By I need a solution.
=(
first of all,stress.
Try to imagine.
I am going into a exam room *one-to-one* in 2 weeks time,
and I can’t even play my piano pieces in whole??
omg, I really don’t know what is going to happen.
Failed is sure,
but, please don’t chase me out of the room.
It gonna be real embarrassing!!
arghhhhhhhh.
& tomorrow is my chinese mid-term.
I never felt this nervous before for any chinese paper. not even SPM.
this is the 1st time I feeling so.
I got a feeling that I gonna do badly!
sigh, I really did study okie??!!
BUT STILL, luck just doesn’t side me.
and,
some people that I trusted and shared things with,
actually said that I took their care for granted!
It’s million times worst than getting backstabbed, fooled by fucked up prank, etc.
wtf is wrong with today.
stress already drive me cuckoo and now I get some hilarious accused!
tell me, what did I do that you make you think that I m taking YOUR CARE for granted?
If you want to think of me that way, then it’s better for you stop caring about me.
yesh, I am craving for care, & I want to be love so badly.
but fuck it, I don’t need people who care then bitch.
I DON’T DESERVE TO BE TREATED THIS WAY.
Michelle
July 29, 2008there’s two more weeks for the piano exam. means there’s still time. relax babe. just do your best. you’ll do great!
Xeon
July 29, 2008lolz~
well maybe u appreciate their caring~but then they just don’t feel how you “appreciate” that lol~or maybe just their mood is quite bad~and suddenly comes out such word bah~well i did some mistake like that before~and i really regret for doing so~but then sometimes they do need friends to care abt them also bah~
but then~it’s too bad when u’re bad mood~and ur fren also the same with you~lolz~well maybe that’s fate~
well~hope u do forgive ur fren as if ur fren apologize for such act~but if they’re not~then juz fuck it bah~LOL~
take care always~things won’t go until so negative sometimes~be positive abit bah(although i’m always negative xD)~
*~Xeon~*
taymindis
July 29, 2008U look like very familiar, u are UTAR foundation student is it? look like a same person.
candy =)
July 30, 2008omg my exam also leh~!!!
6th of august.
mayb we’ll meet at the exam hall LOL.
grand blue wave hotel i suppose?
taymindis
July 30, 2008today, i saw you in canteen with Pink color shirt, is it you?
but i can confirm that you are UTAR student, nice to meet you, i already add you as friend, mind to be friend?hehe
lin29
July 30, 2008hey so where can i ask u a gal personal type of question? or maybe i can ask u through sms? wats ur number?
Siying
July 31, 2008Just ignore it,
and be yourself…
Cheer up yea…
CherliN :: Tzia
August 2, 2008michelle – thanks babe. i will practice =)
xeon – he apologized, and he’s forgiven. hee!
taymindis – next time say hie la.lol.
candy – i dun even know my venue weihhhh.
lin29 – drop me ur num or msn? =)
siying – hmm. *smile*