i know i know, i went M.I.A. for long enough again.
alright, just realize my blog is now 5yrs6months old.
oh gawd. time flies. i AM getting old. FML.
i am sorry, its just a lil hard for me to accept the fact that i’m feeling all sorts of nostalgia right now.
i TURNED 21.
a year that lots of individuals feel as if they are totally a grownup.
i remember, when i was a kid. i was so excited a day before my birthday, and i couldnt even sleep.
this year, i got into insomnia too, but not over excitement but started to feel all stressed up because i was telling myself, i am turning into an adult. am i ready to face all the challenges?
Past 21 years, thank GOD i was truly blessed.
i was so pampered and was basically a lil princess living in her own fairytale lala-land. nothing real bad hits me, i was very well protected.
daddy mummy never stop pouring me love. my dad aged 52 now and still he is working so hard just to make sure we can live a better life. the thought of him going out late night aches my heart every time. mummy took care of me so well, understand me and tolerated such a rebellious daughter like me for the past 21 years. like it or not i have to admit that i am a huge commitment for my family, and on 21, i told myself i do not want to be a burden anymore.
on my 21st.
i graduated as a degree student in PR upon my mom wish.
i learned to be independent, with my business, i am now supporting myself fully.
i got myself a car that I really like, a Volkswagen Polo.
however, i asked myself. Had i fulfilled my responsibilities towards myself and giving the best to those that mean the world to me? sadly, i have not done enough. maybe no longer a burden, but no where near to giving back. people told me life after 63 is already a bonus, i know i do not have much time left. time is ticking, and it has no mercy.
my wishlist for my 21st:
– I not only do not be a burden, but, i want to be able to support the family.
– To be able to inspired my business partners and together, we fight for the right reason.
– To sponsored my family to TAIWAN!***
i know i am on my way there.
in life, there is no take two.
Make the best out of everyday, & may this year be a superb year for all of you!