We started off with love at first sight. I know, you are someone for me to lean on. & that’s when, we were official. ♥
The starting our relationship wasn’t good though. So many arguments till both us got so sick of it. & So many times, we almost ended this relationship. But, the faith we had in each other holds us back. Slowly, we learned. We know there’s a reason for why both of us are together, it’s fated. We started to learn from our mistakes. Also, like what they say, in a relationship, we have to give and take, and I guess, we did it. & our relationship got so much better.
You told me, I am meant to be pampered because I am your baby princess that you truly love. Whenever I sulk, you will come out with something to cheer me up, so good that I couldn’t resist and smile. Simple words from you are good enough to melt my heart. I love you more than any other and I am falling for you a lil and a lil deeper day by day. & hey, that’s when I thought there really is “happily ever after”, I started to believe there’s still fairytale love story all over again. I thought, we have gone through the tough time.
But, without me realizing, I started to become so anti-social simply because all that I want is to be with you, you’ve got me addicted. I am dismayed at the thought of being abandoned or rejected. I started to care excessively for you and our future. I have so many dreams about you and me. The insecurities lead to terrible possessiveness which is unhealthy. All I know is I want the best for the one I love, and yes, I had never try to accept that, that might not be what you want. I did not realize that, I had invaded your freedom. The more I love you, the further I feel I am away from you. I didn’t know why it is so.
& so, we started to argue so so much again. I would always just STFU even there’s time that you’re at fault and you still yelled at me till I burst into tears, to make sure you wouldn’t leave. Stupid enough, but I know it’s all worth it, thinking of the fact that I might be the culprit of the whole argument. But you did come back, every single time. It’s magical that, just a simple hug from you could just wipe away all the tears on my face. After so many arguments, I finally started to sit down and think, if, I am doing the right thing.
So, I learned to give in. but, we still argued as much or even more. I don’t know if we have exceeded our limit, or, is it me that have been over sensitive, again. I know, you were starting to get to get real sick of it, you no longer came to make me happy even if I sulk. You had even told me that you no longer want me to be your baby princess; you want me to grow up. No more sulking like a kid, no more cuddling like a baby. I cannot accept that, but, I know I have to.
I sobbed for the whole night, without knowing what I should do next. My heart shattered into million pieces, I was devastated. We both chilled for a few hours. You then came and grabbed my hand, apologizing telling me that you know, whatever I did is for your own good. & you would treat me like a baby princess all over again, which means no more scolding and together we will make things better. Your innocent guilty face melts my heart instantly. Baby, I am really glad that you had finally understood. I am really sorry that I have always made my concerns sound so demanding. Come to think of it, I wouldn’t accept it too if I were you. I then stop all those obsessive acts and am now learning to have more confidence in myself, also in our relationship.
Now, things seem to be a little better. One thing is that, I finally accepted the fact that “fairytale love story” had never and will never exist. But, I still do believe in “happily ever after”. People said love at first sight is easy, but when it’s a life time thing, it’d be a miracle – “happy ever after”. Yes, dealing with ups and downs in a relationship is never easy, it depends on how much love is there and how determined you are as it might just take up a life time. It takes time to love and to understand.
Anyhoo, baby and I are now working hard for our “happily ever after”.
I know, we can do it!
Talking about time speaks for love,
here’s a video that I like a lot, and so I decided to share it with all of you.
“On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do you love me?”
you can also watch it here, http://www.timeislove.com.my.
Share your love stories at “Share & Win” now, and you will stand a chance to win a gorgeous SOLVIL et TITUS watch.
Also, you can now share the video with your ‘special one’ to express your thoughts of love. You can do that by going to the url:
by clicking on the ‘Share the love, Share the video’ tab, and composing/drawing your message there to accompany the video that you will send to your ‘special one’ :)
I have done mine, how bout you?
& here’s a preview of it, with video playing at the side of it.
yes, my sketches is animated! Heh!!!
Time is love.
Let’s us all share the loves. ♥