March 20th, 2009 by tziaaa

“什么事都不是大事、一切都会将过去的。”

这样好吗？我不晓得。

只知道这样总比…

把一些无关痛痒的事批上身，

帮不了多少就算了，还把小时搞成大事，

然后发闷，再莫名其妙地发飙

…好多了。

。。。

The breakdown is welcoming me.
so long since the last time I felt this way.

I had lost my skill of communication, once again.
I can no longer joke around with them, the bunch of people that I used to call them, my friend.

I tried hard to make this bunch of people my friends rather than just classmate, But,
From the second he throw my phone down on the table, and act like nothing happened,
From the second I cried and I walked away, but nobody bother to call and look for me,
I know, I failed.

Self handicapping in a failure like me doesn’t help, I failed,
even in finding an excuse to defend myself.

Yea, I am depressed.

Thanks yeewei for asking me to tag along for LEFT 4 DEAD.
& the other guys that said they will play the role of the infected just to let me shoot, though they are the one killing me in the end. Appreciated, still.

Follow by lunch with Ivan, yeewei and Chianwei.
Then, accompanied the guys for bowling.

&, yea, I played bowling for the 1st time in my whole life.

I hit 9 pins in the 1st shoot. Yeewei and Ivan got so shocked.
Then, I missed all in all the following play. yea. & They say that’s normal. lol.

Went to arcade.
played the mini bowling.

It’s much much more easier.

I didn’t want to go home. I know I will be thinking a lot when I am alone.
& so, I suggested Snow Flakes.

Ivan suddenly join me for camwhore voluntarily. Unexpected.
But well, it makes me feel so much better.

of course, a shoot of the driver too.

I believe that sweet stuff has the ability to sweetened up the bitter-ness in me at that moment.
So instead of the sour dessert that I order every time I visit Snowflakes, I tried something sweet today.

also it comes along with a small glass of milk look alike creamer.

“什么事都不是大事、一切都会将过去的。”

这样好像真的比较好。

p.s. – alright, time for assignments. ;(

March 19th, 2009 by tziaaa

我们往往都只在数落别人的不是，

却忘了，看看自己是否也是如此。

今天，我觉悟了、我醒了。

你呢？

。。。

I had my psychology mid term exam today.
had mathematics lecture class before the exam.

during mathematics lecture class…

But I am not paying attention during the lecture.
no, I am neither sleeping or slacking.

Just, I am too busy doing my undone revision for psychology.

Emily was sitting beside me.

Suddenly, she complained that her waist isn’t slim enough. yea.
and she start asking around, asking people how to get slimmer.

She went to one of our classmates, Alice.
& Alice told her not to eat lesser.

Emily couldn’t afford to do so, she loves food, you see?
I then tell her that it’s not necessary to have to small waist to look good.

Look at Beyonce’s hourglass body shape, isn’t that what all girls are craving for?

Emily later on agree with me but started to complain she don’t have such body too.
She then came out with an BRILLIANT idea.

Emily suggested to stuff buns into a dress in order to have a curvy body shape.

not only that, she said pockets must be available so that one can easily take out the bun inside and eat it.

less bun = eventually looks thinner.

she says by so, despite how much she eat, she will always look thinner. then, others will say.
“WAHH, emily you eat so much, how come still got thinner?”

how smart, yes?

Psychology exam started from 2.30pm.
I finished the whole paper in 7 minutes, don’t ask me how. It just happened, just like that.
Hopefully, it wouldn’t turns out to be too bad. God bless.

After that I rush for my usher job rehearsal at KL Concord Hotel.

Yihao is kind enough to fetch me to Asia Jaya LRT station though he has class on.

I then followed the directions given by Denise.
From Asia Jaya, I took Putra to Madjek Jamil;
From there, I took Star Line LRT to Hang Tuah;
From there, I took Monorail to my final destination, Bukit Nanas.

Concord hotel is just 3 mins walking distance from there.
Thanks Denise, without her, I guess I am going to get lost AGAIN.

Reach there in one piece on 4.0op.m. wtf.

