July 7th, 2008 by tziaaa

Friday, 040708

Happy Birthday to myself.
I went michlee’s house to get my present. fuck. That present really touched me. hearts that count and I cried right in the car, right in front of yee wei while reading. Thanks babe. That album is better than anything else.
Later night, went Old Town with michlee.
We 1st planned to go to the roof top, but were kinda freaked out. we ended up camwhore beside the road, yeah, people were looking at us as they pass by. They probably think we are insane. We then went to Station One. We had beer, and yeah, we met Ryui Bin, he spent us on our drinks! so nice of him =)

Mr. Ryui Bin.

Saturday, 050708.
class end on 10, meet up with daryl, breakfast together then Pyramid. I gotta meet up with my mom!!

Went shopping. Mom spent me on swimwear and lingerie. La senza, hee!
Had my cake. together with family.

Went to michlee’s house together with mon wei. then headed to pyramid together. Met up with adele and jia shin. they help us to make up =)

Went forever 21 with shinyee, adele and Jia shin when Michlee and Mon wei together with Joel and Jewin went for Dinner. hmm. Jia shin supposed to buy and we ended up all buying. lol. jiashin in green, adele in blue, shinyee in pink and I in black.

Had a little misunderstanding with Chelle. well, I’m sorry babe. and MONWEI, sorry for spending some little time with you. FoRGIVE ME.

Went to Rainforest for some drink first since it’s still early for bacerlona.
Went with Adele, Shinyee and Jia Shin. Michlee and Mon wei joined us later on.

Move on to Barce. I was kinda tipsy.
&
My dad suddenly disallowed me to stay overnight at Chelle’s place.
I was drunk and got real emo. Thanks chelle, joel, kahjoe and others for looking after me.
Gosh, I should control next time. I always brings troubles to my friends when I go to club. sigh!
I reached home on 12 something in the morning. potong steam la my dad.
I didn’t know he is so conservative till now, my mom also just knew it. what a joke.

Sunday, 060708.

My mom apologize to me in the morning. hmm, My parents are forgiven.
Went shopping at Parade with mom. La senza again. gosh. such a lingerie addict.
then, formal wear. well, I don’t look good in it, but no choice.

Went for my birthday dinner at Marche, I like there cause that’s lot’s of choice!
It’s great for people like me that hate pork, steak and mutton. lol.

Family photos-

Presents. My present!! haha.

MCKY top from Ivan.

Necklace from Maggie.

Bracelet from Emily and Rubber.

Thanks alot for all those.
Thanks daddy mummy, Thanks friends!!!

and yeah. today, 070708 is Michlee‘s birthday.
Happy Birthday babe, I know we had been going through a lot of tough time these days. And I had upset you a lot. Hope we are able to get through all this, and start all over again being a pair of care-free girlfriends. Babe, I still love you loads. Definitely more than what you expect. And I really do need you. xoxo.
May all your wishes come true! * don’t tell me no wish yea! *

Chiwing planned a surprise birthday cake blowing candle session for her.

p/s – 1st, I got my pay cheque from nuffnang, but well, I lost my retainer in just one month time. I got to pay for it myself as I didn’t dare to tellmy mom bout it. RM400 byebye!!

July 5th, 2008 by tziaaa

July 3rd, 2008 by tziaaa

first of all.
I gonna wish myself.

HAPPY 17th Birthday to me, myself!
alright, I am a grown up now.
People, I’m not a kiddo anymore… lol.

Thanks to all my friends that had wished me, Love you all.
xoxo.

now is about 1a.m.
My Public speaking tuitor had gave me a great present.
10 mins speech outline due date on 4th July. wtf huh.

and yeah, yesterday was a great day.
I did my 5 mins speech presentation. I suppose I had did a good job. Thanks GOD
Got complimented by my tuitor, Miss sharon.
She said,
I dressed up nicely. – my mom was complaining that on that particular morning.
I am romantic. – ern. cause my topic is A GOOD BOYFRIEND?
I am confident. – hell no, I am nervous like shit.
I have good vision aid. – Alright, I do get great photo from my friends.
And….. I forgotten what she said other than those.
But well, I am damm satisfied with it.
Thanks Joshua and Maggi for guiding me.

& Daryl’s mentally support. much appreciated.

some pictures took yesteday.

July 2nd, 2008 by tziaaa

I’m a good girl. A typical nerd.
I sacrifice my sleep just to get my homework and assignments done.
and my pimples cruelly grew without sympathy. damm it!

I reached UTAR on 6.55a.m. today.
- I sacrificed my beauty sleep.
- I missed my piano lesson. *well, I don’t mind though. wtf*

When I got into yee wei’s car, I realized that my class only starts on 12P.M. damm smart. yesh. 5 hours more till my class starts & surprisingly Maggie came on 7a.m. as she too thought our class start on 8a.m. lol.

Yet, thanks GOD that I brought my laptop along with me today. Spent my 5 hours at the study room. My 10mins speech outline was far too long from what limit is, I had a hard time shortening it. Thanks Ivan, what a great achievement of us! 4 pages were shortened till less than 2 pages.

