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親愛的，
我習慣了，獨自哭泣。
我習慣了，自己包扎傷口。
因為，明白，
你，是她的他。
你，不屬于我。
雖然，
我好像明白得太晚了。
。。
I cried early in the morning, right after I wake up with no particular reason.
called him, laughed, but feeling even depressed. wtf, i know. but, yea.got myself up from bed, dressed up, accompanied brother to get his new phone.
LG launch – white angel or sexy red devil?
i chose to be an angel this time.all this cost me less than rm50. yea.
loitered around popular bookstore for an houror more.
got myself a book, a very cute one, entitled, 《可不可以不勇敢》。
called him, laughed, but feeling even depressed. wtf, i know. but, yea.got myself up from bed, dressed up, accompanied brother to get his new phone.
then, brother sister went for tuition.Instead of staying at home, rotting in front of my computer,
i decided to do a lil shopping.
LG launch – white angel or sexy red devil?
i chose to be an angel this time.all this cost me less than rm50. yea.
loitered around popular bookstore for an houror more.
got myself a book, a very cute one, entitled, 《可不可以不勇敢》。
my sister say it looks like tadika text book. wtf.
“我想依計劃遠行，暫時遺忘思念。
但你們都明白，想去的地方叫逃避。”
但你們都明白，想去的地方叫逃避。”
XOXO
shaun
May 4, 2009hey =)
can i habe ur msn =)
IvanK.
May 4, 2009tzia… although we duno each other much… but from your post… are you ok??
seXy
May 4, 2009Wah so pretty
Dest1nY`
May 4, 2009亲爱的，
我还不习惯，独自大笑。
我还不习惯，自己打包食物。
因为，不明白，
我，是它的他。
我，不属于他。
虽然，
我好像发现得太晚了。
原来，它。。。是一条热狗
ruki :: yee
May 4, 2009hmmmm.. u means the stuff u get only less than RM 50? lolxxx.. impossible la..
ur book look nice, i love this kind of books also.. =)
doesnt look like tadika text book..
Dead Eye
May 5, 2009apa macam awake nia cry? got nitemare issit? haha..
i duno wut the book is all about, but the drawing weird la, white eyes wan
Anonymous
May 5, 2009nice arse !
vivalive
May 5, 2009现在醒来还来得及的……
Anonymous
May 5, 2009對自己好一點，別太憂悶。加油
Chris Jojo
May 5, 2009morning.. u ok? just a bad dreams i presume..
Take care.. have a great week.
Cheers..
Chris Jojo(FB)
恋爱初学者
May 5, 2009omg….i went 0.0 when i saw your first picture in this post…cant take my eyes off!!! =P H-A-W-T =)…well done!! who say u cant pose!!!
its hard to have a him….with a her by his side….lol….anyway….not like i am a girl to understand that…so no matter what….its a good thing that u realized and u are facing it…..girls always have the right to break down….and cry their heart out over things…just make sure u will be better after that….take care!!! *hugz!!*
=)
stanley
May 5, 2009是不是属于你的，不由你来决定，
可是，
能不能成为你的，是由你来坚持…
如果有“能力”，坚持到底吧，
终究，奇迹可能会发生…
可不可以不勇敢，
也好像是一首歌的其中一段歌词。
p/s:honestly,ur this pic is gorgeous but at the same time,make a lot guys “lost” blood
(mayb my mind dirty but i admit it)
zenith
May 5, 2009hi..
nice blog..
Derek
May 5, 2009Big Butt girl~ Huahahaha… Ei, u got my facebook, rite? Try my quiz see whether r u crazy as me… if u get 100% or 0% I will spend u teh tarik! http://tinyurl.com/cgmrq8
hahaha XD
Tian Chad @ 永遇乐
May 6, 2009Someone called u big butt girl =.=”?
Will see u on Friday night? Angel Tzia? Haha!
S T E P H A N I E
May 6, 2009don’t cry, don’t cry! =DDD
Daniel tOng
May 6, 2009親愛的，
我習慣了，獨自哭泣。
我習慣了，自己包扎傷口。
写到很性感..感人.. 但.. 照片好像不 match 这种心情 ar…. 换过别张吧…..
