September 8th, 2010 by tziaaa

We started off with love at first sight. I know, you are someone for me to lean on. & that’s when, we were official. ♥

The starting our relationship wasn’t good though. So many arguments till both us got so sick of it. & So many times, we almost ended this relationship. But, the faith we had in each other holds us back. Slowly, we learned. We know there’s a reason for why both of us are together, it’s fated. We started to learn from our mistakes. Also, like what they say, in a relationship, we have to give and take, and I guess, we did it. & our relationship got so much better.

You told me, I am meant to be pampered because I am your baby princess that you truly love. Whenever I sulk, you will come out with something to cheer me up, so good that I couldn’t resist and smile. Simple words from you are good enough to melt my heart. I love you more than any other and I am falling for you a lil and a lil deeper day by day. & hey, that’s when I thought there really is “happily ever after”, I started to believe there’s still fairytale love story all over again. I thought, we have gone through the tough time.

But, without me realizing, I started to become so anti-social simply because all that I want is to be with you, you’ve got me addicted. I am dismayed at the thought of being abandoned or rejected. I started to care excessively for you and our future. I have so many dreams about you and me. The insecurities lead to terrible possessiveness which is unhealthy. All I know is I want the best for the one I love, and yes, I had never try to accept that, that might not be what you want. I did not realize that, I had invaded your freedom. The more I love you, the further I feel I am away from you. I didn’t know why it is so.

& so, we started to argue so so much again. I would always just STFU even there’s time that you’re at fault and you still yelled at me till I burst into tears, to make sure you wouldn’t leave. Stupid enough, but I know it’s all worth it, thinking of the fact that I might be the culprit of the whole argument. But you did come back, every single time. It’s magical that, just a simple hug from you could just wipe away all the tears on my face. After so many arguments, I finally started to sit down and think, if, I am doing the right thing.

So, I learned to give in. but, we still argued as much or even more. I don’t know if we have exceeded our limit, or, is it me that have been over sensitive, again. I know, you were starting to get to get real sick of it, you no longer came to make me happy even if I sulk. You had even told me that you no longer want me to be your baby princess; you want me to grow up. No more sulking like a kid, no more cuddling like a baby. I cannot accept that, but, I know I have to.

I sobbed for the whole night, without knowing what I should do next. My heart shattered into million pieces, I was devastated. We both chilled for a few hours. You then came and grabbed my hand, apologizing telling me that you know, whatever I did is for your own good. & you would treat me like a baby princess all over again, which means no more scolding and together we will make things better. Your innocent guilty face melts my heart instantly. Baby, I am really glad that you had finally understood. I am really sorry that I have always made my concerns sound so demanding. Come to think of it, I wouldn’t accept it too if I were you. I then stop all those obsessive acts and am now learning to have more confidence in myself, also in our relationship.

Now, things seem to be a little better. One thing is that, I finally accepted the fact that “fairytale love story” had never and will never exist. But, I still do believe in “happily ever after”. People said love at first sight is easy, but when it’s a life time thing, it’d be a miracle – “happy ever after”. Yes, dealing with ups and downs in a relationship is never easy, it depends on how much love is there and how determined you are as it might just take up a life time. It takes time to love and to understand.

Anyhoo, baby and I are now working hard for our “happily ever after”.
I know, we can do it!

Talking about time speaks for love,
here’s a video that I like a lot, and so I decided to share it with all of you.

“On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do you love me?”

you can also watch it here, http://www.timeislove.com.my.
Share your love stories at “Share & Win” now, and you will stand a chance to win a gorgeous SOLVIL et TITUS watch.

Also, you can now share the video with your ‘special one’ to express your thoughts of love. You can do that by going to the url:

http://timeislove.com.my/thematic/my/

by clicking on the ‘Share the love, Share the video’ tab, and composing/drawing your message there to accompany the video that you will send to your ‘special one’

I have done mine, how bout you?

& here’s a preview of it, with video playing at the side of it.
yes, my sketches is animated! Heh!!!

Time is love.
Let’s us all share the loves. ♥

Cheers.

June 26th, 2010 by tziaaa

i know i am late with this post, but, i still have to say…
i ♥ you, daddy! & Happy Father’s Day!

i know exactly how much this man love me, and how much he would sacrificed for me, or maybe, for us.
he may not be perfect but he would try his best to give us the best he could.

this man, is the best father i could ever asked for.
i truly appreciate how much you love and care for us. Also, thank you, for all the hardship and sacrifices.

Thank you, for being my superb daddy.
we love you!

us, showing some lovessss…  ♥ ♥ ♥

a hand-made father’s day card by lil sister & me. chio much eh.
also, an appropriate present from us, brother, and mummy.

