14th february

It’s valentine. oops, it’s already 12.42am now. Not valentines anymore.
well, yesterday was the day where St. Valentine got his head cut off. & also a special day which most of the people will express their loves to their love one and share wonderful moments together.

you people might wondering what I did, uh?

dates? roses? chocolates? candle light dinner?
nah, I have none.

Thanks to nuffnang, I no need to stay at home and rot on valentines. I attended the Ribena event @ pyramid with the nuffies some other bloggers.

Then, they had the movie screening – NEW IN TOWN which I think is quite an awesome love comedy.

8/10 i rate.

There, I met new people and had fun. nevertheless, I got upset when my guest, JEFF that ffk me last minute. *explanation doesn’t help* after the screening, they go on with their own plan. ;) and, me too.

I have no date, have no one to express their love to me, & have no valentines present. how sad could it be?

I saw 12136412641896436819237 couples in couple tees *which none of my ex willing to do so*; couples holding hands; girls smiling sweetly with roses/chocolates/soft toys in hand… etc.

Suddenly, I felt the loneliness + jealousy struck. hmmm. Start staring at my phones, waiting or I should say expecting for surprise, but ended up with disappointment. I shouldn’t have expect anything, I know. well, human nature, I guess.

Wanted to have lunch with my ex-colleagues, but well, people got date already. & so i walk around the shopping mall alone. pampered myself with clothes, heels & accessories. which I later on feel much much more better. ;) after that, iced chocolate @ starbucks, alone, not so bad after all. I thought.

Then, I saw u-mobile promoter dressing up themselves angels. I spotted a pretty young woman in that angel suit, couldn’t resist and I took a photo of her. She then came to me and present me 2 chocolates, valentines present? ha. but, sweet one though.

valentines without a date, indeed a lonely one.

loitered around pyramid for awhile, have nothing better to do, and so I decided to go home. mom got into an accident on her way of picking me up, no injuries, just the bumper gone? a few k of repairing fees, perhaps.

reached home, I start sleeping. till 8pm, dad wakes me up for dinner.
dinner and wine. two glass of red wine for me since daddy is controlling. It’s certainly not enough for me, especially when I am ill-tempered like now.

XOXO