June 25th, 2008 by tziaaa

sorry. it gonna be another emo post again.

morning was good. it’s a chocolate day for me.
chocolates made up my day. *LOVES*
THANKS to my sister cockoo jokes last night.
I was emo, I didn’t tell her, yet she somehow make out some silly jokes and made me laugh out my ass.

and my mom is in a very good mood today.
chit-chatted with her a lot bout my uni life.

then, chelle ask me to go for sports.
we went jogging, swimming. sweat out a lot and feel really great.
and yea, Joel was there too.

-hmmm. They are your best friend, how bout me?
you rather stay with them but not me.
I thought I am your best best friend.
But well, I don’t think so now. They seems to be more important than me.
and I doubt that I am your first priority.
I am truly disappointed.
and yea, this is the 1st time I show her tempered. sigh.

you scared you will get ditched?
I am the one who got ditched hundred times more often than you.
I had promise you I will never ditch you.
You are always my first priority after my family. sigh.

I am feeling down and lonely now.

p/s – I feel like a puppet getting push here and there.