December 7th, 2008 by tziaaa

Love that we can not have is the one that
lasts the longest,
hurts the deepest
and feels the strongest.

…

Friday -

Web page design theory test was alright. *alright = I finished up the entire paper*
& that’s all, I couldn’t bother much bout was it correct or not.

bacause,

I went mcd, SERIOUSLY wanted to study with yeewei and the rest.
I was really on the mood to study, till yeewei start distracting me with some stupid email.

alright, I feel like puking now. THANKS to yeewei and chian wei!
so yea, wash your undergarments before you wear it. I don’t know whether this email is true. All I know is that it’s freaking abhorrence. arghhh.

plus, I was on video-call with FAN the whole night.
we played scissors paper stone, mcdull stuff, … etc through web cam.
you can actually sense how lame we were. lol.

& start study only in the morning. a hard-core one.

however, as a conclusion, I studied.

Noon, after our class, we* me, FAN, maggie, emily, josh and ian* decided to go to Pyramid to do some “serious stuff”.

I wore long jeans to class today. lol.
FAN said i *look* taller with long jeans.

the gentleman.

oh yea,
FAN wants to do some clarification.
He said he’s not a gay. lol.

Night, went AC with Ivan. sorry for leaving you alone, forgive me.
meet up with Joel and Michlee.
it’s been awhile since four of us sit together.

& Kido is leaving to Kuching.
take care, friend, i’ll miss you.
teehee.

Saturday -

no class, but still got to wake up on 5.30am.
because I am going to my granny’s house at Johor.

location - yong peng, Johore. “granny’s house”

Went to mizu saloon as usual. and get my hair treatment done.
I had been bothered by the split end for quite some time.

my brother cut his hair too.
FYI, I HAVE A BROTHER.
nobody seems to know I have a brother,
people often thought that I only have a sister. that’s why.

I curl my hair?? *question mark*

oh yea, I gained 2kg in 1 week time.
I wonder how long do I need to get rid of this 2kg. sigh.

worst come to worst,
I am at granny’s house now. she is stuffing lots of food into our growing stomach.
gone, baby gone.

p/s - I got a mickey clock for my room. *yeayy*

November 30th, 2008 by tziaaa

You’d better be careful what you say to her, because it might turn around on you.
You’d better be careful what you do to her because somebody will definitely do it to you.

That’s what we call KARMA.

…..

I cried, just now. felt so useless.

Whenever I am down, she will be right beside me.
Whenever I cried, she will lend me a shoulder.
Whenever I got down, she will crack out lame jokes to make me laugh.
Whenever I need her, she will try her best to rush to my place.

and now, she got cheated by a bastard, & I can do nothing much for her.
sorry, girl.

I was turning around on the bed for the whole night,
thought of how I ask her to take the risk and have faith for him,

JEFFEY KEW CHEE LIONG.

I feel so damm guilty now!! seriously.

Non of my business I know,
but I just couldn’t bare to see my best friend got cheated and do nothing.
and so, I text him.

me.
I told del to put faith in you. yet, you treated her this way. bastard, you’re bound to get yourself burn one day.

he replied.
you don’t bullshit please. you care bout yourself first please. go be an AV model. I guess its better for you. Don’t piss me off.

me.
thanks for your concern. you ” TAKE CARE”

I guess I have it’s no point to argue with this type of people.
N-O P-O-I-N-T.

AV model? sorry, I am not that cheap and low class like you.
I am proud to have my own asset. unlike you, trying so hard to show how cheap you are. kissing and hugging other girls without concerning how she gonna feel. YICKSSSS!!!! seriously, take care.

this is what happened….
*part of jiashin’s blog.*
jiashin went madigras with adele.
….

& as for me, i would say,

江山易改，本性难移！

girls, please do feel lucky for not meeting him.
if you ever meet him. God bless you.

p/s - thanks for all my friends out there. your concern mean a lot to me. I love you people. =)

September 2nd, 2008 by tziaaa

holyshytttt.
*$#@%^*(#@%&*!?*%^*

Friendster is so damm wrong.
yesh. I hate it. But I’m still using it.
don’t ask me why.
my Friendster got hacked AGAIN!
damm it. by “malaysia hacker group” wth is that weih!

Don’t click on my old profile again.
You might as well get hack.
I got hacked right after I viewed one of my friend profile that got hacked.
yeah. I don’t know why am I so lucky.
So, kindly add me up again. tzia91@hotmail.com

adele. candid konon.

Went MCD with adele. did some revisions.
but, most of the time we were gossiping and we both came out with a conclusion.
“人都是犯贱的！”

我也属犯贱一族，唉！
somehow la. lol.

August 19th, 2008 by tziaaa

…

My day started with “chor dai di” session. Everyone were so charged. lol.
Vingent’s girl wasn’t as aggressive as before anymore, and that’s a really good sign.

Break time, we went to PD.
Fanny challenge me to finish 1000ml of milk in once.
I took up his challenge, and finished all of it in less than 10 minutes.

Fanny and I, the two 17 years old kids had been bad today.
Our talks full of “COLOURS”.. haha.

