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谢谢·,几米

January 18th, 2009 by tziaaa


Another day, with another painted smile.
till, the day my painting ink dried off.
then, the hidden me will be reveal.

lifeless , dead blog.

& very emotionally unstable.

I deleted the fuss I made earlier. cause it seems to be pretty stupid and naive.
I thought I could express better in words here, but hell, I had been staring at the blank screen for two days. Kept finding the right words to express myself. but it end up with some rubbish. I failed to express how I really felt!!

I don’t even have the right mood to study even though exam is already around the corner. me being absent minded, sigh!


。。。

EDITED **
I just got inspired.

再次以几米的插画,写我的文字。


相处了十六年,

如此的靠近,

却是,如此的陌生。

试着了解你,

但你似乎,不允许我去了解你。

如今我们,甚至,彼此无言相对。

试着讨好你,

却反而,让你生气懊恼了。

你的眼神,更是一次比一次冷酷。

那并不是我的本意,

请你原谅我。

我想说,我爱你。


mist

January 16th, 2009 by tziaaa

Life is to be fortified by many friendships.
To love and to be loved is the greatest happiness of existence.

2nd barred list is out yet I couldn’t find any days to skipped class.
still go to class to take exam tips from lecturer and to complete my presentation.

and bout today, it’s the last day of my sem2. I thinks this sem ended pretty fast, it’s just like in a blink of eye, maybe, there isn’t as much dramas as what our class had during sem1. lmao. Wanted to skipped class and sleep at home instead.
but hell, the management make it today the day for us to collect our exam slip. have no choice and went for class. I end up sleeping 3/4 of the time in the class. *paiseh*

yesterday, THRUSDAY,

had my marketing presentation. the last presentation for this sem.
I dressed up in formal properly, and me, the make up noob, tried to make up myself as nice as possible w/o lashes*cause putting it up is very time consuming, so, just mascara will do*.

camwhore session before the presentation, with an excuse that it will makes me less nervous.
okie, that’s lame, i know.

emily was forced to be my background. lol.

#1

#2

#3

in the end, I dragged her in for a pic.
haha, background-er also must be credit.

&, according to the lecturer, our group has the highest marks. teehee. class ended earlier, decided not to wait for yeewei and just take a bus to Pyramid.
waited the bus at the bus stop for at hour. wth.

jiashin called when I am still waiting, asking me whether I want to join her for some blogger event at mist club, bangsar. I said okie.

then, continue waiting for the bus, till one moment I can’t stand, together will maggie and Vingent we took a cab.

Reach Sunway, went to PDA Arena to collect my pc fair paid.

my boss Edwin start complaining how fat I am. tsk. I knew and admitted.

on Monday itself I ate -

  • 2 roti planta.
  • one big cup of milk.
  • one big bowl of yee mee.
  • plenty of sushi.
  • & still, I ate my dinner.

how can I not be fat? lol.

He was also reading my blog. and he emo cause I didn’t blog about him.
He said he want everyone to know….

我是一个好男人!”

Reach home around 5, and Ellie*MISSY CHEERIO* came to fetch me along with JiaShin. Then went to Bangsar together with Kat along.

location – mist club, bangsar.
time – 8pm.
event – ruumz party.

Reached there, saw Josh from ADVERTLETS.

The mist club. RUUMZ.
ruumz.com

& the crowd.

with free-flow drinks.

red wine?

the random fellow who came randomly.
je yue and zheng wei*he’s acting camera shy*.

my real life idol, the gorgeous jiashin. lol.

jiashin . me.

