eye-opener

你曾聽過午夜忽然奏起的琴聲嗎？
是巴哈、莫扎特、還是蕭邦？
那是天使的樂聲，
如期美妙，卻如此單調，
令人不禁墜入另一個無色的夢中。

– 幾米

Class supposed to start on 8 this morning. I skipped the 2 hours psychology lecture class and 2 hour break time. Reached campus on 12p.m., attended Mathematics tutorial class. ughhh, have been slacking real much. Laziness struck, couldn’t help.

Final exam is just around the corner. It’s my final sem’s final exam.
Then I will be leaving to Kampar to continue my degree course.

I face a major culture shock when I first came to UTAR.I seem alien to many, and failed to communicate with them. There’s even time that I got really disgusted by them and start wondering why am I hanging out with those people. Slowly, with the help of Maggie I started to accept the way they are. I even find these people less complicated and rather interesting later on. They made me smile by their random insane act. I feel very comfortable being together with them.

But hell, shits still happened. yea. As just when I start to get closer with them, my nightmare begins.

I am one that forgive and forget easily. & I always thought it’s a good thing. There is someonesome people somehow make me realize that it’s never a good thing. People often take things for granted, you see? I got scared off, never thought that people can be so disheartening.

& like what Maggie said, “I dare not risk getting closer with people”. Maybe, I should realize this much earlier. Then, all those heart breaking can be avoided.

I don’t know whether I should feel grateful that all these are going to end real soon.
It’s all coming to the end. & a brand new life will be starting soon. Guess, I will be missing all those laughter these people brought to me and also the great performing skills which once colored up my life. And also, a few sincere friends of mine there.

This place has became a major eye-opener for me. It’s still a pleasant experience, despite all the heart break shits, it’s undeniable that I had also learned a lot from these people.
No doubt, it’s going to be one of the most important part of my life.