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January 31st, 2009 by tziaaa

Love me when I least deserve it,

Beacause that’s when I’ll really need it.

….


I chatted studied till 4am, and I went to bed, woke up on 11am. realizing that there’s already guest at my house. Got myself changed, went to those auntie uncle, said”gong xi fatt choy”, and there goes my red packets. *evil laugh*

wanted to start study, but msn distracted me, yea. *I studied really hard when I am @ mom’s hometown, cause, there’s no such distraction, you see*

Then, Nicholas Chay invited me over to his house * @ desa park city * since he’s having open house and I suppose to study have nothing much to do at home. I dragged Adele along, and there we go. Ringo was there, kinda excited to see her, well, had been reading her blog everyday for quite some time. ;) besides her, huaibin, suanie, kyspeaks, melissa, firdauz, debra, yeehou, etc… were there too.

Gambling? it has been awhile. but it seems that luck sided me today. ;)


p/s – eventhough I am not in red undies. teehee.


yeehou, debra*she’s friendly, me likey*, & me.


Things were fine, till my mom start rushing me home*cause I am attending another open house party*. & yea, due to certain reason, I end up, taking cab home alone. hell, that’s my first experience. calling up taxi that keep asking me to hold on, hold on, hold on, and sat on the taxi with the driver that kept bullshitting alone. craps!

I reach home, I straight headed into my room. mood swing, all in a sudden. flooded by disappointment. out of control, tears rush out of my eyes, and yea, I cried, and I yelled at my mom. Thanks God, my mom is understanding enough. ;)

p.s. – guess I had never make my friends go home alone,
what more if it’s so-called best friend.

*** edited

Got much better after talking to my mom.
Then, off to dad’s friend a.k.a. my family friends’ open house.


the uncles were gambling & drinking, the aunties were gossiping, the small kids were playing their children game. yea. & so, we decided to go yum cha. my childhood friend, junhaw, suggested snow flakes!

we walked there since it’s just 10 minutes walking distance from my friend’s place.
& Junhaw said it’s a very good opportunity for me to camwhore, he would be my photographer. teehee.

night walk.

well, it’s all 1/2 candid.
*updating at his house now, pictures aren’t edited.* ;)

Snow flakes located @ SS15, opposite Asia Cafe, same row as Starbucks, it’s at the 1st floor. It’s an awesome place for Taiwan desserts. The place has a very comfortable ambiance, it’s totally different from the “hustle bustle” @ asia cafe. ;) & The boss there is very nice and friendly.


snowflake – taiwanese desserts secret.



michelle lau, yours truly, & cousin-ku.


desserts there are very refreshing. not too sweet.
& the price is very reasonable. ;)


my favorite. it’s sweet sour.

In conjunction with the new year,
he boss gave us this.

yum yum!


pure candid.

“candid” of my brother.

walking back,
no more energy to camwhore. lol.


p.s. – gonna burn mid-night oil today. arghh!


yongpeng

January 30th, 2009 by tziaaa

Even When Times Get Tough,
I Know I’ll Never Be Empty.

I am finally back from Johor. ;)
& now, I started to miss my grandmother. wth.

hometown?

I would say it’s mainly all bout small kids.
I am already old.
Those kids are basically all my nieces/nephews.
& so, they call me “auntie”. yea.

first of all.
gong xi fatt choy, people.

now present you, the sangat lame punya “aunties”

yerr, what you doinG? *pure candid*
ok, I join!

nothing better to do marr. yea.
betul betul lame punya “aunties”.

& the young girls.

newphew-ku with attitude.

nieces & nephew.

sister of the lil angel”refer to my previous post.” – Hong yu.
another cute little one.

she’s just so adorable. gosh!

Hong yu’s monster look, & rong yu’s innocent looks.

love ‘em. don’t you?


mother of 2.
she’s is freaking tall. 175cm, i suppose.

as I had mentioned, there’s no internet line at my granny’s house,
& so, i am out to my cousin’s cafe everyday, and I saw “this car” everyday.

It urge me to take a photo of it. lol.