& a closed up.
fav. shot of the day.

group pictures.

with kat, renee, missy cheerio & jiashin.

photo courtesy to missy cheerio.

a camwhore pic of missycheerio and me.

everyone is smiling with teeth, except for me. geee.
SK said i look better smiling like that, * i don’t think so though *.
it’s like constipated smile. wth.

this two trying to act cool.

jiashin & josh.

camera flashing flashing flashing.

jiashin, me & derek.

this photo with my face partially covered somehow looks better…..


than this. hmmm.

jiashin, me likey. *hearts*

i like this pic, somehow.


jeyue is so TAAAALLLL.

talking bout tall, I saw a lady there who’s freaking tall.
even I am with heels, I only reach her shoulder. gosh!

jeyue, you lose d la.

zhengwei.


zw :” what face you like?”
me :” ern, stupid face.”
zw:” alright.”

haha. this is the result.

kat, me & ellie.


renee. =)

& the gay patner.

managed to have a pic with amanda choe.


oh yea, met a few people from nuffnang.
The co-founder-Timothy Tiah, Nicholas, Yeehao, Pinky Tham* i like the name*, Melissa, etc.
I was shocked when Nicholas called me. Joined them and get to know them. They are all really friendly people. so glad. =)

Nicholas.
* i still love smiling with teeth, wee~ *

& melissa.


Had fun there as there’re plenty of pretty girls*woots* & tonnes of friendly people.
Thanks Jiashin for asking me along, this is kinda the 1st time me joining a blogger event. =)

We left early, around 10.

last pic of the day.


p.s. – I want to study! =)

& I am in a good mood today, cause, I had chocolates. =)


男人

January 13th, 2009 by tziaaa

  • A 说我给不了男人要的那种安全感。


男人又曾几给过我那我要的安全感?哪来的资格跟我谈安全感?

男人永远要求女人”这样”,自己却从来不”这样”。

  • B 说追求我的都会是一些不三不四的男人,和我在一起的

不会是好人。

他说,正经的好男人,绝对不会看上我这种女人。这是多大的耻辱啊?

是在暗示说我是个不正经的坏女人吗?他凭什么这样看我?

我做事一向问心无愧,好男人看不上我,是我的错吗?

也许吧,网上显示,然男人活受罪的五种女人中,我是其中的四种。他妈的。

1.一个想要改变男人的女人 ( X )

她总觉得对方不够完美,但仍“坚信对方的潜力”,会用尽一切手段把对方变成她

所需要的人。

2.一个没有自我的女人 ( O )

她可能从未好好关爱过自己。

3.一个没有底线的女人 ( O )

一旦她爱上什么人,即使对方根本不会属于她,她也不会放弃,她会等待,在等待

中更加努力地去做跨越底线的事情。

4.一个拒绝真实的女人 ( O )

她怀疑一切,包括爱情,因为她的心理无法承受爱的温馨。

5.一个“自虐”的女人 ( O )

她愿意与那些在情感、生活上不顺利且问题不断的人在一起,从他们身上寻找慰

藉,以此掩饰她自身的困惑与不负责任。

男人男人

多希望 你是好人

多希望用你的真

让我不必再心疼

  • C 说我因该是个被人捧在手心上疼爱的女人。

我又何其不想?就像某某人说的,我爱的不是我的爱人, 爱我的也不会是我爱的。

总之,哑巴吃黄莲,有苦说不出咯。



trust worthy

January 12th, 2009 by tziaaa

You may call it madness,
but I call it love.

1st of all. Someone is finally legal today.
No longer a kid. lol.

Happy Birthday

to
Fanny Fan Pok Mang,

oh yea, he’s wearing the under we gave him.
I chose it. He’s looking cute with it right? wtf.
mind you, we were in the very packed canteen.

& then, he changed into the pink top the guys gave him.
*it’s a top for female. yea*

He’s freaking daring,
can pose for the camera in front the toilet of UTAR somemore.
I wonder what will happen if the management see him. lmao.

He got into the class with those.
took a pic together with the cap jeffrey gave him, and the pencil box from maggie.

Sociology lecturer came it, stunt for awhile.
Fan then said, ” culture shock? “

a nearer view of the very cute mini mouse under.

After the barred list is out, the absentees increased.
We were there just to get the final exam tips from the lecturers.

* oops, I heard that the Uni management is looking at our blogs,
blahh, who cares, that’s the truth though *

After classes, we went secret recipe.

birthday boy.

We forced him to eat this.
It’s originally a cappuccino cheese cake.