Rehearsal ends on 5.30p.m. and this time I am going back to Subang.
yea. monorail and ktm will do, & I tell myself I wouldn’t get on the wrong train again. yea.

Camwhore with Denise at monorail station.
did I mentioned that she somehow looks a lil like Leah Dizon. *she is 170cm. woots!

I hate taking public transport in the evening when everyone is going home after work.

extremely stuffy, due to the excess exhaled air.

Denise and I went off to the different way after that.
I took the KTM to subang.

7.20pm, I reached Subang, like, finally.
& starting to feel that the rm200 pay for that job isn’t that attractive. bahh.

No idea how to go home when I reach Subang KTM.

I first went on a mini bus.

It’s the second time in my whole damm life.

1st time was with “him”, we went up and travelled for 2 mins.
and decided to take a cab instead.

Today, I thought I have learned how to survive.
still, I got down after 5 mins. wtf yea.

Walk over to Carefour, thought of taking Rapid KL.
bought the tickets, only realize that the bus will only departs on 7.45pm after that.
didn’t want to wait, and so, I called for a cab.

The driver charge me rm5 from subang parade to SJMC, this is what people call blood sucking service, I suppose. & then, I asked how much he charge if I want to go to Summit. He said rm10.

I got into the car 1st, then, I started to complain to him that he charge too much.

he replied. ” ah moi, berapa kau mau? saya hantar lu ke summit.”
” 7 ringgit.” I said.

Unexpectedly, he actually agreed. lol.

I then ask him to fetch me to USJ6, he refuse to.
so yea, he dropped me off at Summit.

thought of walking home from there because my phone got out of battery and another one out of credit, but my leg is aching after wearing high heels for the whole day.

saw a public phone, I called Shean and asked if he could fetch me home.
& yea, he came and picked me up. Thanks!

Seriously, the rm200 is no longer attractive.
I am exhausted right now.

March 17th, 2009 by tziaaa

I don’t know how to describe how I exactly feeling right now.
disheartened? annoyed? angry? irritated? I don’t know.

I despise people that thinks that they are superior to all others.
They sees their own style of living as the defining point, expecting others to follow.
When one failed to follow, they will make you the laughing matter.

Alright, even though one’s style of living might be abnormal from your point of view.
But if he/she isn’t bothering you in any way, I don’t see the point for you to push him/her to the dead end.
Perhaps, people like those never even bother to care bout how one will feel. yea.

Or is it just me that couldn’t accept their UNIQUE style of living and making fuss over here?
maybe.

Besides,

just today, someone argued with me.

saying that money is everything.
with money, all your wishes will be granted.

is it so?

money is everything,
buy me love then, you f*cker!!

that’s simply craps, yes?

It’s undeniable that one can do a lot of things with money, but hell, it’s not everything.
I personally disagree with the saying that money is everything. yea.

March 14th, 2009 by tziaaa

Once upon a time, there a girl.
Her phone is terribly dismantled already, still, she refuse to change it.

p/s – I am serious when I say her phone is terribly destroyed. no joke. see.

because. she heard that maxis will be launching the Iphone 3G.
so she kept waiting, and waiting. patiently.

Finally, Maxis unveiled the long awaiting gadget, the Iphone 3G in Malaysia. Iphone is now available through online booking at Maxis website now. It’s still good news for all the Iphone lover, after all, yea? Azti booked the Iphone straight away through the net on the second it’s unveiled.

Well, of course, no everyone can be as patient as she is, there’s also some Iphone lover that can’t wait and bought the “underwater”/”unofficial” Iphone. There’s also some that made survey and figured it out that Maxis Iphone costs them bout 4k, and the “grey unit” at lowyat is only 2.7k. This causes many to think that the price Maxis offered is terribly expensive and not worth it.

But people, Maxis Iphone come with data and voice offer, something which the grey units are impossible to offer you. Moreover, Maxis definitely has the best 3G/data offers vs. Celcom and Digi. True enough, yea.

“walao. I have no money to pay weih.”

In this case, it’s a not a problem anymore. Why?

Because the thoughtful Maxis make the easy payment schemes available.
In another word, when charged against credit card, payments are amortized over 12 months.