Will
May 6, 2009Better find a new single guy then leave this current predicament. No point continuing.
allen
May 6, 2009yes, i agree with will.
you don’t deserve this.
RYAN
May 6, 2009i like to take photo one.. do u mind we have a photo sesion?? add me in msn. ryan84n@hotmail.com
see u there
Tian Chad @ 永遇乐
May 6, 2009I graduated last year ;p
So who is ur angel partner Friday night? Dress well to win the TV wor!
Anonymous
May 6, 2009lady. your way too fine to be 18. now tht is a compliment.
Chris Jojo
May 6, 2009ello there..
i sent u email thru ur FB..
Check it out
Cheers..
Chris Jojo
Huan
May 6, 2009哇买童话故事书？XD
还有不能逃避的。。。需要面对然后解决XD
~~~seng~~~
May 6, 2009everything will be fine soon my dear… don’t need to worry. don’t make yourself too frustrated on all this…
CherliN :: Tzia
May 6, 2009shaun – i don’t know you. sorry. ;)
ivank – not really, but i will be fine. ;) thanks.
sexy – thanks.
destiny – walao. your lameness. gosh.
ruki – haha. yea. i was quite shock too. ;)
deadeye – so ngam that page white eye nee la. haha.
anon – =)
vivalive – 該醒了。 hmmm.
anon – 謝謝你！
chris – yea. thanks yea!
恋爱初学者 -whuo. got anot. haha. photographer guided me ba. anyway.yea. I don’t like to share, ugh!
stanley – 堅持？我會的，直到我再也找不到理由讓自己堅持。thanks. ;)
zenith – thanks!
derek – woi. what’s with the big butt girl?!
tianchad – haha. alright. u? devil?
steph – thanks babe!
daniel tong – no photo marr =.=
will – indeed. thanks for ur advice.
allen – haha. aite. ;)
ryan – aite. we’ll see how.;)
tianchad – impossible to win la. haha. my partner? michelle.
anon – aww. thanks!
huan – 暫時性逃避呢？
~seng~ – *smile*
Anonymous
May 7, 2009Haha…there’s a flaw in yr video.U had RM6, and that can only buy u 2 choices, not 4!Gotcha! iphone is slipping away…hahaha
McD
charles8233
May 7, 2009高兴看到你写的部落格。。。
同时也开心认识你
我好像是在双威看过你
你是在那里上班的吗？
可以交个朋友吗？
我的部落格是
http://www/wretch.cc/blog/charles8233
MGSxF
May 7, 2009Sexy pose~ made me lose some blood, but can be better.. i do hav some reference on how to pose sexier… XD
and i laughed when read
“暫時性逃避呢?”
somehow i read
暫時-性逃避呢?
rather than
暫時性-逃避呢?
Anyway, just decide on something that you know you won’t regret, take care
Anonymous
May 7, 2009Looks more like porno session to me, rather than an artistic photography, shinchan? Loosk like a pervert photographer haha.
FYI, the pose is not nice unless it’s for Playboy, or some porno haha.
No class. but i do enjoy it haha.
Anonymous
May 7, 2009if want some class maybe can improve on facial expression? body posture rather than LOTs of cleavage.
Oh yea, fyi i’m a guy i do enjoy seeing you flash but i feel just TOO CHEAP. You can be better. Hope you can improve on that and see more professional looking phto in the future.
CherliN :: Tzia
May 7, 2009anon – thanks anyway. but hell, i know i am much better than what you think? at least, you will never get me. get it? so, F off. ;)
Joshua
May 8, 2009RM5.95 after tax is more than RM6 ler! =P
Huan
May 8, 2009暂时逃避了问题也还没解决啊。。。
恋爱初学者
May 8, 2009lol….maybe….but really…u showed off wat u have =P and yea…i dont think anyone likes to share…hahahah….and i think that anonymous seriously….is either not a guy….or he never watch porn before….LOL….u call that porn? i think he needs to go GOOGLE and GOOGLE PORN…wtf man….wat a fucking idiot….he makes guy looks sound cheap….like these normal pictures will already make him feel horny? omg…. these kinda guy…mentally disturbed? and YES….the last words….love it!! F OFF!!! =D