It’s then mixed with tobacco sauce, tomato sauce, salt, pepper, sugar & water.

this is how it looks like. *gross*
look like some shit topped by tomato sauce.

oh well, he ate it AS USUAL.

What i ate/drink today :

  • milk
  • muffins
  • chicken burger
  • secret recipe white chocolate cake
  • Wendy’s baked potatoes

haha. chop me. I ate so much mainly I wasn’t really in the mood to day.
I smile outside doesn’t means that I am inside.

- what the hell, I am getting emo over those things that I love. what a weirdo.

& the guilt of eating so much is now killing me. help!

I am so gonna skip meal tomorrow, to make it up for today.

Last but not least,


Happy 20th Birthday

to
DEAR ANDY YEW!


Failed to celebrate with you this year, we will make it on the next year alright?
pinky promise. *smile*

& for now,
Another set photo from the last photoshooting.

p/s – The best way to find out if I can trust you is to trust you. so yea.


Carmen’s 18th

January 11th, 2009 by tziaaa

* i like the make up i did myself today *

Don’t frown, because you never know when
someone is falling in love with your smile.

Celebrated Carmen’s belated 18th birthday yesterday.
We 1st go to Chianwei’s house to bake a cake for Carmen.
While waiting for the cake’s recipe from kehui’s mom, we colored our nails.

pink. ngenge.
*pure candid*

ahhhh. hiao gilerr.
*pure candid*

and a decent one.

Then, the 3 ladies went out to get the cake ingredients.

Kehui is driving a manual car today, because her car is in service.
It signifying that we are facing some trouble.

Kehui is poor is coordinating the clutch and the accelerater.

and ha, in such a short distance, the car engine died many a few times.

reach chianwei’s house.

start the baking process.
my 1st time baking a cake. yea.

chocolate mousse cake.

heating it up.

Then we were all off to bath, dress up and make up.

suddenly, Chianwei’s bro shout.
“woi, burnt already!”

*chianwei is bathing*

Kehui :” Nola, not time yet also.”
me:” uh, but, black already o.”
Kehui :” chocolate cake memang is black one larr.”
me:” ohh.”

Opened the oven. Chianwei’s bro help us to take it out from the oven.

& this is the result.
Chianwei’s brother :” you all bake cake, don’t know cake burnt, tsk.”

We were like ohhh shit.
poke poke poke.
and discover the lower part is just nice.
and so, we chopped of the top part.

and decorated it woth some toppings.

ha, pretty still.

& it tastes really good.


Promised to fetch Carmen out on 5.30pm, but when we leave already 6.30pm.
Carmen didn’t know we bake a cake for her, so we lied and said that kehui’s car break down.
& might to make it that day.

Kehui having so much problems changing the gear and stuff.

Chian wei thinking of her KENT.

A candid shot of myself.

Kehui said the goverment to enforce another new rules, which is.
” Do not take photo in the car “


fetched Carmen, *she’s happy to see us, despite us lying to her*
and then, headed to the Curve.

* Kehui’s car engine died A FEW times, yea. *

Reach the curve.

going up. in the lift.

Had our dinner @ Marche, The Curve.

some pictures of the food. just to make your mouth watery.





girls in the loo.

Remember we took a pic in the lift when we reach?
we did it AGAIN. and worst, we actually go up and down a few times, to take more shots. lol.

decent one.

kehui say she wants something different.

& something stupid.
Exclude carmen, can.


On the way back to Carmen’s house.

Kehui’s car engine died a few times AGAIN.
& she has no sense of direction at all.

Carmen was tuning the radio, and she shouted:” stop, stop, stop!” when it reaches the frequency she wants. and Kehui smartly thought she is asking her to stop. lol.

Still, we got back to Carmen’s house in one piece.

Carmen loves the cake.

we were in the same class till form 3.
till, carmen left to aussie.
& the other 3 of us got seperated in form 4.

the princesses of 3budi?