Father’s day somehow turned into a food hunting day.
noms noms noms. daddy is a food lover, and so do all of us. it’s the GENE! heh!

we went O’briens for breakfast.

sandwiches & tea.

daddy together with mummy exploring his new gadgets that we gave it to him. heh!

More on the nomsss…

we had nasi lemak at some nyonya restaurant and had gelato for dessert. then, mom cooked us miso soup and white taufu, while sister made us sushi. we later on went out for rojak, and had popiah for high tea…. etc.

oh, those aren’t dinner yet.
we had BBQ chicken for dinner.

i ordered kids’ fun plate.
trying hard to convince myself that I am not too old YET. fml.

it’s just a simple celebration, but i am glad that we have got splendid moments together.
only regret is that i have got no photo taken together with daddy. the main reason is because daddy’s brain nerve was infected, he isn’t able to smile properly for the time being.

may daddy get well soon! so we could take lots of photos together! *hugssss

once again,
happy father’s day, daddy! ♥

♥ ♥ ♥

p.s. stylo-lilo has been updated again!

it’s floral.
Floral is just too lovely for us ditch it this summer! they are simply irresistible!

click here to check out on the new arrivals!

50% rebates on COD/PosLaju charges for purchase of 3 pieces and above! *wink

cheers. ♥

Pictures are taken using the Sony Cybershot TX-5

January 2nd, 2010 by tziaaa

2009.

Everything seems to be equally bad good on 2009. there’s up and down, roller coaster liked, everyone are the same, they said. i don’t know how true is it, but at least, mine is so. on 2009, i had the best and the worst.

okay, if you stuck a gun on me, and force me to tell what’s the worst part of mine on 2009. I would say, relationship, with friends.

we will the best friends forever, that’s our promise when we’re in high school. We are now in uni, living on a very different lifestyle, and there’s when we lost the promise. something significant has missing, I have forgotten when i last shared my emotions with them .our friendship is long over-due. i miss you all, girls. yes, this year i had lost a few of my dearest old friends, and gain a few new one. Many of the new faces i met but I don’t call them my friends, maybe, they have never count me as one of them too. hmmm. of course, there’s still a few to appreciate ♥, and i am glad. I am looking forward for a better friendship on 2010.

family.♥ Everyone of us seems to be having a different personality, but there’s something that’s similar in us which keep the bond so strong. The love, it is. I love my mother, she is getting more and more tech-savvy, she read my blog, and my twit this year. I think that’s when she started to understand me more, and then, the generation gap got closer. my dad is still as strict, i would say i were pretty unsatisfied with his action early this year, but mom psycho-ed me. i started to understand him a lil more, and get slightly not so rebellious. lol. my sister, as sweet as usual, i know my secrets is save with her, oh, my cash too! my brother wise, we argued slightly lesser only because I am in Kampar most of the time. wtf. & he now loves the girlfriend more than anyone of us. FOL. as a conclusion, I learned to appreciate their existence and not to take them for granted. I don’t want to regret only when it’s already too late.

love. i fell for someone in the middle of the year. He left me with a broken heart. Till someone ♥ came in to my life, and guided me through the way back into love. ♥ Still,there’s up and down in a relationship. We are as stubborn, and he can be really mean when the anger and ego came into the way. We used to argue 6 days in week, till, even my mom couldn’t stand it and ask us to stop arguing. lol. Times has been really bad till we have have to declare it as the end for millions of times because he is tired of those arguments and I am tired of holding back . It isn’t an easy word, but it still came out from him. Guess, you know how shitty the situation is. however, things are getting better now. at least, noone is leaving noone anymore. Enduring, it is. i love you laaaa!

financial, wise. I have got a job this year, so stop accusing me using other’s money. i have been working till today, and hopefully it goes on till forever. ha. My boss is TimonthyTiah from nuffnang, so yea!  ♥ Nuffang! I am now way to lazy to get my ass out to work. those painful working experience of standing in heels for hours, NO MORE, bye, ha!

as for my studies, it was really equally good bad throughout the year. & seriously, Kampar is the worst place i have ever been, the boredom can really kill me. That’s is a hell big sacrifice i did for my studies this year. fml. Anyway, i will be getting my results real soon, wishing for a good start for 2010.

last but not least, i curled my hair on 2009. for the first time for my entire life! gahhhh!

& now 2009 is already a past, i shall look forward and go on with my journey of life wishing it to be a better one.
good bye 2009, and hello, 2010.

October 18th, 2009 by tziaaa

I used to hate fringe a lot when I am back in form2.
I told myself i will NEVER want fringe…

but, ha, the NEVER comes to an end around form 5 when I started to cut my “front hair” slightly shorter.
It got even shorter later on.. but, it’s all just awhile. I later on decided stick to my long fringe.

