assignments . midterm . presentation .
assignments, it’s definitely more than enough to keep the lonely me occupied. idle, isn’t a good thing. boyfriend said i have been thinking too much lately and it isn’t healthy. blame the free time i had. ha! midterm, i didn’t manage to answer all the question with the definite answer. but, well i am quite sure that i am not going to fail. so yea, HOORAY! presentation, “the worst that i had did“, shas said. shall be glad that the tutor was linear enough to give a mark as high as 6.3/8 despite my lousy performance. the topic was gender inequality. there’s not much issues about gender inequality these days (for me, at least), it’s more like gender differentiation. i like it this way. i am feeling comfortable being protected by those machos. *smile*

period.
had massive period pain. my eyes are now swollen due to excessive tears shed. it’s true that woman’s cry rate will increase by 5 times before and after the menstrual period, she would just cry w/o any specific reason. true enough. mummy wasn’t by my side, no one make me hot milo and pat me to sleep. pain killer voluntarily took over the job. over-dosage, was the result.

inexpressible 9th anni.
we broke the 9th month curse thingy. however, more tears shed on that day itself. he gave me a surprise after all those tears. *ahem* i shan’t tell more about it here, way too dramatic. but, as usual, it’s a happy ending. ♥

shades to hide my swollen eyes. =x

movies.
watched hot summers day in the ultimately warm air-condless cinema at Ipoh with the boyfriend. despite the unfavorable environment, the movie was unexpectedly good. it makes me laugh like some cuckoo, then, makes me shed my tears once again. it’s that kind of movie that i would love.

全城熱戀熱辣辣是一個講述五段發生在五個不同城市的愛情故事的生活小品劇。
劇里的演員都淡妝上陣，沒華麗包裝，但卻反映了平凡人平凡的愛，感覺很美。

論愛情篇，我最愛的是。。。
張學友與劉若英的愛。那所謂的法拉利車手與鋼琴家的愛，很現實，但很可愛。感覺很真實。
苦力（法拉利車手）的女兒用零用錢買他一個小時時間的那一幕，劇情雖普遍，但還是被感動到。

論親情篇，我最愛的是。。。
劇里謝霆鋒與他爸爸劉家輝的那一段。 無可否認，那一段很搞笑，但不知怎么，看著看著，我哭了。
就在他爸爸一巴打在他臉上，燈泡碎掉的那一幕。。。
謝霆鋒和大s的戀情則很窩心。

其他的，也很不錯。
醬油先生和芥末小姐的搭配很完美。喜歡徐若瑄在窗口上用粉紅紙張貼成心型的那一幕。很浪漫。
baby淡妝也超好看。她那一段，我喜歡那小伙子從游戲心態到真正愛上后卻得不到佳人的那一段。

看了這劇讓我心暖暖的，我情不自禁地牽住了他的手。
我，希望可以永遠這樣牽著他的手。 ♥

food.
Boyfriend brought me to Ipoh for dinner the other since i was desperately craving for Ipoh Ho Fun. =)  Kahho and Shas tagged along. Intended to go to the infamous Lou Wong, but Shas suggested Restoran Cowan Street. Shas said they serve better chicken and kueyteow soup with a cheaper price. Tried, & have no regrets! Probably the best I had.

p.s. - Andy Lau ate there before. *wink*

Weather.
It’s so hot, that I feel I was bbq-ed. I am glad I am back at Subang now, at my own home sweet home where I can enjoy the full blast air-cond.

that’s all for now. bye.
Good day.

meemomax.

p.s. - will be back with a proper post real soon.

had tea break with baby♥ @ dave’s deli, 1Utama.

they make great sandwiches, i especially love their chicken focca toast with cheese.
oh, & it goes real well with a glass of refreshing iced ribena longan.

hearty food and great companion completed my awesome noon.
wish you all enjoyed your day too.

p.s. - window shopping increased my desires. i now have got so many many desire, with so little cash.
ugh, this isn’t right. i shan’t think bout these anymore.

