be a surprising stuff to most of us. If only we go to the hotel and took video of both of you bermesra-ing, we are in guilt as we invade your privacy. & I heard that you both want people to respect you all by deleting the previous video. hmm, I think you both should respect yourself 1st before asking others to do so. Yesh, we know you both are couple and there’s desire. but people, that’s an UNI. Desire? it can be overcome with a kiss on cheek. Tahan till you get home la.!

And your friend came out to warn me with a raised voice after realizing our existence?
Mr, you as their friend, aren’t you are suppose to advice them not to misbehaved in Uni? but instead of that you raised your voice on us? well, I am speechless about that and got a little unhappy. hey! I didn’t do anything wrong but why are you raising your voice? Correct me if you think I am wrong and tell me why.

I also heard that many of your friends had advice you both not to do so in Uni but you both didn’t seems to take those advices seriously, and that girl said ” why we couldn’t let others know we are couple”… (okie, this is just what I heard and I would like to comment on it)
Girl, we do not need to do such stuff to prove that we are attached. People will know when they see how the guy cares for you. By doing those stuff, people will think ” ish, I think she have no confident, she doing that just to let others know she is attached to boost her own confident.” That wouldn’t be nice right? Accepting others advices will make you a better person. =)

NO HARD FEELINGS! *loves*

August 17th, 2008 by tziaaa

I participated in Larian Perpaduan Merdeka 10km run after being informed by Piong. Since he said we don’t need to pay a single cent and it’s a really good idea for me burning some calories.

Reached UTAR around 6a.m.Then left to Dataran Merdeka by UTAR bus. ern, nice knowing Meng Leong. not that I don’t know him before that, just, it’s the first time I really talk to him.

Meet up with Yong from UTAR Setapak.

The run start on 7.45, flagged off by Y.A.B Dato’ Seri Abdullah Haji Ahmad Badawi.
I had seen him a lot in newspaper, tv, text book.. etc. But it’s my 1st time to see him in real life.

Starting of the run was okie.
Till my stomach started to cramp, I knew it’s because of the girl’s-every-month-business. Damm it! The worst is yet to come. I fell down, and my knee is like… “keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding.. ” inner mologue – “shytt, why at this time? and I fell so hard, I wouldn’t be able to swim for at least 1 week. how to burn fats? damm it!”

& Therefore, I didn’t really run. and I didn’t sweat much even though I completed the 10km. So not satisfied, but I would say I am lucky enough to have 2 macho guy accompanied me all way long – Yong and Wei Chuen. I knew Yong can run if it’s not because of my existence. It’s really sweet of you. Don’t worry, you had take good care of me.
I should have take a photo with both of you la! =)

The three medal’s holder – guang wei, hazel and meng leong.

the whole big gang of UTAR-ians.

I ordered “fok chow fish ball”
It’s finger licking good.

fishball with meat fillings.

a camwhore pic of mine xD

Meng leong got someone to bandage my knee when we were still at Dataran Merdeka.
At first I refused to get bandaged, cause I know it will hurt even more.
still, I went for the bandaged.
It’s was so freaking embarrassing, people were looking at me.
they might be thinking
” This girl damm clumsy la!! ”

a pic of my bandaged knee.

After eating, Meng leong fetched me to Hazel’s house. We had a girl’s gossips session, had fun talking to her. =) and later on, mom picked me up from Hazel’s place. She saw the bandage on my leg, and she said she couldn’t believe that I didn’t cry when I fall. lol. * I am 17 already, grown up la. haha *
Well, I am looking forward for another run. I now got to start to re-build my stamina which had dropped tremendously since I stop my swimming training. I will be jogging quite often now*hopefully*. Anyone like to join me?

Random picture.
It had been awhile since I post up pics of me with my pinkish spec.
lol. He said I do look nerdy with it. what do you think?

August 16th, 2008 by tziaaa

….

I need transport home and someone to accompany me for lunch.
and Jin hoong was kind enough to take taxi from ss15 all the way back to his house to take his car just to fetch me. We met up at Pyramid. & he brought michelle and joel along. I was so happy when I see them. Thanks JH.

Had lunch at Kim Gary with JH, Joel, Michelle, Chian wei. (Justin joined us later on)
- I had a heavy meal. *guilty*
spare tyres are coming out. oh oh.

I love hanging out with people who is close in heart with me.
What will happened next year?
when I move to Kampar.
when Joel go to UK.

Will we still able to keep in contact no matter how busy we are like now?
I felt gloomy whenever I thought of all these. sigh.
Maybe instead of feeling heavy hearted, I should appreciate all the time we having together now.

supposed to go for sports with her.
but plan failed.
nvm babe, next time will do =)

August 14th, 2008 by tziaaa

I reached UTAR kinda early this morning.
before I step in to the hall, I heard Vingent shouting.
and went I walk in, I saw a girl in red chasing over Vingent.

Later on, I heard from someone that the girl is crazily going after Vingent.
Even though she got rejected, she doesn’t seem to give up.
I also heard that this girl is suffering from Melancholia. One more thing, that girl is from my chinese class. CRAPS! I can’t deny that it’s really funny when both of them running around the hall. Maggi and I can’t stop laughing. Well, we know it’s not good to laugh when people is suffering, but we just can’t help it. haha.
We did helped Vingent by talking bad of him in front of the girl, but too bad, it doesn’t help at all.

