December 15th, 2008 by tziaaa

I hate the time before at night before going to sleep,
because, that’s when all the thoughts I’m trying to avoid starts to linger.

…

My PC fair job hunting experience :

mind you, it’s freaking interesting miserable.

my hunting partner : Mr. Ivan Cheong.

Cousin introduce me to work as Canon sales girl. Interview session required.
It’s at Peremba Square, Saujana Resort, U1, SHAH ALAM.

Yeewei fetched us to KTM station,
we then took ktm to shah alam.

Then, took taxi to the nearest cafe since it’s still early.

Ate in a cafe, which we then realize both of us are the only chinese in the whole area.

We naively thought peremba square is just nearby, but we are wrong terribly.
took taxi to the nearest bus station, the taxi driver ask us to take rapid U80, he said we can reach our destination straight.

Got into bus, the bus driver said we should take rapid U81 to reach there, and so he dropped us off half way.

Got into U81, that driver said we are suppose to take Rapid U80, but there’s no more bus stop nearby, and so he dropped us at the freaking highway.

ivan (before)

We were like, gone la gone la,
we are lost,
middle of the highway somemore.
+ me in my 3inches heels.

walk for awhile, & we saw our hope.

1st, saujana 500m.
we thought it’s damm near and didn’t call for a taxi.

but we walked for 5 mins only see..

walk for 20mins in my freaking heels, and finally saw sign board with “Peremba Square”
We looked at each other and laugh… ngenge…

mana tau,

there’s sign board keep directing us to walk straight straight & straight.
it’s like never ending, gosh!

we walked for bout 45 mins, and finally saw…

Damm tiring la.

and then, the training and interview starts.

training was boring, *no lenglui to see*. oish, les-soon-to-be. lol.

& then speech by a agent that keep telling us how rich he is “indirectly” and kept insulting us “indirectly”.

i find it annoying. seriously.

he asked whether we like rich people and we didn’t respond.
he then said.

” I guarantee all of you are poor people, and you people will still be damm poor in the future, cause you people don’t like rich people.“

I feel like telling him, I’d love to be rich, but i despice rich people like you!

& i know I will die kao kao if I work cause I cannot do sales.
I sux in it.

texted Edwin and request for a job at PDA Arena,
I emphasized that I am not doing sales.

He said my job will be just distributing flyers. so yea.

I texted my cousin, and told her I am not working for Canon anymore.

Kahjoe and shinyee came pick us up & went to Pyramid, thaithai for dinner.
I dislike the foods there.

not nice and costly.

my not-so-nice pohpiah.

& shinyee’s not-human-food.

night, due to certain reason. agreed to work in canon.

but in the morning when I reach klcc, I changed my mind AGAIN.
yea, I know I am not supposed to do so.

but,
hey, I can’t do sales….
& people in canon doesn’t look as friendly as those in PDA Arena.

+ I will have no stress working at PDA Arena. thanks to Edwin

gonna update bout PC Fair soon

chiaoz, toodles.

thanks to the forum, my blog unique visitors from 1000+ shoot up to 3000+

p.s. - I kindly request those forumer to remove my photo from there.
it’s fugly………… =( sobs!!!!!

December 15th, 2008 by tziaaa

I made the choice to go on because
I couldn’t stand the pain.

…

My blog was dead. because of PC Fair.

& I am now too lazy to type. too tired.
just some photos on the day I went MPYO with classmates-ku.

yelllll :” I am in love with guys that can play music instrument, ern….
ok la, at least have the sense of music.”

simply because the guy that play CELLO in MPYO is effin cute and attracted me.
His magnificent skills and expression when he play his cello. OMMMMMGG!
*he’s only 16, gosh!”

alright, I am crazy over him.

oh yea, I brought my sis to UTAR that day, cause she’s following me to MPYO.

and my friends were like.
” wa, your sis damm tall”
“wa, your sis leg damm thin and long.”
” lol, why aren’t you look like your sis?“

craps. I am damm fat now, I know.
give me time, I promise to go on diet kao kao.

seriously too lazy,
and so I will just post up some pics without captions. lol.

I am now so addicted to MPYO.
thanks to that cellist. lol.

P.s – HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, LEEANNE.

December 8th, 2008 by tziaaa

I want to feel the joy,
to be happy with my heart too.

…

wanted to change a different hairstyle 98219371294917 years ago, but it’s still almost the same every time. because :
I didn’t want my hait to be short.
My hair isn’t long enough to be perm. or whatsoever.

I went for hair treatment the other day.
I told the hairstylist that I would love to have those big & wavy curl hair like those korean. and so, he help me to set my hair and show me roughly how it would be.
He said my hair is a bit too short for those curl, he suggested me to leave it longer for another half or one year.