“讀了你的blog，最近很快樂吧， 這么幸福？”
我什么都沒說，只報以微笑。

其實最近很不開心，被很多很多的事困擾。
但也許，幸福真的是由自己決定的。

很多時候在你看似擁有世上最美好的一切時卻感到莫名的巨大悲傷；
卻在絕望時看見你那一直收藏著的那記憶盒里所發出的美麗的光芒。

那一瞬間，我覺得也許我真的沒必要把自己逼向死角去。
記憶盒里的美麗記憶讓我嘴角上揚也給了我勇氣去面對生命中的所有挑戰。

真心感謝出現在我記憶盒里的每一個人。♥

幸福，不需要你死命將它保住。
幸福，不需要你拼命追地求它。

學會領悟便能感覺到那所謂的幸福。

家人，讓我很幸福。

天天都能喝到那媽媽親自煮的湯，所以感覺幸福。
媽媽永遠都把好吃的夾到我碗里，所以感覺幸福。
媽媽每晚替我蓋那被我踢走的被，所以感覺幸福。
爸爸努力工作讓我們不為三餐愁，所以感覺幸福。
爸爸盡了全力讓我們享有最好的，所以感覺幸福。
能博取那嚴肅的爸爸的一個笑容，所以感覺幸福。
爸媽讓我知道家是永遠的避風港，所以感覺幸福。
妹妹硬挣着惺忪睡眼陪我開夜車，所以感覺幸福。
妹妹用第一份工錢買小禮物給我，所以感覺幸福。
弟弟放下壞脾氣和我們談天說笑，所以感覺幸福。

親愛的，讓我很幸福。

親愛的不惜奔波百多公里只为了見見我，真幸福！
傷心時親愛的會想盡辦法讓我破涕為笑，真幸福！
親愛的說信任我保護我愛我是他的使命，真幸福！
能和親愛的一起在挫折中一直學習成長，真幸福！
可以花盡心思細心為親愛的準備小禮物，真幸福！
可以在和親愛一起時彼此完全坦誠自我，真幸福！
親愛的牽我的手時都會捉的牢牢緊緊的，真幸福！
親愛的看著我真誠的告訴我他娶定我了，真幸福！

就連身邊的人偶爾的問候，
與朋友們合時的關心都讓我很幸福。

這些是一直存在在我生活里的幸福。
他們一直都在，一直都讓我很幸福。

只是，我們習慣了，
認為那幸福是理所當然的，
而忽略了它。

從今天開始，
我們都要幸福。

這是我們的約定。 ♥

when Hershey walks, her butt move from right to left, & from left to right.
my sister call her “YAO PI KU”, the butt shaker.

but, i think she looks more like a FAT BALL. she eats so much!
oh, spot the new pink polka dots collar i got for FAT BALL hershey.

Back to yesterday..

6.30a.m. - woke up
7.30a.m. - reached KLIA Airport.
8.30a.m. - sent auntie and cousins off. they are going back to Taiwan.
10.30a.m. - had brunch with baby. I STILL DON’T LIKE NANDO’S.
11.30a.m. - met up with the TB1s. (Maggie, Weyherng, Vingent, &  Ian)

Reached, & Vingent felt “vertically challenged“, because I was wearing a 4 inch wedges, while Maggie a 3 inches wedges. LOL. also, we tall people got call the traitor, cause weyherng felt betrayed cause she was wearing a pair of sport shoe. ^^

We were basically a bunch of EAT-TO-LIVE human. So, our first destination in every gathering will be a restaurant, this time too. DOME, we chose.

my HONEY COMB GOLD RUSH. RM16.50
i wish it’s sweeter though. I sense DIABETES getting nearer and nearer to me.

the wallet severely injured’s, Vingent’s one. SQUASHED FROG. RM14.50
he claimed that he almost got an heart attack when he saw the price of the mineral water which costs RM8. haha.

i had insomnia the night before and wasn’t feeling really good, but i smile, when he starts his usual AH BENG’s talk.
humor yet not irritating, perfect.

things got even funnier, when his FROG got SQUASHED.
as in… he accidentally spilled his drink.

