October 24th, 2010 by tziaaa

my classes started this week.
& i went back to Kampar.

oh, there’s Mcd at Kampar already (i had it 7 times in one week time, -.-), but, that didn’t make me like Kampar, still. the weather there is still as bad, it was so bad that  i COULDN’T even take my nap though i am dead tired. I don’t know if it’s just me or what, I actually felt like i am BBQ-ed alive on my bed, FML. &, to make thing worst, i was PMS-ing for the one whole week, which makes everything/everyone around me seems to be so wrong. i was really surprised that how some people can be that selfish, and irresponsible. it breaks my heart, to see how “friends” login to FRIENDSHIP when they need you, and log out from it when they think there’s nothing in you that would benefits them anymore. ugh. all these shyts had successfully turned me into a depressed biatch, my twitter proved it all.

the only consolation is that i’ve got awesome housemates and some old friends there which never failed to pull me out from depression and put a smile on my face, unintentionally. *smile. also, in order to stops myself from being not okay, i actually have my fav. “朵朵小語” with me 24/7 to cheer me up and keep me motivated when i feel like dying. ♥

good thing is, all those depressed shyt ends (temporarily) right when weekends approach. because, those are the days that I can get away from Kampar.

baby picked me up from KL sentral, and we went to The Gardens for movie date. ♥
heard that “the other guys” is good, so watched it. &, i rate it 5/10.

it wasn’t bad, pretty hilarious, i had a good laugh after one hell week.
but, just, it isn’t THAT good.

period’s cramp started right after the movie ended. T.T
baby said i need something hot to make my stomach feel better, i suggested hot soup.

so, went to this soup station at Midvalley.

me with my pale face and, my 6 inches shorter hair.

ordered set meal:
soup in bread + bites = rm12.50

deffos worth the money! ♥

soup (clam chowder).
baby and I think it’s a lil tad salty.

bites.
cheese and ham sandwich.

i think this is good.

how to savor the soup and bread?
baby is doing the job. ♥

yummeh!
stomach felt so much better after drinking the hot clam chowder soup.

went home after that, cause baby want me to have more rest. wasn’t really feeling well, and that explains the lack of photos.

reached home on 3pm, mummy made me my fav. ABC soup ♥ , drank, and i dozed off on mom’s bed. i actually slept my whole afternoon off (slept 4 hours straight), how nice! no distractions and super comfy, unlike kampar! gahhhh! if i were given a choice once again, i die die also wouldn’t choose to study in Kampar. sigh!

anyhoo, cheers to the awesome weekend!♥
**big wide smile!!

September 28th, 2010 by tziaaa

I have got two tix for ARTHUR’S DAY.
(yes, the one that had just passed)

I should have dolled up as black party chic.

& watching MizzNina performaning LIVE on stage..

…with the ever so smooth and milky Guinness Stout.

photo from last year’s Arthur’s Day.

I still remember how much fun I had that night!
& hey, looking at this photo, i started missing my long side fringe. hmmm.

but well, all these did not happened.

simply because i have my last paper on the next morning which is a SATURDAY!
if only UTAR is a lil tad better in those scheduling thingy. T.T

i don’t care, next year Arthurs i will be going for sure!

*sulk99

p.s. - this is just a rant post for that I didn’t make it to Arthur’s Day this year after reading others’ blog posts on Arthur’s Day. gahhhhh!

September 24th, 2010 by tziaaa

I have been questioning myself all the time, why are you so unhealthy even though I have been treating you so well? I really thought I have been treating you very well.

I used to blow dry you every time to make sure you wouldn’t look damp and flat. But, people told me that over drying ones hair causes the strands to dry-out and then break.

From then, I don’t blow dry you anymore. I towel dry you instead. I admit I have been very rough way when I towel dry you, because it saves lots of time.

& then, I get to know that towel drying ones hair can cause damage, more so when done in a rough, vigorous manner. It causes friction, breakage and frizzy hair. Ahhhh.

And so, I started to have a habit to comb you a few times before I towel dry you, because the drying process will be so much easier and less messy. I thought you wouldn’t like getting all tangled up, I thought, I must be a genius!

But, I later on got to know that excessive brushing or combing ones hair right out of the shower can seriously damage your hair. Hair is most vulnerable to breaks and tears when wet. Oh, FML.

I am really sorry, I didn’t know I have put you in so much pain.
but, still, i get really frustrated when you looks so frizzy.

I thought it would be better for me and you if I got you all tied up.