I have to admit that Iphone is really cool. Needless to say, the design of phone is awesome. Also, It breaks through the internet, plays awesome video/audio, and has an unbeatable 3.5inches large screen.

Large screen huh, Samsung omnia, you might say. Ok, through my own experience.I had met a number of customers that sold that phone off just after awhile they bought it. why is it so? I guess you people are smart enough to figure it out.

Another reason for you not to buy “unofficial” Iphone is that, you might get conned by those cellphone shop by charging you several hundreds just to unlock your phone.

Let’s check out these brand new and affordable costumed made Iphone 3G plans.

iPlans are for new customers ONLY.
In order to enjoy all the privellage, get yourself subscribe to Maxis.

Guess those of you that are keen in this know that Maxis ask for advanced payment. To be very mean, I will say that, if you are a celcom/digi user, just take the deposits from Celcom and Digi and turn them into advanced payments which will benefit back to you at a later stage. yea.


For existing Maxis customers, this is the plan made just for you :

seems to be pretty cool eh?
what are you waiting for, go grab your very own Iphone from Maxis,

March 14th, 2009 by tziaaa

夜里， 忽然，

想起你在很久以前对我述说的永远。哈！

什么山盟海誓嘛？

在现实生活里，还不是不堪一击。

没什么，我的生活还是如常。

在开始学会你教我的“释怀”时，

也明白了，

一些东西是注定失去的。

：： 人是否在夜深人静时，会想很多无谓的事？

我想也是吧。 都怪，太寂静了。 我无能为力。

。。。

I bought two, rm25 each + the delivery fees.
It’s only rm60 in total.

1st photo : say byebye to my purple lens which joel said I look like angmoh-wanna-be with that. wth.
2nd photo : without lens.
3rd photo : *black lens.

Color lens makes wonders, it makes one to look good even with a naked face. With it, you are able to create a dramatic look that make-ups impossible to achieve.

another plus point, you are able to change your eye color to suits the other features of you at anytime.

after wearing amethyst color lens for quite awhile, I got a lil bored with it.
& since my eye color is originally dark brown in color, so thought of trying on a black lens.

& I love the outcome.

after tonnes of craps, now,
I shall unveil where I got my color lens from.

click here

March 12th, 2009 by tziaaa

“Because of you, I never stray too far away from the sideway. Because of you, I learned to play the safe side so I don’t get hurt.” I was humming Kelly Clarkson’s song in the class. Emily was sitting beside me that time, and she said she was surprised that I actually love Kelly Clarkson’s song too.

She said her sister, Amelia is the one of the biggest fans of Kelly Clarkson. Amelia bought all Kelly Clarkson’s album, and listens to her song 24/7 and never got bored. It isn’t weird, because Kelly Clarkson’s songs are just simply awesome. This is the reason for her being crown as the American Idol 2002, she definitely has the voice that is able to struck one’s heart. Jeff beck described Clarkson voice as a “soul voice” that “demands attention”, very true indeed.

Not just me plain crapping, Kelly Clarkson has won over 60 rewards and received over 100 of nominations. It shows how awesome Kelly Clarkson is, and also explained why Emily’s sister could be so crazy over her.

We were talking about Kelly Clarkson excitedly, and just when I mentioned about Kelly Clarkson Live on 23rd April 2009, at Barbados, Emily change her face straight away, she became so gloomy all in a sudden. She later on explained that her sister, Amelia supposed to go to Barbados for Kelly Clarkson concert, but plan was cancelled because of her. Amelia was informed that her small sister, Emily will be studying at Kampar soon enough, and decided to use her savings to buy her sister a car instead of catching her idol sensation live at Barbados.

Emily got so depressed. She said she hopes that she has enough savings to sponsor her sister’s trip to Barbados. But sadly, she is just a student, and her financial status doesn’t allow her to do so.