“wahwwuuuwuuuu, this is about rm9 portion, and it’s now gone. I want my froggie back!!”
he actually stared at the spilled drink for more than 2 minutes till the waitress came to clear up. haha.

however, he got delighted right after the waitress replaced him with a new cup of beverage.
he didn’t want to let it go this time, so afraid that it’s going to topple, again.

we spent much time gossiping and chitchatting about our very own uni life. we were now all in different courses, and we were all missing the awesome old time we had in TB1.

i will be missing every single bits of TB1. the nerd day, especially.

had splendid moments catching up with those people. i was totally being myself when I am with this bunch of people. feels really good being so. care free, totally! ♥

we then walked around to get “rice’s” present. but he just doesn’t have the luck to get pretty stuff.
it’s fated, maggie said.

we were such a big eater, we all agreed to go for the second round of food hunting when Maggie said she feels like eating ZEN’s Creme Brulee. @@

She’s now satisfied.
oh, that’s Maggie with the camera shy Leanne beside her.

Ian gave me this type of fml expression when I told him i would like to have a photo of him with his Chocolate cheese cake.

baby is pretty well trained. he gave me a satisfying respond when I request for a photo! hee! ♥♥♥

& lastly, your truly with her all time favorite, MUSHROOM SOUP.

Before we parted, we took a group photo.
all the awesome people.

After that, Baby fetched Leanne back to SS2, and from PEEJAY baby allowed me to drive his car to fetch Maggie back to Klang with him sitting beside me. & the good news is everyone SURVIVED, and reached Klang safely!

I am an awesome driver! muahhhh! ♥

Updated with more fire works photos.

TADAH, this is baby hershey! ♥
i truly believe Hershey will be the most manja bitch ever, like, seriously.

okay, i shall “bitch” more about her later on.

btw, baby Hershey is my valentine present from ego king baby. *lovessss* ♥♥♥
she is just about a month old. so tiny, to an extent that i am so afraid that i might just break her bone.

in this photo, she was actually sleeping on my lap, but i forced her up for a photo.
& that explains why she so looks so mm song. grrrrrrrrrh. hee.

lucky enough, i get to celebrate Valentine’s day with my beloved ego king baby, @ Johor.
because, so happened that both our parents’ hometown are in Johor. *big wide smile*

went on a simple date with the precious one. ♥

added on an artificial specs on baby in this photo, because i didn’t get to have a photo of him in specs. &….

… now you guess what i got for the ego king.

talking bout Valentines, my baby sister received 99 roses. @@
ok, skip that, she is now hand-making valentines present ♥ for her friends.

so nice, meimei, i want to be you friend also. boleh?
so pretty, yes?

Bout Chinese New Year, i celebrated at granny’s house at Yongpeng.
there’s fire crackers, fire works, kong ming deng… etc.

There’s always fireworks marathon going on every year. I don’t have any photos, cause the careless me left the camera in baby’s car. Baby sister caught a few awesome shots, but too bad, she isn’t with me now.

updated: ok, i just got some of the photos from baby sister.

ceremony.

fire crackers.

fire works… imagine a fire works marathon going on for at least 10 mins in a small village like Yongpeng. crazy!

However, i have a photo of uncle putting up “kong ming deng“, which also known as the wishing lantern where people write their wishes on it before having it floating in the air, believing that the higher it goes, the higher the possibilities of your wishes coming true.

On the second day of CNY, attend the second wedding dinner of cousin Samson and Kath ♥.
A rather simple one, but it’s good to have everyone sitting down together.

it isn’t an easy task. my granny has got 14 children, you see?

the girls. it’s really good to see everyone dolled up.
i like it.

and a photo of me and my brother.
trying hard to spam my brother’s photo in every post of mine.

there goes another excuse for me to camwhore. *wicked smile*

So many good food during CNY, “diet” shouldn’t be mentioned during this time.
mom together with a few aunties were the main cook at granny’s place during CNY.