I don’t mind having a car like this. ;)

also, I attended my cousin sister wedding dinner.

make-up.


forgive me.
I haven’t been camwhoring for awhile. ;)

short dress. what do you think?
they said I look like air-stewardess with my hair tied up like this.

another dainty cousin of mine.

dinner suppose to start @ 7pm.
we reached there on 7.30pm*malaysian timing marr*, and yet, the dinner haven’t started yet.

since there’s nothing better to do, we use the time, paparazzi-ing.
* we were thought since young to use time wisely, correct? * teehee.

small auntie and cousin sister.

uncle wants to join the camwhore session. ha!

mummy with her very cute smile.

sister-ku & cousin sister from taiwan.

the guys.
daddy, uncle, the cute taiwanese boy, & brother-ku.

irresistible.
cheh-wah.

my cousin brother that seems to know everyone there.

lil cutie from beijing.

lovable? yes.

cousin sister, mummy & the aunties.


mummy daddy and all the aunties together with their man.
* mummy got 3 sisters and 8 brothers. yea.

wondering where’s the new couple?
the bride is my cousin sister, that all of us call her “mei mei jie jie” because of her beauty.
eye catching? sure do.
the gorgeous bride and the princely groom.

a photo with the bride and groom.

time for the dishes.
I rate 5/10. wasn’t that good after all.

some of the dishes, I manages to take a photo of.

& this is my favorite.

yummm-seng session.

sister and 2 cousins of mine.
;)
” I want to get married” lol.


and…

- I gained weight.

- stupid maid stole my money. few hundreds. curse her!!

That’s all bout my days at mom’s hometown.

Didn’t fully enjoy the CNY this year, because of the very smart UTAR that sets out final exam right after it. damm it.

came back around 8pm just now, went to Mcd to have our dinner. go home.
& chelle called up. and yea, she force asked me out for a drink.
she don’t even allow me to have my shower 1st, how evil.

together with shinyee, the 3 pompuans have our java-chips session @ starbucks. drink, gossips, secrets and *secret*. teehee. I miss this 2 tucks loads. it’s been awhile since the last time I hang out with this two like this.

I am loving it & craving for more.
pompuans, we should hang out more like this. ;)
& hun, things will be just fine.

p/s – UTAR postponed our marketing exam. from 3rd changed to 10th. ha! there goes my another weekend. arghh.

P.P.S. – fine cut. xD


天使

January 27th, 2009 by tziaaa

小时候,

多么希望自己可以快点变成那所谓的大人,

过着那种“多姿多彩”的大人生活。

终于,长大了,

饰演着不同的人生角色。

现实的社会,使自己被逼带上各种摘不下的面具过活,

渐渐地,忘了最原始的自己。

。。。

新年,表婶带了嬫儿来拜年。

她长大了许多,比以前更漂亮了。

口操那重重的北京腔华语,多么可爱啊!

那天,她穿着白色的公主装,像个小天使似的。

小孩们都是天使,

因为他们有着那最原始的纯真与最纯洁的心灵。

没了那可恨的虚伪心,

每个动作都流露出了天使般的真诚。

没了那丑陋面具的小天使,

是多么的惹人爱啊!

p.s. – 问问自己,长大以后的你多久没会心一笑了?

这可爱的小天使,有让你笑了吗?

遇到较棘手的问题时,我们就只懂得说放弃。

难道忘了小时候的我们,在学会走路以前,

跌了多少次,哭了多少次吗?

那时的我们,又何尝想过要放弃?

小天使跌倒了,“妈妈,妈妈。。”几声,

又自己爬了起来。同时,露出了胜利的笑容。

长大以后,我们都被贪婪之心侵袭了。

小天使,闹脾气,嘟起了小嘴巴,

一颗糖果却足以让她破涕为笑。

我们呢? 有可能如此容易满足吗?


可是,小天使终究会长大。

总有一天,她会向外边那 阴险虚伪 多姿多彩的世界说“嗨”!

这,就是人生。

。。。

忽然间,

我,

希望小天使不会长大。

同时,

我怀念,小时候的我。


CNY

January 26th, 2009 by tziaaa



Happy Chinese New Year
& hope all of you have a wonderful and prosperous new year!!!

….

first of all,
let’s us welcome the year of cow. mooooo~ ;)

location : yongpeng
- no internet
- no internet cafe

I am currently updating my blog at my cousin’s cafe. yea.