& even till last year, I am still pretty much in love with my sexy one-eye-covered long fringe.

till my friends started to tell me how boring my fringe is, I decided to chop off a lil of my fringe MYSELF.
cause having a hair cut in a saloon even if it’s just to trim a lil of your fringe costs a bomb.

it still looks okay, isn’t it? *this was the last time I cut my fringe MYSELF.

& this afternoon, out of boredom while waiting for the boyfriend,
I went to chop off my LONG fringe again…

& this time, i failed badly… i have got a staircase look-a-like fringe. *smack forehead.

couldn’t do anything anymore, i don’t know what should I do.
I ended up cutting it following the shortest length of my fringe, and TADAH… here it goes…

so not me… ugh… =s

Mom was the first one who saw it, she gave me the WTH face, and said it looks really weird.
Dad heard our conversation, came over to have a look, he then laugh and said I look like some cartoon.

Then, when boyfriend picked me up, he got shocked…
he said… it’s “cute” cause I look like some small kids in the Japanese Anime.
When the Girl’s Generation Gee song played, he said, “oh yea, you look like some korean instead.” =.=

Night, when we picked my sisters, cousins and friends from work.
they gave me the “are you okay” look, and later on said it’s still okay as I look like some japan mui.

*big sweat

I thought I look seafood-ish. and so I took photo with the seafood-ish pose in boyfriend’s car.
to an extent that boyfriend asked me to stop cause he couldn’t stand it any longer. *laugh

p.s. – ignore my eye bags + dark circle. haven’t sleep well for days.

oh great, i seriously miss my LONG fringe now. *sigh.

October 17th, 2009 by tziaaa

This was many many years ago, spot me if you could. ^^
but i am quite sure that you will not be able to.

yea, i used to be a prefect.

and this is us, now, after so many years.

last sunday, tagged along with kehui to my primary school’s carnival day.
she came over to my place to make sure that I dressed up appropriately. =.=

oh yea, we were both have the same color of hair accessories, coincidentally.

reached the place.
感覺既又熟悉，卻又如此的陌生。

bought a piece of coupons worth rm10. It’s simply adorable, just look at the Mickey Mouse.
It’s also probably the most attractive carnival’s coupon I have ever seen.

There’s small kids trying to force persuade us to buy things from them.

Kehui, that girl that used to teach there asked this two cute lil monkeys to call sherhann and me “AUNTIE”.
But instead of obeying, he turned to us and said:
” you buy from me then you are not Auntie anymore & you will be if you don’t buy from me. *evil smile”

how cheeky can the young kids today be?

& yea, we bought. It has Mickey Mouse printed on it too, awww.

I have no idea why everything there seems to be so terribly cute.
even a normal cup cake does, somehow.

walk around the schools after that, saw the paintings on the wall.
& thought of the one we drew N years ago, wanted to go visit it, but the it’s locked. *sigh.

this SNOW WHITE, doesn’t look WHITE at all. *confused

passed by some class rooms, and realized that there’s some games going on.
ohmygosh, why is my MICKEY Minnie Mouse everywhere in this place. *excited

saw this small lil girl, and remembered how mummy used to tie my hair for me every morning before I go to school.

spot me with the pleats, preety easy uh?

This is my primary school, SRJK (C) Lick Hung.
Used to be the best school in the town, now, I don’t know.

still, there are talented people there:

wushu…

“Gee gee gee gee baby baby gee gee gee gee… “

I miss primary school life. I have an urge to get back into my primary school uniform.
ahhh, those care free days. I miss you a lot.

January 27th, 2009 by tziaaa

January 1st, 2009 by tziaaa

Things never always like what you thought it should be,

many things are just left unsaid.

….

New year resolution? If I were to set, there will be way too much.

I just want to do my very best in everything this year.

This is the way it should be.

Last but no least, New year eve celebration?

at Night,

went out with Michlee, Joel, and Shinyee.

I feel guilty though. because if it’s not because of me.

Shinyee will be at MOS with the rest. – I am way too broke, so yea. -

& Michelle & Joel will be at Curve for the celebration. – I have curfew -

Shinyee and I start to camwhore.

Shinyee went to put her beg in Waichun’s car. & we waited her at Steven’s corner.

after 10 mins, a waitress came to us and THROW us the bill. yea, she’s chasing us out. like. duhhh.

yea la, I know we are only having iced water. but isn’t her a bit too rude.

We pay and leave.

Shinyee and Waichun came back in awhile.

Headed to barce and bumped into Waichun’s cousin and friends,

and so, decided to get in together.