My classmates, Wey Heng and Mun yee can speak excellent engdian, as in english+indian. They were speaking in english with strong Indian accent, seriously it amazed me cause it sounds damm cool. Respect! Anyone knows how to speak that way? I want to learn so that I can communicate with them. wtf.

Stream A people had their Maths paper today. My class end on two, but got to wait for them( ivan, yee wei, and chian wei) to finish their maths paper. Their paper should end on 2.45P.M. But I don’t see them eventhough it’s already 3P.M. I called up Yeewei.

Me * Oi… where are you?
A guy * huh?
Me * where are you LAAAA!
A guy * Are you tzia tzia?
Me* (of course I am. wtf) ern.. yeah la.
A guy * who are you looking for?
Me * Yee wei la. ( who else)
A guy * I am Yewwei la. Not Yeewei.
Me * OMG! *stunt* Sorry, sorry.
A guy * You always mistaken me and Yee wei.
Me* Sorry… ( keep apologize)

Damm memalukan. Okay. I had never know there’s someone name Yewwei till Howe thoon told me the other day. And then, I only realize that I had linked a guy name Yewwei which I always take him as Yee wei before I read his blog few days ago. And worst come to worst, I never know I got his number. If I ever message with him means I was all the while treating him as Yeewei. OMG. I’M SORRY YEW WEI!!

Orange said he would dance for me on my birthday. I am so gonna remember that.

Later on, went Pyramid with cw,yeewei and Ivan, shopped for Michlee’s present and met up with Edwin.

I couldn’t deny that this dude is charming.

J.Co is Love. ohlala.

Regan is back from Dubai, and he’s going to australlia soon.
I am so gonna miss him. =)
It’s random I know. But he was so random too. lol.

Got to present my 5 mins speech tomorrow.
sigh. God bless me please. hmmm.

倒影，
说是形影不离。
但是，
当太阳下山后它必定离形而去。

形与影都会分离，
跟何况是我和你？

除非，
除非。。 灯光的再次凑合。

会有那么的一天吗？

At America, 600+ STARBUCKS are shutting down due to the economic crisis.
Hope that wouldn’t happen in M’sia. I still want my Iced chocolate!

July 1st, 2008 by tziaaa

I’m not fully recovered yet, it made me worry cause I got to present a speech on this thrusday for Public Speaking. What if I still have the voice of a toad? What if I failed to caught my audience attention but only turn out to be a laughing matter? gosh. I had done my speech outline and power point presentation slide show. Please bless me that everything will goes well on that day.

I am turning 17 in few days time. Got to say bye bye to my sweet sixteen.

17 I’m in Utar which I don’t really enjoy. I don’t like basically everything there.
On 16, I was still in my high school. I hated some of those fucked up teachers. But still I love my friends and was really happy that I will not get ditched. Thanks to my truly loyal friends. xoxo. 17, I couldn’t skip class cause that idiot UTAR so gonna make me barred from exam if my attendance is less that 80%. on 16, skipping class is my habit and I enjoy doing it. Ignoring all those warning letter I got from school.
looking at the bright side…
I can go out more often compare to when I’m 16.
…. er
………………………..
well… I CANT THINK OF ANY ANYMORE! WTF!!!
Tell me! what’s the benefits being in UTAR on 17 when you dislike UTAR so much?

well well…
I start to like UTAR a little now. at least, I don’t hate it as what I used to do.
Don’t ask me why. I couldn’t explain in just one sentence.

There’s plenty of assignment to be complete. It seems to be never ending. Assignment plus the thought of piano exam which is round the corner make me suffocate. I need to sleep! sigh. and just right after I complaining bout the stress. There come the announcement bout mid-term exam. CRAPS. Can anyone pull me out of this hectic life? But well, buzy-ness keep me away from thinking too much and at the same time avoid me to have so many wonders. which indirectly stop me from being so damm emo.

I had been wondering why I couldn’t click with most of those FRIENDS there. fuck. I thought I am terribly unreasonable. I thought I am the dirtiest one. I thought I am the most sensitive one. But hell no, there is people who much more unreasonable, much more dirtier, much more sensitive than me. & There’s people that’s real nice when I just get to know them. yeah, only NICE on the second I know them. Not any longer. wtf. Rapid changes. The weak one remains acts to be weak, getting others sympathy which make me wanna puke. One thing that amazed me is that people there has great acting skills. and also their ditching skills with perfect explanations.* applause* But well, no one is perfect I know I got to learn to accept those great acting skills of theirs. Those people might also see me as a sucker / weirdo too. That’s life. We got to learn to accept * and elders always said, we got to see the good point in them*. S-O D-A-M-M T-R-U-E huh? I am now so called observing, hoping that I could somehow click with them.

Yesterday, the class rep announced the birthday of mine and another guy which both having birthday this week. The lecturer makes the whole class to sing for her. The feeling is just too great.
p/s – Test shown by a group of experts,
showing that we human afraid of public speaking more in compare to death.
Do you agree?
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