Cause you wouldn’t need to say good bye to your friends due to the excessive breakage, and I will look good with you being so. Then again, they told tight braids or pony tails can damage hair, sometimes irreversibly. Buns, in particular, put strands of hair through considerable contortions and are not recommended for fragile or brittle hair. In addition to creating split, frayed ends and irregular broken areas, it pulls painfully on the scalp, causing redness and sensitivity.

I feel bad, but it’s still okay, because I did not make you a bun.
sadly, the spilt end getting more and more serious.

& so, I thought I shall give you your freedom by not tying you all up anymore.

I dyed my hair one tone darker, straightened it every single time before I go out, just because I am desperate to achieve a healthier looking hair.

But, without me realize I have make things worse. Hair dyes causes huge damage to you, you become rougher, frizzier and more fragile than before. Straightening you too had actually burn you making you drier than ever.

I am really sorry, but, I don’t know what can I do anymore.

It saddened me when the canteen’s auntie said:”eh, lenglui, I think you should go for a hair cut, tsk tsk tsk, look at the ugly split end.”

I was totally speechless. T_T

I still remember how silky smooth you used to be, sigh. FML.
If only, I know these deadly sins earlier, I would treat you better.

Cheers.
no cheers today, I am very much depressed. Please tell me I am not the only one commiting these deadly sins. Aren’t these “sins” what we girls usually do to our hair every single day?

June 20th, 2010 by tziaaa

i know i have not been updating as frequent as i used to do, =3,
but…

i have got a valid excuse reason..

I have got no internet connection when i’m in Kampar. No internet connection = no updates, you see? well, i gave up waiting for Streamyx, yesterday, & i decided to sign up for broadband today.

some random updates on the past week:

#1 I was on a hiatus mode last week, and it’s still on-going ( i am supposed to be doing my assignments right now). So much dramas and so much work to be completed in such short period of time, i had probably slept less than 12 hours in the past few days. was so tired, physically and emotionally. i broke down a few times, crying out loud and wish i could go back to those carefree life. Life is truly a bitch nowadays.

#2 an Advertorial got rejected. Housemates and KokKeong stayed up whole night to help me to complete it. I’m truly touched by these bunch of lovely souls. ♥ Things were done by 4am. We sat down and had some heart to heart talk before we went for 5am’s breakfast.  Always I acknowledged that friends come and go. still, i always wish that they would stay longer, but sadly, they never did. All souls are selfish.

#3 Surprised Pinky on her birthday.

#4 currently reading a novel entitled perks of being a wallflower.
“caught between trying to live his life and trying to run away from it..” – stephen chbosky
depressed much eh?

#5 wasn’t feeling well last week. Flu was so bad that I couldn’t even rest well when i know i only have a few hours to pamper myself. Also, got dizzy and black-out when I stand up mad often. pimples too have no mercy on me, sigh!

#6 i had lose some weight again, i am around 46-47kg now, good thing or bad things, i am happy with it. But, don’t get me wrong, i had not go on diet intentionally, I have got the appetite of a cow lately. Boyfriend wants me to gain some weight, so he kept stuffing me with scrumptious food that I can never say “No” to. DinTaiFung, Crabbie, Nandos, Papajohns, Cereals, LokLok, Desserts, etc….. heh! i lup you, baby! ♥

#7 back to my home sweet home at Subang. Mummy ♥ pampered me more finger licking good home cook’s food and desserts. oh, mom had just cooked me super delicious Japanese Curry Rice for dinner just now! Now, i seriously don’t see why am I not gaining weights. i am not complaing, i am just glad! heh!

that’s all for now.

p.s. – Father’s Day is tomorrow!

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY to my BELOVED DADDY ♥ ,
and to all the daddies!

cheers! ♥

Pictures are taken using the Sony Cybershot TX-5

June 12th, 2010 by tziaaa

CURRENT STATUS:

tziaaa.com’s password RETRIEVED
tziaaa@gmail.com’s password RETRIEVED
tziaaa’s closet’s password RETRIEVED
my facebook account’s password RETRIEVED

HOWEVER,

i FAILED to retrieved password for my twitter, and my msn (tzia91@hotmail.com) *criessssssss*.

dear all, please unfollowed my hacked twitter account, and delete me from my hacked msn account.
follow me in twitter here, and ask for my new msn email add through email (tziaaa@gmail.com)

thankiew very much!

♥ ♥ ♥

HACKED!

yes, all my accounts are hacked!!

i couldn’t log in to my FACEBOOK, TWITTER, tziaaa@gmail.com, tzia91@hotmail.com & also my TZIAAA’S CLOSET.