Bout this photo of me in curled hair that I posted up in the previous post.

What do you people think?
wavy or straight?

Tagged by Gavin & Rubber.

The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT

1) My perfect love need to be a guy.
Like, duhhh.

2) Taller than me.
As in me in heels. I don’t want to wear flats on my wedding’s day.

3) Able to communicate with me.
I find it very hard to communicate with the one I love, so yea.
I need one that share the same interest with me.
One that laugh with me, and cheer me up when I am depressed without me telling.

4) Be honest.
That’s the most important things in a relationship, perhaps.

5) Ambitious
He might not need to be rich. as long he’s ambitious enough.

6) Have his very own perspective.
I need him to guide me through the tough and indecisive situation.

7) Sweet & Romantic.
When I’m cold, let me put my hand into your coat’s pocket, then put in yours, & hold mine.
*credits to Ima Ai Ni Yukimasu*

Lastly, love & care for me more than I do.
Let me know how important I am to you. Make me feel like a Princess. yea.

NOW….I WANNA TAG THESE PEOPLE…..
1) Michelle lee
2) Lim Shin Yee
3) Adele Chow
4) Mon Wei
5) Kido
6) Zhiji
7) Katherine
Emmanuel Lo

Oh yea, I am home now *back from Johor*.

& some pics taken with my brother & sister.

*loves*

p/s – MPYO tomorrow?

December 7th, 2008 by tziaaa

Love that we can not have is the one that
lasts the longest,
hurts the deepest
and feels the strongest.

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Friday -

Web page design theory test was alright. *alright = I finished up the entire paper*
& that’s all, I couldn’t bother much bout was it correct or not.

bacause,

I went mcd, SERIOUSLY wanted to study with yeewei and the rest.
I was really on the mood to study, till yeewei start distracting me with some stupid email.

alright, I feel like puking now. THANKS to yeewei and chian wei!
so yea, wash your undergarments before you wear it. I don’t know whether this email is true. All I know is that it’s freaking abhorrence. arghhh.

plus, I was on video-call with FAN the whole night.
we played scissors paper stone, mcdull stuff, … etc through web cam.
you can actually sense how lame we were. lol.

& start study only in the morning. a hard-core one.

however, as a conclusion, I studied.

Noon, after our class, we* me, FAN, maggie, emily, josh and ian* decided to go to Pyramid to do some “serious stuff”.

I wore long jeans to class today. lol.
FAN said i *look* taller with long jeans.

the gentleman.

oh yea,
FAN wants to do some clarification.
He said he’s not a gay. lol.

Night, went AC with Ivan. sorry for leaving you alone, forgive me.
meet up with Joel and Michlee.
it’s been awhile since four of us sit together.

& Kido is leaving to Kuching.
take care, friend, i’ll miss you.
teehee.

Saturday -

no class, but still got to wake up on 5.30am.
because I am going to my granny’s house at Johor.

location – yong peng, Johore. “granny’s house”

Went to mizu saloon as usual. and get my hair treatment done.
I had been bothered by the split end for quite some time.

my brother cut his hair too.
FYI, I HAVE A BROTHER.
nobody seems to know I have a brother,
people often thought that I only have a sister. that’s why.

I curl my hair?? *question mark*

oh yea, I gained 2kg in 1 week time.
I wonder how long do I need to get rid of this 2kg. sigh.

worst come to worst,
I am at granny’s house now. she is stuffing lots of food into our growing stomach.
gone, baby gone.

p/s – I got a mickey clock for my room. *yeayy*

December 4th, 2008 by tziaaa

Wednesday -

I’ll never know when this wound can be heal,
But always know I’ll do as much as I can.

…

I apologize for the previous emo post.
I guess I had over-reacted.

well,

I screwed up my sociology paper.
I didn’t read the question properly, and missed out the explanation part.
so yea. lol.

After exam I went to guardian warehouse sales with the rest.
bought 36 bars of HERSHEY chocolate with the price of RM10.

Then went to Pyramid and meet up with Shin, W.Chun, & Z.Bin.
Sorry shin, I had misunderstood you. I promise, I wouldn’t make any assumption before making sure anymore. ILY, girl.

Bumped into Adele and Liyana.
& also Kido. *He’ll be leaving back to Kuching very soon *

Walk and shop around for awhile. Change my phone’s housing at Melissa shop, get some accessories, accompany shin to get “his” christmas present, trying out clothes at butik…… blah blah blah….

