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原來,只是夢。

May 8th, 2009 by tziaaa

你說你愛我,你說我是你的未來。
你說你和她的故事已無法寫下去。

你,想握住未來,卻不肯放下過去。

時間,你說你需要時間。
我會等,等到你不再給我信心等下去。

我會等,等到當期望都變成失望的時候。

那天,你牽著我的手,說我是你的唯一。
我笑了。你說能看到我笑是你的榮幸。

我,笑得更燦爛了。

可惜,那所有的一切都只是夢。
夢醒了,又要回到現實去。

但,謝謝夢,一次又一次地為我打了強心針,要我別放棄。

-待續-

photography credits to SK.


親愛的

May 4th, 2009 by tziaaa

親愛的,

我習慣了,獨自哭泣。
我習慣了,自己包扎傷口。

因為,明白,

你,是她的他。
你,不屬于我。

雖然,
我好像明白得太晚了。

。。

I cried early in the morning, right after I wake up with no particular reason.
called him, laughed, but feeling even depressed. wtf, i know. but, yea.

got myself up from bed, dressed up, accompanied brother to get his new phone.


then, brother sister went for tuition.

Instead of staying at home, rotting in front of my computer,


i decided to do a lil shopping.


LG launch – white angel or sexy red devil?

i chose to be an angel this time.

all this cost me less than rm50. yea.



loitered around popular bookstore for an houror more.

got myself a book, a very cute one, entitled,
《可不可以不勇敢》。

my sister say it looks like tadika text book. wtf.



“我想依計劃遠行,暫時遺忘思念。
但你們都明白,想去的地方叫逃避。”


photoshoot session with adele.

May 3rd, 2009 by tziaaa


放棄,總得要先放下。


“放下不是忘记,
而是珍藏在心。”


had this photoshoot few weeks back,

& this is the 1st time, i actually have my friend along.
a different experience that i enjoyed much, and i love the output pretty much. ;)

here you go,

ugh, my white blend into the background.

“你知道,  我這邊幾點嗎?
你知道,我等了多久嗎?”

-敷米漿

photographed by SK.
cheers.

無奈。

April 17th, 2009 by tziaaa

反抗不了,像個洋娃娃般任他玩弄。
只能默默地等待結束的那一刻。

已經麻木了吧?
因為,不再害怕。

就連想哭,也哭不出來了。

040409

April 4th, 2009 by tziaaa

today, I went studio shooting at FUTAGOZA STUDIO with waiking, derrick & samuel. photos will be up as soon as I receive it from ‘em ;)



&, Happy Birthday Waiking. ;)



then, nuffnang music bash 2009 @ Maison.
There’s pretty much gorgeous lady and charming macho guys there.
will update bout it tomorrow.

tuning to Lady Gaga’s Poker.


I’m a musicon celebrity thanks to maxis broadband

March 31st, 2009 by tziaaa

I am imitating the gorgeous leah dizon, yes, my idol. Hell, who doesn’t want her pretty face and body to kill. Oh yea, I am doing this because I want to go to Nuffnang Music Bash 2009!!!

Why I chose to imitate Leah Dizon?

1st, She’s my idol
2nd, I am stuck, I have no idea which celebrity I can actually imitate successfully.
3rd, I am inspired when I saw Ringo’s blog on how she actually imitate Jolin.
4th, I have a few photos which I am posing similarly to some of leah’s photos.

& so yea, the malaysian not-so-sexy Teah Tizon is born.
please do bare with my tak tau malu-ness ;) yea, wtf.

haha, never know if I got the most uninspiring award marr, yes?

Ok, let’s see yea.

spot the similarity?

ok, she’s way too sexy to imitate, you see.

we got “hood”.

& this one.

Everytime when I go for a photoshoot, my photographer will ask me to try to do the seducing expression”. &, I failed, even I have tried for 726381276381726318263712361 times.


still, I die die want to COPY. lol.


Yes, I know I failed kinda badly.
but, tell me, who don’t want to be like her?

If only I were Leah Dizon, I will be receiving flowers every single days. No doubt bout that.
& wouldn’t be emo-ing over no flowers on Valentines. yea.

Also, I will be having a full wardrobe of pretty clothes and will going for photo shoot, then appear in magazine everyday instead early classes everyday. yea.
how nice. yes?

Ok, too much craps.
time to go to bed and hoping to turn into someone like Leah Dizon in my sweatsweet dreamland.

Tiah Tizon signing off.



爱情,如同咖啡。

February 28th, 2009 by tziaaa

love is a fairytale,
marriage is the magic of the fairytale.

8.30 am – I got my morning call.
i slept on 5am, brilliant!

10.00am – Waikhing came to pick me up from my house.
P-I-N-K color SWIFT. yes.

10.30am – reached “niu che xiu”. saw lots of mickey mouse.
* i always have the mickey mouse fetish.
what more when minnie mouse is in wedding gown? ;)

10.45am – Starbucks.
Java chips, still.

Starbucks is love.

Waikhing
can you actually imagine this tough guy here driving a P-I-N-K swift?

a few shoots taken by Waikhing

爱情,如同咖啡。

咖啡苦涩中散发的甜味能带来心灵上的快感,

爱情,也是如此。

咖啡味道苦涩,可是我们毕竟对它无法自拔。

我们在爱情路上受到了伤害,却都不曾不放弃。

为何?

因为,两者都,有瘾。

咖啡如同爱情,


两者必定都先会让你品尝到那苦涩的滋味。

但,过后,不管是,咖啡中的甘美或是爱情里的甜蜜感,


都是值得你用一生去换取、回味的。



我常把爱情述说的头头是道似的。

但说来说去都是这几样,我明白的就只有这些。

只是,换了个方式呈现而已。

这次是,咖啡。

今天。。。

“什么是爱?” 他问。

“爱,不就是love?” 我回答得出奇爽快。

“你不懂得爱。” 他说。

也许,我宁愿自己还不懂得什么是爱。;)

因为当我觉得自己已懂得什么是爱时,

爱情反而离我越来越远。

何解呢?呵呵。

爱情这东西,像是个谜。

怎样也解不开,算不清的。

一些东西,就不该太执着于去理解了。

顺其自然吧!开心,就好。

心里,下雨时,

就来杯热咖啡,让心房暖一暖吧!


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