Only my blog is saved because it’s under NUFFNANG’s server.
SERIOUSLY, i am so so so glad that it’s under Nuffnang!

So, PLEASE KINDLY REMOVE ME FROM YOUR CONTACT LIST!
thank you!

I have no fucking idea of how does it happened.
But, it happened.

I seriously need some time to sort things out.
please do bare with me yea.

***sad FML MAX. I seriously feel like crying now. T.T

April 13th, 2010 by tziaaa

January 17th, 2010 by tziaaa

i am now at Kampar after 1 whole month of holiday,
and I really didn’t want to come back here to this place, if only i have a choice.

Kampar is really a bitch. She feel so unhappy when my skin condition is getting slightly better. Therefore, she pakat with the weather to cause new pimples popping out on my face. FML max. what make things worst is that she cursed me till i broke my favorite hairband right after that. all, just in half a day time.

& I guess she thinks I am too fat, and so she makes me lose all my appetite to eat. Also, she had make a curse on me, and i started to crave for mom’s home cook soup so much till I thought that’s the only thing i feel like eating now. ohh, &  maybe, campbell soup cooked by my lil sister.

She envy those precious moments i had with my family, baby and friends back in Subang. So, she makes everyone here busy with their own things, till no one seems to have time for me. She wants me to be alone. sigh.

yes, and i am sort of repeating my rants every single time i got back to kampar.
no choice, I BETUL BETUL TAK SUKA KAMPAR. =(

i have to express myself. so, forgive me.

…

okay, after much rants, i thought I should blog about something happier.

yes yes yes, i have got my P lisence after much tough time turning the heavy sterling of the lil kancil. ^^
& baby actually trusted my skill so much, and allowed me to drive to Sunway from my house.

i didn’t disappoint him though.

i reached pyramid safely without anyone honking me, and…
without anyone pointing their middle finger on me.

*kembanggggg*

“只要有心爱的人在身边，每天都是好日子。”
大日子 woohoo is ♥. so yea, watched, Tiger woohoo.

i personally think it’s quite an awesome movie.
it makes me laughed like a crazy woman, and had tears rushing out of my eyes at the same time.

8/10, i rate.

Then, had our lunch at Pepper Lunch, a Japanese BBQ Pepper Rice Restaurant.
Curiosity bought us in there, cause we thought of trying something diff from what we usually had.

“At Pepper Lunch diners get to cook their own food over a patented electromagnetic plate that is heated up to 260 degrees Celsius within one minute.” – Pepper Lunch. Ohh, fyi, it remains hot for 15-20 mins.

Baby’s chicken pepper rice.

Enjoy your pepper rice:

1. Delicious butter hidden inside
2. Mix evenly to cook well
3. Add sauce!

Ohh, baby ordered extra Mozzarella cheese too!

Baby enjoying his well mixed flavorful lunch!

Then, comes my sizzling hot with Unagi Pepper Rice.
Egg added! ♥

mixing it all together!
then, slurrrrppppsssss…… no regrets trying!

Next, off to dessert.
my favorite New Zealand Natural Ice Cream!

Raspberry White Chocolate is love! ♥

I somehow started camwhoring with the ice cream. @@
if you realize, i have got my new nudy grey contact lens.

flash flash flash, for quite a long time.
my camwhore addiction started again ever since the Astro event @ Modesto.

look at baby’s bored face. lol.

Baby started to make noise, cause the ice cream started to melt already.
Ooops.

I ended up having baby in the photo too, cause he’s feeding me, the camwhore queen. ♥

Then, it’s shopping time.
went to a boutique in Asia Avenue, and got a pretty red high waist pants for only RM39.90.

camwhore shoot in the fitting room, told you i am now a camwhore addict! lol.

I complained that baby look like he’s entertaining me in the first photo.
he fight back and said, he’s acting cool. @@

i insisted for a second shoot.
& it’s much better.

Cotton on, cotton on, everyone is talking bout Cotton On now.
the shop is so freaking packed, baby said it’s as if everything is free there.

btw, i am selling a high waist skirt I bought from Cotton On 2 days ago,
because it’s a lil to big for me. click here.

still, i went in, grabbed a dress, queue up to try out the dress.
got very in love with it, and then, queue up again to pay for it.

I love how body hugging the dress is. ♥

We left after that. I drove, again.
10km/h. fml?

*baby took this, and insisted that i am a noob driver!!*

nahh, i am driving THAT slow, because it’s freaking jam.
not because i am a noob driver.

reached home safely again.
p.s. I had a happy date with baby, without any arguments. hee!

okay, i have done blogging.
& now it’s on 8.41p.m., what should I do next?