2009

2009.

Everything seems to be equally bad good on 2009. there’s up and down, roller coaster liked, everyone are the same, they said. i don’t know how true is it, but at least, mine is so. on 2009, i had the best and the worst.

okay, if you stuck a gun on me, and force me to tell what’s the worst part of mine on 2009. I would say, relationship, with friends.

we will the best friends forever, that’s our promise when we’re in high school. We are now in uni, living on a very different lifestyle, and there’s when we lost the promise. something significant has missing, I have forgotten when i last shared my emotions with them .our friendship is long over-due. i miss you all, girls. yes, this year i had lost a few of my dearest old friends, and gain a few new one. Many of the new faces i met but I don’t call them my friends, maybe, they have never count me as one of them too. hmmm. of course, there’s still a few to appreciate ♥, and i am glad. I am looking forward for a better friendship on 2010.

family.♥ Everyone of us seems to be having a different personality, but there’s something that’s similar in us which keep the bond so strong. The love, it is. I love my mother, she is getting more and more tech-savvy, she read my blog, and my twit this year. I think that’s when she started to understand me more, and then, the generation gap got closer. :) my dad is still as strict, i would say i were pretty unsatisfied with his action early this year, but mom psycho-ed me. i started to understand him a lil more, and get slightly not so rebellious. lol. my sister, as sweet as usual, i know my secrets is save with her, oh, my cash too! my brother wise, we argued slightly lesser only because I am in Kampar most of the time. wtf. & he now loves the girlfriend more than anyone of us. FOL. as a conclusion, I learned to appreciate their existence and not to take them for granted. I don’t want to regret only when it’s already too late.

love. i fell for someone in the middle of the year. He left me with a broken heart. Till someone ♥ came in to my life, and guided me through the way back into love. ♥ Still,there’s up and down in a relationship. We are as stubborn, and he can be really mean when the anger and ego came into the way. We used to argue 6 days in week, till, even my mom couldn’t stand it and ask us to stop arguing. lol. Times has been really bad till we have have to declare it as the end for millions of times because he is tired of those arguments and I am tired of holding back . It isn’t an easy word, but it still came out from him. Guess, you know how shitty the situation is. however, things are getting better now. at least, noone is leaving noone anymore. Enduring, it is. i love you laaaa!

financial, wise. I have got a job this year, so stop accusing me using other’s money. i have been working till today, and hopefully it goes on till forever. ha. My boss is TimonthyTiah from nuffnang, so yea!  ♥ Nuffang! I am now way to lazy to get my ass out to work. those painful working experience of standing in heels for hours, NO MORE, bye, ha!

as for my studies, it was really equally good bad throughout the year. & seriously, Kampar is the worst place i have ever been, the boredom can really kill me. That’s is a hell big sacrifice i did for my studies this year. fml. Anyway, i will be getting my results real soon, wishing for a good start for 2010. :)

last but not least, i curled my hair on 2009. for the first time for my entire life! gahhhh!

& now 2009 is already a past, i shall look forward and go on with my journey of life wishing it to be a better one.
good bye 2009, and hello, 2010.

XOXO