I knew this girl since I am 10 years old.
It has been 8 years in a blink of eyes.

carmen * I am going to throw this to your xxx*
tzia * ah… nonono… *
kehui * ahhhh, what are you doing with my cake? *

and now what’s with kehui’s expression.
I have no idea.

the kehui, as usual la,
she’s always insane.



Chow Carmen, u’re officially 18 now.


hAPPY bIRTHDAY!

lady, all the best.

* we have no candles, so we actually use matches as the sub of candles*
brilliant us.


spot us?

us? or wine?

in the end, we decided to go right in front of it. lol.

alright, and here goes the 3 fav pic of mine of the second set =)


p/s – I haven’t start study yet. someone,
wake me up from the dreamland. gosh!

tuning to 范逸臣 – 情书


I didn’t know

January 9th, 2009 by tziaaa


Absence – the common cure of love.
but hell, you run through my mind too often.

So damm lifeless these days, and it explains why my blog is so dead.
no outings, not socializing, but staying at home.
doing nothing but rotting/day dreaming “study”. lol.

  • I look like an alien today.
  • I hate love management.
  • Adobe photoshop CS3 is installed.
  • I need more water.
  • I am desperate for chocolate. “thanks” JOE.
  • I love sleeping.
  • I am loving Cape No.7, like, so so much.
  • I am too fat, till I broke PDA Arena’s chair today.
  • I thought I had get over you.
  • I went photoshoot with SK again, today.
  • I can’t pose.

And here are some photos took during last week photoshoot, 1st set.

loacation – cyberjaya.


SK photography.

we have nothing better to do, so yea.


there’s more, but i’ll leave it for next time. =)

p/s – I can’t concentrate in my studies. sigh.


難道,你不期待彩虹嗎?

January 6th, 2009 by tziaaa


海角七号之國境之南


如果海會說話 如果風愛上砂

如果 有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假

我會聆聽浪花 讓風吹過頭髮

任記憶裡的愛情在時間潮汐裡喧嘩


非得等春天遠了
夏天才近了

我是在回首時終於懂得(也許天氣永遠會那麼熱) 當陽光再次回到那 飄著雨的國境之南

我會試著把那一年的故事 再接下去說完

當陽光再次離開那 太晴朗的國境之南

妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛 在告別前用微笑全歸還


海很藍
星光燦爛 我仍空著我的臂彎

天很寬 在我獨自唱歌的夜晚

請原諒我的愛 訴說的太緩慢

再次从看,我爱上了海角七号。


Yesterday was the very 1st time I felt that way (with your existence).
A good start, perhaps.

I had been neglecting my blogs for the past few days.
cause things go wrong this few days.

First of all, Final Exam Timetable is out.
We used to have it in the way of 2 days one paper. but now, 6 days straight.

& our study week is during CNY holiday. crapss.
I am feeling freaking stressed up now.
I am not good in any of these subject.
sigh.
gonna be damm busy from now onwards. =( *gambate!!!*

02/02/08 (Monday) – Writing for Business
03/02/08 (Tuesday) – Marketing

04/02/08 (Wednesday) – Web Page Design

05/02/08 (Thrusday) – Management
06/02/08 (Friday) – Writing for Mass Communication

07/02/08 (Saturday) – Sociology

I am so gonna be a certified panda on 08/02/08. ha!
p/s – I am so awake in class today. lol. concentrated much much more than what I usually did.

Monday, the very smart me, totally forgotten bout I have got presentation to do. saw my classmates in formal wear, I still can asked :” eh, why you wear formal?” Got to call up my friends and borrow formal wear from them, and get myself prepare for the presentation in that few hours time. Thanks God, things ended up fine.

I got my new laptop. yea, old one goes to mom. But I got nothing installed in my laptop. not even Microsoft Office. Got to reinstall everything, and VISTA blocked me from all pirated software. wtf weih. I got Adobe CS3 and wanted to get it install, but hell, I spent 1 hrs and nothing is done. I need help!

& bout friendster, seriously, FUCK those fakers!
but ha, those fakers’ account are suspended now. teehee.


p/s - 有钱千金所有的那种气质,我只能,光羡慕。


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