6th month anni

browsing through our old photos, wanted to make you a card. but, things didn’t go right. i failed. :(
still, looking through those photo of us brought our memories to live.

from the first day I met you till we got together, not long, but those memories are precious. I remember your golden retriever hair which I thought you look really good in it, till, you chopped off your hair and dyed it black. I got very very much in love with your short black hair. I remember how much I felt I was loved, when you stay back at M’sia just for me, and came all the way to Kampar just to pick me up. After spending some time together, i realize, you love me, just because you do and have got no other intention. I know, you are someone for me to lean on.& there’s when, we were official.

The starting our relationship wasn’t good though. You was so ego, and I was so stubborn. Toleration never exist in our dictionary. So many arguments till both us got so sick of  it. & So many times, we almost had this relationship ended. but, the faith of us in each others hold us back. slowly, we learned. We know there’s a reason for why both of us are together, it’s fated.

We started to learn from our mistakes. You are still ego, and I am still as stubborn. But, toleration started to exist. There’s still arguments but things got better and we got closer after every arguments. We learned and promise to do those we promised. It like, we started to fall for each other all over again each time. Also, like what you say, in a relationship, we have to give and take, and I guess, we did it now. & we started to realize, we are both irreplaceable.

Driving down to Kampar every week isn’t easy, but still, you do, just because you want to see me. I am happy, very happy, i wanted to tell you how damm happy am I every time I see you. But, words just went down to the bottom of my heart when you are around me. I guess, I am just a lil too shy. :) I remember those time when I sulk, you will come out with something to cheer me, so good that I couldn’t resist and smile. The first time we went to Genting theme park together, i sulk that you left me for roller coaster, you then brought me to those con-man fun fair, won a few soft toys to me, just to see me smile again. Also, whenever I cried or breakdown, you will always be there for me without failed. Not forgetting, those breakfast you prepared for me. It’s total ♥. Nevertheless, those surprises and presents given by you, are all priceless. So great that they shan’t be labeled with price.

You told me, I am mean to be pampered because I am your princess that you truly love. Simple words from you are good enough to melts my heart. You later on brought me to meet your family. They treated me so well, that I felt so pampered. and boyfriend, you are the first that my mom acknowledged and approved. hmmm, like yea. I know she likes you too. :)

Despite all my mistakes, my flaws and those disappointment I gave, I love you more than any others and I am falling for you a lil and a lil deeper day by day. & baby, missing you has become a habit of mine. i just couldn’t kick this habit away.

i love you. ♥

last but not least, happy 6th month anniversary, my precious one.

XOXO