a RE-post!
July 29th, 2008 by tziaaa
I need a solution.
=(
first of all,stress.
Try to imagine.
I am going into a exam room *one-to-one* in 2 weeks time,
and I can’t even play my piano pieces in whole??
omg, I really don’t know what is going to happen.
Failed is sure,
but, please don’t chase me out of the room.
It gonna be real embarrassing!!
arghhhhhhhh.
& tomorrow is my chinese mid-term.
I never felt this nervous before for any chinese paper. not even SPM.
this is the 1st time I feeling so.
I got a feeling that I gonna do badly!
sigh, I really did study okie??!!
BUT STILL, luck just doesn’t side me.
and,
some people that I trusted and shared things with,
actually said that I took their care for granted!
It’s million times worst than getting backstabbed, fooled by fucked up prank, etc.
wtf is wrong with today.
stress already drive me cuckoo and now I get some hilarious accused!
tell me, what did I do that you make you think that I m taking YOUR CARE for granted?
If you want to think of me that way, then it’s better for you stop caring about me.
yesh, I am craving for care, & I want to be love so badly.
but fuck it, I don’t need people who care then bitch.
I DON’T DESERVE TO BE TREATED THIS WAY.
- 8 Comments »
- Posted in disgusted/irritated, emotional/depressed
July 29th, 2008 at 5:28 pm
there’s two more weeks for the piano exam. means there’s still time. relax babe. just do your best. you’ll do great!
July 29th, 2008 at 11:23 pm
lolz~
well maybe u appreciate their caring~but then they just don’t feel how you “appreciate” that lol~or maybe just their mood is quite bad~and suddenly comes out such word bah~well i did some mistake like that before~and i really regret for doing so~but then sometimes they do need friends to care abt them also bah~
but then~it’s too bad when u’re bad mood~and ur fren also the same with you~lolz~well maybe that’s fate~
well~hope u do forgive ur fren as if ur fren apologize for such act~but if they’re not~then juz fuck it bah~LOL~
take care always~things won’t go until so negative sometimes~be positive abit bah(although i’m always negative xD)~
*~Xeon~*
July 29th, 2008 at 11:52 pm
U look like very familiar, u are UTAR foundation student is it? look like a same person.
July 30th, 2008 at 2:22 pm
omg my exam also leh~!!!
6th of august.
mayb we’ll meet at the exam hall LOL.
grand blue wave hotel i suppose?
July 30th, 2008 at 3:01 pm
today, i saw you in canteen with Pink color shirt, is it you?
but i can confirm that you are UTAR student, nice to meet you, i already add you as friend, mind to be friend?hehe
July 30th, 2008 at 6:19 pm
hey so where can i ask u a gal personal type of question? or maybe i can ask u through sms? wats ur number?
July 31st, 2008 at 5:58 pm
Just ignore it,
and be yourself…
Cheer up yea…
August 2nd, 2008 at 1:36 am
michelle – thanks babe. i will practice =)
xeon – he apologized, and he’s forgiven. hee!
taymindis – next time say hie la.lol.
candy – i dun even know my venue weihhhh.
lin29 – drop me ur num or msn? =)
siying – hmm. *smile*