The climax is when the girl run towards Vingent, hugged him and said she likes him loudly.
We were all stunted. Vingent doesn’t even knows how to react to the situation.
Her friends came to pull her away. Still, she followed Vingent whenever he go. hA, Vingent was in big trouble till Fan came to rescue him.

Computer studies lecture, there’s people debating. But we are more interested in catching up on what happened on that two. awhile later, Maggi started talking about the ghost festival.
yesh! I experienced something last night. I mean this morning around 1a.m. my cursors move in circle by its own. I was like ‘ WTF!” I plucked out my mouse on the next second. and things go back to normal.

Then, SP Corner. Thanks ADY for the fat-free strawberry yogurt!

After that, public speaking.
It’s very emotional lesson. We cried and we screamed as the speakers today talked bout the touching movie 1 liter tears(by Gavin) and the horror movie, Silent Hill(by Emily). Other than that, Ian talked about a musical anime which caught all our attention. oh yea, Piksan talked about the CHOCOLATE MAKING PROCESS. She even brought her chocolates! aww. my love! haha.
It’s great overall.

okieokie, let’s continue with Vingent’s GIRL. The TB1-rians went for Art meeting in a room, and that girl insist to come in. Fan locked her out. It’s not cruel, it’s just that if he doesn’t do so, the meeting will not be able to carry on as the girl will keep disturbing Vingent. Fan said it’s a sexual harassment. lol. The girl then cried. Her friends have no idea what they should do. And so, they seek for help from the lecturer. The girl disappeared after that. No idea where we went.

Econ class starts on 3.00p.m. most of us was in the sleepy mode. Everyone looked so blur.

Miss Melissa : “Ei class, you all look so blur. Do you know what class you having now?”
Us :” yes! haha..”
and all in a sudden,
Fan :” English class marr.”

Econ class ended on 3.30p.m. when it’s suppose to end on 4.oop.m. Meet up with Ivan and the rest at the hall. They suppose to go to SP Corner for a drink. Ivan stopped, and turned to me.
” Tziaaa, let’s take photo! “
Then yee wei..
” Yeah lo, I didn’t take photo with you before.” and so, we stopped half way and start camwhoring. lol. 1st time I was asked to camwhore. haha.

and, Yee wei.

Hazel and me.

Ivan! It’s not that I am short, he’s just too tall.

Oh yea, I am the one who said Hie to choonting today,
though he’s the one who supposed to say hie. lol =)

August 13th, 2008 by tziaaa

I drank one big box of HL today! Though it said to be low fat, still, there’s fat!
I had french toast for lunch today. ( followed jac and ady to old town kopitiam ) good enough. lol.
I feel guilty now. consumed too much today! gosh, I am suppose to go on DIET!

CRAPS.

I followed Ady and others to PC block for badminton.
Played awhile with Jac, I sweat, but just a little. and it doesn’t satisfy me.

Reach home. consumed food again. * looking at my tummy, inner monologue ” I am so sorry!” *
I end up followed my dad to club house. So determine to burn calories and to sweat!

Went for gym for one hour!
I sweat a lot, and I like it! lol.

and then,
Night swim?
It had been awhile, and my stamina drops like dunno what.
I can’t even complete 100m freestyle! gosh!

however, I still force myself to complete 1000m swim.

AND my dad’s friend actually compliment me where it followed by my dad insults. damm it!

well, feeling good AFTER exercising. At least, I don’t feel guilty anymore. LMAO.

Yet the typical me, —— emo post now. skip this part if you don’t want emo post!

I had got a to-do-list before I leave to Kampar next year.
I want to attend Japanese language class.
I want to learn dancing. ballroom dance? belly dancing? anyone?
I want to go for listen and play piano class.

& etc!

I want to live my life to the fullest!
I never want my uni life to be just all about academic.

well. talking bout Kampar.
I don’t really wish to o there.

1st of all, I am so gonna miss my family, my girlfriends and all my friends.
Friends? I am taking up Chinese Studies for my degree. Therefore, I got to attend the Chinese literature class now. People in my class will be my classmate in the future. And sadly, I am close to none of them. I couldn’t really click with them as I will say, our thoughts are totally different.
they are pro in Chinese, but I think they had been too extreme.
talk in chinese, msg in chinese, msn in chinese, blog in chinese. basically everything in Chinese.
WTF, if life is all about Chinese. It wouldn’t be fun. How the hell we socialize?
WORST come to worst, things that some of them think is so DAMM interesting, I find in boring, in fact, extremly boring. I am not the weird one, trust me. sigh!
It had been just 1 SEM and we will be in the same class for only one day per week, I seriously can’t imagine what will happened if I will be having class with them for 3 years!
I can’t communicate with them, what if I got problems, who can I go to?
My friends will not be around (even Maggi will stay back in PJ) SIGH! & my family won’t be around too!

2nd, I can’t do any housework.
Yesh, I am spoilt. by my own mother.
I can’t cook, I can’t do laundry, I can do nothing basically.

3rd, no entertainment!
people like me can die without entertaiment!
at least, give me a shopping mall.

4th, large varieties of foods.
I will GAIN WEIGHT!
ish!