I told my friend about Emily’s case, and I got informed about the latest promotion from DIGI music store on Kelly Clarkson. Just by start downloading her latest ringtones and full tracks at DiGi Music Store and enter the Kelly Clarkson Live in Barbados Contest , one will get a chance to win a fully paid expenses trip to watch Kelly Clarkson’s showcase at Barbados ! How great is that! The only thing is that you have to be DIGI customer to enjoy this promotion.
Starting from 2 – 28 March 2009, the contest is open to all DiGi customers. If you’re one, you just need to download as much Kelly Clarkson mobile content as possible during the contest period. The top downloader of Kelly Clarkson contents from DiGi Music portal and stand a chance to win an all-expenses paid trip to Barbados to watch the Grammy winner Kelly Clarkson’s live concert! It’s a superb opportunities to all Clarkson’s fans, yes?

Emily was basically jumping in joy when I tell her about it, yea. She can now download her favorite singer’s full track, music videos, true tones, wallpaper, and caller ringtones and at the same time stand a chance to help her sister win the all-expense paid trip to Barbados. All these can be downloaded at DiGi Music via web (digi.com.my/music) or WAP (wapmusic.digi.com.my).

What are you waiting now? Click on the Kelly Clarkson banner, and you will get into the wonderland-the Kelly Clarkson’s promo page. Then, you can start downloading Kelly Clarkson’s mobile contents. Enjoy!

p/s – Emily is so busy downloading now.

March 10th, 2009 by tziaaa

Reading through forums, and I saw Sunburst Music Festival 2009, 21st March at Bukit Kiara Equestrian Club. I was wondering why people are so crazy over it.

Like this? It’s Sunburst Music Festival 2008.

I went to ask Timothy-the music freak, what is Sunburst. & He starts calling me a bimbo that knows nothing about music. He then explained to me excitedly that Sunburst is basically a music concert that showcases local bands from around Asia and also mainstream bands from all around the world. He said last year concert was really a blast. Tim was so excited when he talked about Sunburst. And, the phrase, mainstream bands from all around the world, really drew my attention, and I start searching on the web looking for more info about this music concert.

I got really devoted when I read that, the grounds of Bukit Kiara Equestrian Club is about to pulsate with the beat of some international mainstream bands, playing side by side with regional superstars from Indonesia and home grown talent from Malaysia. This mishmash of Hip-Hop, Rock, Pop, Soul, Dance and Jazz’s finest stars is about to entertain Malaysian and international music fans alike, spread out over 6 different stages. I straight go W-O-W!! I am really ignorant that I didn’t know about it before this, no wonder Tim called me a bimbo. Lol.

Sunburst KL International Music Festival 2009, will be held on 21st March 2009, Saturday at the Polo Pavillion, Bukit Kiara Equestrian & Country Resort, Kuala Lumpur. Good news for the R&B loving fans, Erykah Badu, and funk rock/hip hop outfit N.E.R.D. are set to headline the concert. However, KORN, Naturally 7, the Roots, Skye, and many more awesome artists are in the artist line up. Awesome, yes?

N.E.R.D. stands for no one really dies.

The Early Bird Promotion offers 30% discounts off the pre-sale ticket price (i.e RM143 only) for those who purchase tickets from 20th January 2009 until 8th February 2009. Pre-Sale tickets are priced at RM 203, while tickets sold at the door on show-day will cost RM 253. Get your tickets, quick, in order to save your money. Hello, rm110 is a lot ok?

Well, if you are facing financial crisis and unable to pull out rm143 now, there’s an alternative method that enables you to get to the music concert without a single cent. Remember the Rihanna’s concert. S.O.X. had given you people a chance to go to the concert for free? And again, S.O.X. now gives chance to you to win 2 free tickets worth RM203 each. I’m sure you people will be pretty keen over it. But also, this offer is exclusive to those age 12-18.

How to win?
1st, join and become an S.O.X. member. How?
Bring along your original I/C or Passport to any Celcom branch or Blue Cube outlet for registration. The starter packs are available for free but customers are required to purchase a RM10 prepaid reload card. p.s. – Only one customer is entitled to register for one S.O.X. starter pack.

2nd, Type “ REGFREETIX” & Send to 28881

3RD, you’re now done!! =)

p.s. – Upon receiving confirmation via SMS, reload RM30 before 17 march 2009 for a chance to win.