Needless to mention, the food were superb. ♥

Abalone, just isn’t my thing. Ok la, you can say I “mm sek yeh” or just kill me cause, honestly, I somehow find it tastes very my much like Sotong. @@!!

duck mee. this one da pao one.
one of the best in Yong peng.

i love food. i just couldn’t resist it when there’s good food place right in front of me.
that’s why my diet plan goes on years and years, never ending, and will never success. fml.

this is fried meat roll.
one of the strongly recommended must eat dish!

last but not least, i am very happy collecting ang pau right now. hahaha!
& so far, this is my ♥ favorite red pink packets, from my cousin from beijing.

…

鞭炮声此起彼伏,

鬧劇也是如此。

今年的新年，

心情被一些無聊的人，無謂的事給搞砸了。

怎么樣也提不起興來。

我什么也不想要。

只想，平平淡淡，與世無爭的過日子。

此時此刻，我很想哭。

]]> http://tziaaa.com/2010/02/18/4230/feed/ http://tziaaa.com/2010/02/11/baby-boy/ http://tziaaa.com/2010/02/11/baby-boy/#comments Thu, 11 Feb 2010 11:39:17 +0000 tziaaa http://tziaaa.com/?p=4205 他們說：“十份微笑，一份真心，九份虛假。”
是現實太過殘忍了，又或是真心其實很渺小。

天真的以為真心真的可填補平日的任性與不好。
真誠地對待身邊的每一個人，看見他們的微笑，感覺很快樂。
后來發現，那看起來大而親切的笑容，其實，全都是虛假的。

我，原來，很可憎。
只是，那些虛假的笑和那唯美的話讓我不知覺。

當心在淌血，假笑，就像一張面具般僵在我臉上。

p.s.- 很多時候，人有時候真的不如狗般重感情。

。。。

♥

Whiskey is finally back at baby’s house!
yes, he wasn’t before these due to some other reasons.

Despite all those, Whiskey has grown up healthily under much good care. i am really glad.
I thought Whiskey had forgotten me because I left him for so long, i am sorry that I left you this long, i didn’t want to!
i really miss you, baby boy!

i am really happy when i see he is more than excited to see me. he shake his tail happily when he saw me. awwwww! & I usually hate dogs that is this hyper, but hell, every move of him seems to be so cute that day! so yea, there’s always an exception, no?  I even make him to chase after me!! crazy!

oh yea, i had a short discussion with friends at uni the other day.
I was telling them I want a pet that is very obedient (as in don’t bite) , loyal, furry, big eyes, and etc….
yea, I always wanted to bring Whiskey back to Kampar but Whiskey is too big for me to put him in my small room.

classmates started to come out with all sort of brilliant ideas…

a: fish la… obedient, big eye
b: cow la… big eye, somemore can become your transporter in kampar.
c: aiya, spider la, quiet, & furry some more….
d: tortoise, tortoise, wouldn’t die so fast. easy to take care.
e: rabbit… but their poo very smelly….
f: just get an electronic dog la you!

very good. they see it as an impossible task for me to own such a pet. ugh…
but when i see Whiskey again the other day, i know he is just like what i want.

baby and I brought Whiskey for a walk at the park near baby’s place. we passed by this house with 2 really fierce dogs that cannot never stop barking. FTL, like, seriously. poor thing, Whiskey practically stopped, and started to shiver. i quickly carry him. & walked a few steps away, i thought i should go get a photo of the big bully dogs then BITCH about them to everyone. (okay, i didn’t do it)

Because, after I passed Whiskey to baby and walked back to the house, Whiskey actually ran towards me, followed me, & he barked a few times at those 2 big bullies. I was freaking shocked! @@ Whiskey was so scared, yet he stayed with me till i walked away from the house. ohhwow, i know i love him!  ♥

I now get to see him twice a week when I got back from Kampar as baby is taking care of him.
I just realize that baby can actually be very patient, especially, towards Whiskey. hee!

♥

this is my baby boy!

so, yea, i will now blog about my cousin brother’s wedding dinner.♥

venue: Hotel Equatorial Kuala Lumpur

the reception table.
spot mummy, she was so busy.

