the gold rings, we bought for each other for our 1 year anniversary representing the commitment and never ending love of us both.
yes, baby, it has been a year since we both got together. ♥
I am amazed myself, how a lil conversation, can make such a big changes, and brought both of us together.
however, our relationship has never been a smooth ride. So many up and downs, so much tears and sorrows. People said the 1st two months will always be the time where lovers are overwhelmed by love and mushy mushy sweetness. But nah, it was rather the worst time for both me and you. insecurity, disappointment, anger, and egoness over thrown. We can never stop arguing, even over some small silly things. There’s even a few times where you wanted to give up and cruelly declared it as the end of our relationship.
But, the very stubborn me still believe that we will be able to get through all these shits. Also, because, somehow, you are the guy that I never want to say goodbye to. Not even saying goodbye for a short separation, i couldn’t explain why would my tears will automatically roll down every single time seeing you leave after fetching me to back kampar. You didn’t understand why am I such a cry baby and always tell me not to cry and learn to be more independent. Baby, I can be independent, but I don’t want to. I want to be your baby princess, and have you pamper me like a small kid. I want to have dinner with you everyday after my class, and have you feeding me. But, I know I couldn’t. :'(
As time past, we changed. We learned to tolerate and compromise each other. you put down your ego *slightly lah..* and, I am no longer THAT unreasonable. Okay, nothing is perfect. i have to admit that you are still hot tempered and ridiculous (at times) and I am still so stubborn and ego. heh! & i really don’t know how you can be really ridiculous and after making me cry so much, you happened to be the one who wipes off my tears and put a smile on my face again. I would be glad if you can bring me straight to heaven instead of throwing me down to hell first! wtf, but yea! *cheekysmile*
After went through so much together, we slowly learned to accept, didn’t we?
Baby, i would love to apologize for all those shits that I gave you before this, I know I am not exactly a sweet and tame(wtf?) girlfriend. But, I would try my very best to love you till the very end. ♥ Also, thank you for all those sacrifice made, thank you for being such a sweetheart trying to put smile on my face whenever I am down, and thank you for making effort together with me to make this relationship works. Last but not least, thank you, for loving me and being the best boyfriend I ever had.
i ♥ you.
once again, Happy One Year Anniversary, ♥ my precious one.
p.s. i have got pretty curled hair last 2 days, thanks to my lovely housemate, grace. ♥
p.p.s. & now i miss my curled hair so so much. T.T