Exam mode. No mood for anything else.
Imagine, I am studying while everyone is celebrating/sleeping. crapsss.

I will just let the pics do the talking.


someone’s birthday.

guess who?


The birthday boy is a charming cousin of mine from Taiwan.
note : he’s a awesome pianist. *winks*

new year eve.

fireworks.
I thought it gonna cost a bomb?
& I thought it’s economic recession now? hmmm.


& now some pics with my sister & cousins.




27361872633 years ago.

& now.


aite. gtg.

will update in detail when I get back to Subang =)

again, GONG XI FATT CHOY. ;)


crappily marvelous

January 22nd, 2009 by tziaaa


inspired by YOU. ;)

you make me tears,
yet again, you wipe off my tears and put smile on my face.

….

IAMINDEEPTROUBLE!!

I start revising “seriously” today, realized that there’s so much to read up.
gosh, how am I possible to complete it?

  1. management? had briefly read through.
  2. marketing? it’s like, so much??
  3. business? all the letters look just the same to me.
  4. web page design? there’s like 298164178364 codes to memorize.
  5. mass comm? I haven’t touch yet.
  6. sociology? thanks Mr.Akmal, I still able to survive, i guess.


&

  • - relative from taiwan is coming back.
  • - CNY is like, in a few days time?
  • - going back to mom’s hometown @ johor tomorrow.
  • - Cousin is getting married.


how great?

thanks to the “BRILLIANT” UTAR,
i now lost my mood for everything.
it’s E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.

exam sucks big time.
stressed up.

p/s – iwantyoutherewithme.

a sweet emo post, perhaps.



情书

January 20th, 2009 by tziaaa


Love floods us with hope,
& can make you do things that you never thought possible.

….

picture by 几米

….

我写了好多好多封的情书·,

里头写满了我痴痴的爱意,

也载满了着我所有的情绪,

却似乎少了不知什么似的。

把信投入那浩瀚的大海中,

它木然地在那思念海飘着,

独子看着无数个日出日落,

却到不了那所谓的目的地。

它不解但那该死的使命感,

让信执着地寻找信的主人,

彷徨地度过了无数个日子,

才发现那封信根本没主人。

。。。。

啊,信,没有主人。



让一切顺其自然,执着什?

毕竟,

我失去了这人生游戏的遥控器。

FYI, I am not emo-ing, it’s just some of my random thoughts that I scribble on my rough pad while I was reading novel studying just now. I hate studying, and on this moment, there’s too many things that drew my concentration away. yea.


3am shadow

January 19th, 2009 by tziaaa

It’s three in the morning – the devil hour, the sky is still dark, the clouds had obscured the moon. Everyone is sleeping peacefully and quietly, and I am still awake flipping through my text book trying to concentrate. The only thing that break the silent night is my neighbor’s dog that had been growling for the whole night which is really strange, but, I didn’t bother much.

slowly, my eye lids got really heavy, and I know it’s time for bed.
I had a cup of water, switch on my table lamp and went to bed, just right before I close my eyes, I had an ominous feeling, and there, something terror happened.

I saw a black shadow fly pass, and then, disappear at my study stable. A humongous shadow. I got freak out, and jump up from my bed. My sister was sleeping soundly beside me, I didn’t want to wake her up.

I got near to my table alone, and, I saw a dark nasty creature, I almost got shock to death.I calm myself down…. took out a weapon from my study table…

& decided to finish up that “creature” all by my own.

I saw that husky creature crawling to the edge of my study table. without wasting any time, i gave the nasty creature one-two punch. and again, it disappear from my view.

My heart was beating extremely fast. When i was really panic and desperately want to know where that creature is, I saw it creeping right under my table. I quickly give it another one-two punch.

after that,….

I officially pronounce it death.

& now..

I shall reveal you the…

HUMONGOUS… creature…… that really freaked me out.

…….

………….

……………….

here it goes,

that BIG creature.
* i guess you people start swearing now. lol. *

and the worst is yet to come…

…..

………….

…………….

…………………..

………………………..

the actual size. okie. wtf I know.

but, I did not exaggerate on how I feel.
and people. This is my 1st time killing such thing. gosh! *amithaba*

and yea, my weapon = newspaper. yea. lol.

alright, gotto go back to study. =)


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