& the guys were doing nothing… but..
waiting for us. * aww, so kind *

All of us walk till we feel like our legs are breaking. And then, we headed to AC for dinner. after dinner, pool and foos for awhile then we went back to pyramid because I need to collect my phone from Melissa.

thanks waichun, I knew you tried hard to make me happy.
I am happy and thanks you.

then, go home & sleep.

so much memories in such a short time.
reminiscing those makes me suffocate. ;(
but i know, one day it will rumble no more. just one fine day.

Thrusday -

I just cant refuse it,
like the way you do this,
keep on rockin’ to it,
please don’t stop the
please don’t stop the
please don’t stop the music.

ahh, music inspired me.

…

Another mass comm pressed conference presentation.
My group play the role as the media for the police press conference.

awesome remarks from the tuitor again.
Very satisfying result.
Besides, she said that our class is the best so far. =)

& here’s some photos took during the pressed conference.

First, pressed conference for the launching of Mariah Carey , E=MC2 album.

Me trying on her wig, & I look weird.
I have decided not to perm my hair.
I don’t look good in curly hair.
wavy, perhaps?

Oh yea,
I have an announcement to make.

It’s sad to announce that FAN, who better known as AH FA, has double personality.
sigh, he needs psychology treatment urgently.

prove :

Alright, cut the craps.
now, the pressed conference to announce a successful operation of the police.

that’s all for the pressed conferences.

Dinner time, went out to eat with mummy and my siblings.
There’s another family beside us, I was shocked to see how cold they treat their granny/mother.
That old lady hardly walk, instead of taking care of her, that lady just sit down and look at the menu. wtf. and they starts talking happily among them ignoring the old lady.

my mom saw and asked me. “will you treat me like this is the future?”
& I confidently said no.

I love my mom!
that’s all.

tuning to britney – womanizer.

December 2nd, 2008 by tziaaa

And a lesson learned at a time apropos
That to be content one must fall and grow.
…

I having sociology test tomorrow. revisions are not done yet.
in fact, I haven’t even started my revision. I couldn’t concentrate.
My life is a complete utter mess now.

I am alone, I am unwanted, I am unloved.
Things can never be any greater than this.

Met him. and i thought he is my prince charming and thought that my fairytale love story has just came true. Slowly became who I am not just to please him. Likes whatever he likes, into whatever he’s into. Don’t even know what I truly want. Dream is always the warmest, sweetest and brightest things ever. Everything seems to be so fine. The moment that horrid the most is when you got up from your dream. & That’s when I got my heart broken once and once again by the same one. I realize I got to leave. Start things all over again. I always thought I am strong enough. Thought of the time we kissed, the sorrow entraps me. Though things kept changing, but it doesn’t mean that it never be like this before. Maybe. it’s just too good to be true. I am still trying hard to bandage the wound of my broken heart. Meanwhile, I realize my friend got hurt. She is the one that made me thought that there’s still sweet and pure love. But, things no longer the same. It makes me fear, realize that love is nothing but, suicide.

“Cinderella brokes her glass heels and the prince failed to find her and married another young lady.” This is how it should be in the reality. anyone can just replace you. you are not anyone special. so grosteque.

Perhaps, love is not my thing.
I thought it’s ok, because I still have awesome friends with me.

but things weren’t like what I thought.

A, is too busy with exams and her boyfriend. I couldn’t blame her for that, I guess. It’s understandable to stick with the one you love 24/7, moreover, he will be leaving next year. Ten years friendship isn’t that fragile, whenever I need her, she still will be there. & she will never abandon me. Just, we seldom talk anymore. Remember that we used to talk for hours bout nothing. I miss it real much. I felt being casted away now cause our friendship have already lost the sparks.

B, she is pretty and hot. She is a magnet to guys. *I never get jealous over my gfs. I knew they are much better than me. & I have always feel proud about it* but yesterday, it was the first time I got so jealous. Jealous of why I got to live without everything she has. If only I were her, I wouldn’t get neglected. Worst come to worst, she ditches me. I thought friend doesn’t abandone friend? aren’t we best friend? why would you ditch me for someone you know for less than a week? I felt nothing, but disappointment.

C, she just finish her SPM. and she gonna fly. I will be damm busy with my assignments. I couldn’t hang out much with her. I am so afraid that our friendship going to fade away. please tell me, that it will never happen.

Or these are all reflections of me myself.
Could it be everytime I blame others,
It was me myself that I should scorned.


All these emotional thoughts flood my mind, I cried,
in his car, on the way back from ss2.
Thought of me being unwanted and unloved jerk the urge of my tears to fall. So pathetic.

I am having my sociology paper tomorrow and yet I am in such a condition.
I am so stressed-up. I want to concentrate. I want to score with flying colors. sigh.

just, GOD bless me.

i was later on a little delighted by these chocs.
thanks, friend.