I somehow find life in UTAR getting more and more interesting!
I am loving it =) & FRIENDS play an important role in changing my perspective towards UTAR.

Back home, Adele came to pay me a visit.
It’s been awhile since we hang out together though her house is just 5 mins walking distance away from mine.
We gossips, and laugh. I love talking to her, I can talk to her bout everything.
She is just so sweet! del, I love u =)

Lastly,

An incident that happened today.

Before I continue this, I would like to emphasize that whatever I said now it’s just from my own point of view. I was told not to spread this, but sorry, your friend had just got me on fire. And I am posting this just to correct your point of view of the whole damm incident.

I would like to say :

• I did not invade your privacy. *cause it’s not even a privacy in such open area*
• I swear that I did not take any video of that “improper” scene that I saw.

So yea, I saw two fellow, obviously one male and female(laying on the table?) Okie. nothing much, just why are you so scared that we actually video the whole scene? because you did something out of place before and got video. I SAW THAT VIDEO JUST TODAY! lol. I know it’s a bit late but well.. haha.. and that’s the reason why I intended to video what I saw and it’s plainly for the sack fun. I will never upload it to YOUTUBE, cause I don’t think it deserve a place in YOUTUBE. I would rather have LEAH DIZON videos up there.

If you want to argue saying that I am invading your privacy. sorry! I am not apologizing but feeling sorry for you both because I don’t think it’s call privacy! In such open area? hell no, if you want privacy, do it at home, or, you can go to the hotel. ern, PJ got lots of hotel. Nobody will care what you both do there, cause that is your PRIVACY as we are all grown up it wouldn’t be a surprising stuff to most of us. If only we go to the hotel and took video of both of you bermesra-ing, we are in guilt as we invade your privacy. & I heard that you both want people to respect you all by deleting the previous video. hmm, I think you both should respect yourself 1st before asking others to do so. Yesh, we know you both are couple and there’s desire. but people, that’s an UNI. Desire? it can be overcome with a kiss on cheek. Tahan till you get home la.!

And your friend came out to warn me with a raised voice after realizing our existence?
Mr, you as their friend, aren’t you are suppose to advice them not to misbehaved in Uni? but instead of that you raised your voice on us? well, I am speechless about that and got a little unhappy. hey! I didn’t do anything wrong but why are you raising your voice? Correct me if you think I am wrong and tell me why.

I also heard that many of your friends had advice you both not to do so in Uni but you both didn’t seems to take those advices seriously, and that girl said ” why we couldn’t let others know we are couple”… (okie, this is just what I heard and I would like to comment on it)
Girl, we do not need to do such stuff to prove that we are attached. People will know when they see how the guy cares for you. By doing those stuff, people will think ” ish, I think she have no confident, she doing that just to let others know she is attached to boost her own confident.” That wouldn’t be nice right? Accepting others advices will make you a better person. =)

NO HARD FEELINGS! *loves*

July 29th, 2008 by tziaaa

I will call today a bad day.
I need a solution.
=(
first of all,
stress.

Try to imagine.
I am going into a exam room *one-to-one* in 2 weeks time,
and I can’t even play my piano pieces in whole??
omg, I really don’t know what is going to happen.
Failed is sure,
but, please don’t chase me out of the room.
It gonna be real embarrassing!!
arghhhhhhhh.

& tomorrow is my chinese mid-term.
I never felt this nervous before for any chinese paper. not even SPM.
this is the 1st time I feeling so.
I got a feeling that I gonna do badly!
sigh, I really did study okie??!!
BUT STILL, luck just doesn’t side me.

and,
some people that I trusted and shared things with,
actually said that I took their care for granted!
It’s million times worst than getting backstabbed, fooled by fucked up prank, etc.
wtf is wrong with today.
stress already drive me cuckoo and now I get some hilarious accused!

tell me, what did I do that you make you think that I m taking YOUR CARE for granted?
If you want to think of me that way, then it’s better for you stop caring about me.
yesh, I am craving for care, & I want to be love so badly.
but fuck it, I don’t need people who care then bitch.
I DON’T DESERVE TO BE TREATED THIS WAY.

May 15th, 2008 by tziaaa

slutty?
to express envy on success rate of others?

what make you people thinks I’m slutty.
when I don’t flirt around with my body.

compare this.

she’s slutty? because you can see her cleavage?
don’t tell me you judge someone like that.

She’s hot because nothing seen?
wtf.

HE wants me to become like this.

Gosh. I would rather go die if you want me to become that way.
You said you will feel more secure. Then, did you care bout how I feel?
If I’m this way, will you even talk to me?
YOU had been insulting fat people. What will happened if I turned into one?
I will never know.

I had open my heart for YOU again.
but, things don’t turn out to be good.
I regretted.

The greatest loss is what dies inside when we are still alive.

May 13th, 2008 by tziaaa

God damm. It smells good but it’s damm sticky.
I use up an hour to made it clean.
and I don’t think it’s much effective.
But. my mom suggest to try a few more times. sigh~

:: Rihanna - don’t stop the music ::