The settings was awesome, pink is the theme color. ♥
The ballroom was prettily decorated with pink heart shaped helium balloon.

photo is a must when there’s such a sweet ♥ setting, and when all of us, dolled up.
i tied all my fringe up because it’s way to thick, and i haven’t have time to trim it, yet.

not that bad, uh?

we were sited at table no.10.
yes, it was samsom & kat’s wedding dinner ♥ on 7th february 2010.

I couldn’t keep myself away from the camera. I love dolling up, but i am so effing lazy, FML.
so when I dolled up, i will definitely maximize the opportunity to camwhore!

oh, that’s brother at the back.

i got to spam more of his photos already, since there’s so many that didn’t realize I actually have a brother. @@
nah, my brother acting yeng cute.

not forgetting, my adorable lil sister.
I guess it’s my family gene that all of us love the camera so much. xD

the gentlemen. daddy, and uncle.

Cousin sister with my nieces that flew to M’sia all the way from Beijing.
sweet enough, they were the flower girl of the night. ♥

The newly wed couple ♥ during their wedding march.

Then, it’s time where food is served!

Everyone started eating but not these two, they are still waiting for the late guests at the reception table.
mummy and aunty! do they look a like?

one of the dishes was the Sharp Fin with shredded sea cucumber and crab meat soup.
there goes another excuse for me to camwhore. ahem. ^^

The lovely couple with the second outfit.
Red is the new love! ♥

next, was the chinese toasting tradition.

“jiao bei jiu”. ♥

“yum sengggggggggggggggggggggg“

then there’s speeches from the 3 best men, which all flew all the way from USA to M’sia.
So far, the best best men speeches i have heard, humorous and touches my heart at the same time.

half time, camwhore time.
trying hard to imitate the gold fish, big eyes, and pout! ngek!

the groom and the bride together with their family came to over table and had another toast!
yumsenggggggggggggggggggggg!

Remember I have a dainty cousin sister, she was there too.
we then decided to maximize the usage of the pretty backdrop. ♥

Like what I had said, all of us dolled up, and i love seeing that.
& so, i insisted a family portrait shoot.

lovely! ♥

& here is the air craft engineer, the groom, my cousin brother.
congratulations, ♥ and may he and his beloved wife, kat be blessed with a lovely and sweet marriage eternally.

last but not least, i don’t mind having more cute nieces/nephews! hee!!

that’s all about it.

♥♥♥

I have got so many pending posts on hand now, & some of it had sort of expired, and I don’t have the OHMMMM to blog about it already. that’s really terrible, saya tau! & so, I will now blog about a lil bit of today.

attended cousin brother’s pre-wedding dinner.

the bride, and the groom.

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oh well, it was a pre-wedding dinner.
the bride wasn’t in the house, so yea.

yes, tomorrow, is the big day.

I am loving this beige dress of mom. ♥

^^

my very lovable siblings.
yes yes yes, i do have a brother.

I know right the rate of exposure of my brother in my blog is so damm low.

BTW, because of this pre-wedding dinner.
I missed the Tiger Run event.

which means, bye bye Disney Cruise. T.T

I then tried hard to decorate baby’s car with disney accessories.♥
yes, imma trying hard to DIY a Disney CAR. ^^

&, there’s this huge mickey mouse sitting beside me whenever I drive baby’s car.

a baby mickey from my baby to fulfill my mickey mouse fetish!
It’s so big that it took up half of my bed space. @@

thanks baby!
hee, yes, it was our 8th month! ♥

I would love to say, …
I am glad to have you with me, ego king baby.

i love you! ♥

make baby mixed  fruit koniyaku jelly.
there’s 8 types of fruits in it which represented the eight months that we have been through together.♥

&, pink roses. nothing to do with our anni.
just a bunch of rose i bought it for myself when I am up at Cameron with Shas.

rm5 for this bunch of roses.

that’s all for now.
promise that i will update a proper blog post soon enough.

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