February 18th, 2009 by tziaaa

I couldn’t explain why my heart beats so fast,
every time, when I am near to you. just like that.

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waterfall photo shoot session with Eugene, Jason Lee, and a few others.
mild make up applied. 1st time having such light make up for shooting.

Eugene came to fetch me from my house and meet up with Jason Lee, Yatz and others.
Had lunch at Cheras, then off to hulu langat, air terjun tekala- just somewhere near Cheras “small genting.”

alongside, there’s beautiful scenery.
according to Eugene, it’s misty if we were there in the morning.

30 mins later, we reached our destination, air terjun/sg. tekala.
entrance fees, rm1.00/person.

we had a pleasent walk before we can actually find a good spot for shooting. a “very pleasent” one, instead.

saw creepy insects, such as :

after sweating out much, finally, spotted a place for shooting.
*& the others went off to have fun by their own.*

& since the surrounding was quite humid,
we were afraid if there’s leeches, Jason Lee & me.

I am kinda excited to know Jason is afraid of leeches too, probably, because he’s a guy.
sex discrimination, I know.

The shoot went off fine, except for the part which I actually need to dip into the freezing cold water. I am frozen, shivering, yet I need to smile. lol.

but still, I had fun and enjoyed, with those nice people.
thanks. it’s indeed a decent shoot.

we left the place around 4pm with the others. It’s slippery and I actually had my ass kissed the floor. how great? Jason and I didn’t want to walk behind, because they say leeches will be following the last person, as leeches follow the heat. yea.

reached home around 6, had my 1st meal of the day,
& mom is “generous” enough today. hmmm.

oh yea, I said it’s a photo shoot session. but what I shown is all camwhore photos.
wondering? haha, photos are still in process, i guess.

alright, there’s two, by Eugene.

stay tune

ramdom thoughs:
before I forget, those that interested to join post-postcard-to-win-a-macbook-air.
waterfall will be a good idea.

p/s – walao. I hate undang. seriously.

January 9th, 2009 by tziaaa

Absence – the common cure of love.
but hell, you run through my mind too often.

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So damm lifeless these days, and it explains why my blog is so dead.
no outings, not socializing, but staying at home.
doing nothing but rotting/day dreaming “study”. lol.

• I look like an alien today.

• I hate love management.

• Adobe photoshop CS3 is installed.

• I need more water.

• I am desperate for chocolate. “thanks” JOE.

• I love sleeping.

• I am loving Cape No.7, like, so so much.

• I am too fat, till I broke PDA Arena’s chair today.

• I thought I had get over you.

• I went photoshoot with SK again, today.

• I can’t pose.

And here are some photos took during last week photoshoot, 1st set.

loacation – cyberjaya.

there’s more, but i’ll leave it for next time. =)

p/s – I can’t concentrate in my studies. sigh.

November 28th, 2008 by tziaaa

I never thought you’d hurt me, but I guess you live and learn,
always remember: Never waste new tears on old griefs.

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痴心绝对- 李圣杰
最近 – 李圣杰
爱不起 – 林峰

I am sick. & absent from class.
*you wasn’t there* sigh.

November 14th, 2008 by tziaaa

I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned that our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances.

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Things weren’t as tough as I thought. or is it that I have immune to it ever since I am form 3? I don’t know and I never try to figure it out.

I got in to a serious relationship when I am form 4, and obviously I didn’t get the treatment of a princess. & my ex ended up with my bestfriendS. and that’s when I start to be extremely emotional and that’s when I became so so so soft-hearted. So damm temperamental. yuishhh! I am serious in every relationship after that, but I didn’t get pampered and love like how I used to get before the so called serious relationship? Is it KARMA or is it this world is just too cruel and we just have to face the reality. I am not giving up in relationship, just, taking a break to catch a breath. Enjoy what we have now, appreciation? not now, maybe, till the one who appreciate you appear, on one fine day.

at this very moment, I know the one I need the most is still my friends and of course my family.
a lover? I trust that fate will bring me to him. I just have to wait.

Form 3, I brutally got involved in a relationship with a guy that other people claims he already have a girlfriend which he denied it. Good enough, my wonderful seniors(girls) call me a slut/bitch. Created a profile to shoot me and bitch about me. Wrote ” tzia’s a slut” on the freakin whiteboard right in front of my class. Insulting me right in front my face? It’s so damm tough for a 15 years old girl. I cried as if my family had just passed a way, abuse myself, kept quiet and accept all those shit. How much I wish I could shout out :” how the fuck I know he have got a girlfriend?!”

why the heck do I deserve all those?
I had experience the worst, this time, it’s nothing.

” I think that you’re right.”
” Do what you think is right and with no regret.”

yes, I just want to be who I am, the original me. I just want to smile again.

I’m pretty fine now. Yes, of course I am. because, I have bunch of honeyed friend with me. always so concern bout me and stand on my side.

p/s – I sort of losing the ability, to read your mind. I bet you too. You knew me for so long, but I guess you still don’t know who I really am. I have changed, I know what is wrong and right. But, I am just another normal human, I make mistakes too. so do you, my dear friend.

& my classmates are all simple yet sweet, they might not be able to help, but they are good enough to make me smile from my heart.

lol.

In addition, my sister had grown up, she starts to back me up *emotionally* when I am facing problems. Thanks sis!

p/p/s – I am now selling DKNY APPLE PERFUME (red) for only RM180. * 100% ORI*

tuning to – TALK TO ME

November 11th, 2008 by tziaaa

shooting with SHINCHAN.

i love this the most. more natural.
freestyle?

p.s. do my poll yea.

and yea, bout my mid term web page design practical, I am so gonna flung it.
wait and see yea. * I HATE HTML codes*

Last but not least. all the best to all SPM candidates. *loves*

give me some love – james blunt.

July 24th, 2008 by tziaaa

某个友人告诉我，
把事情简单化，多些微笑。
那样，世界会变得更美丽。
那样，人也会活得更轻松.

失去感觉，失去方向。
忘了自我，忘了反应。
因为，一切似乎已成了定局。