By smile eases everything?
I doubt that now.
I doubt that now.
某个友人告诉我，
把事情简单化，多些微笑。
那样，世界会变得更美丽。
那样，人也会活得更轻松.
我当真的笑着过日子，
把一切不开心的锁在心中的密室里，
把一切开心的带在脸上与大家分享。
把一切不开心的锁在心中的密室里，
把一切开心的带在脸上与大家分享。
笑一笑，姑且能把愁绪抛开。
但心中却已留下了一个烙印。
一个永远都无法消退的烙印。
失去感觉，失去方向。
忘了自我，忘了反应。
因为，一切似乎已成了定局。
…
Bad day. Things drive me crazy!
– I had screwed up a precious friendship of mine.-
I have no idea what should I do.
I want to solve it but I couldn’t think of any solution.
I am sorry if you think it’s all a lie.
I had been true and sincere enough towards our friendship.
but still, it depends on how you think.
I have no idea what should I do.
I want to solve it but I couldn’t think of any solution.
I am sorry if you think it’s all a lie.
I had been true and sincere enough towards our friendship.
but still, it depends on how you think.
– Accounting assignment, due date tomorrow –
Rushing like some idiot. Tomorrow due date but we did nothing yet.
We did it last minute because we were all busy preparing for the mid-term test before this.
Only Maggie and I will be doing this assignment though we got 5 members in our group, as we both do not know how to separate the work because they did not join the interview and basically do not know anything bout it. It’s last minute, it’s impossible to explain to the other 4. *I’m sorry friend, for not giving any part for you girls to do. Well, we wil do the presentation slide together yea?” well, I am speechless, just feel really, truly disappointed towards my performance on this assignment. Never knew I will cry over an assignment. If only…. If only… And yea, Maggie fall sick, and she cried because she is so worried that we couldn’t finish up our assignment. See her being over-stress I promised her that I will do the group assignment solo and she will do the checking. But I know she definitely will still insist to do together.
– Bad 10 mins speech result –
I got 17/20. It’s bad. I wanted a better result. sigh!
Rushing like some idiot. Tomorrow due date but we did nothing yet.
We did it last minute because we were all busy preparing for the mid-term test before this.
Only Maggie and I will be doing this assignment though we got 5 members in our group, as we both do not know how to separate the work because they did not join the interview and basically do not know anything bout it. It’s last minute, it’s impossible to explain to the other 4. *I’m sorry friend, for not giving any part for you girls to do. Well, we wil do the presentation slide together yea?” well, I am speechless, just feel really, truly disappointed towards my performance on this assignment. Never knew I will cry over an assignment. If only…. If only… And yea, Maggie fall sick, and she cried because she is so worried that we couldn’t finish up our assignment. See her being over-stress I promised her that I will do the group assignment solo and she will do the checking. But I know she definitely will still insist to do together.
– Bad 10 mins speech result –
I got 17/20. It’s bad. I wanted a better result. sigh!
arghh! BAD DAY.
why must it all crash together?
sigh!
XOXO
Siying
July 24, 2008我，还是会选择微笑…或许，微笑不能解决一切…相同的，闷着不开心，也不能把你心中的烙印给去处掉…两者，都不会给你带来好处…既然，两者都没有好处，那为何不想想两者的坏处呢？
闷闷不乐：一，会让你闷出病来，整个人会变得脾气火暴，到时候，就连你现在身边的朋友也疏远你。二，闷出病来，你就没有足够的体力、精神去挽救你这一段友谊。
开心微笑：一，微笑不但不会为你带来疾病， 反而会因为你的开朗，而促进你脑袋的思考能力，让你更快、更有效的想出解决方法，来挽救你的着段友谊。二，开心微笑的你，比起闷闷不乐的你，来的更charming。
相信，现在的你，知道会选择哪一个的吧…嘻嘻…
Nothing is permanent in this world, including our trouble…
(^_^) 加油
CherliN :: Tzia
July 24, 2008I get what you mean. I chose to be happy. I want to be happy. but still, there’s something beneath my smile. u get what i mean?
kido-aka-lalado
July 24, 2008我又来探访了~
^^
或许
你真的把整件事情看得太复杂了？
放下自尊
好好聊聊
把话说开来
或许
事情就能那么简单的解决~？
我是不清楚
你们所谓的“谎言”又多严重
但是
一段友情
被你看得很重的友情
却能轻易的被这误会
误会吗？
whatever
~打垮
太经不起考验了
了解你想挽回这段友情的心情
时间会证明一切的
真正的友情经得起考验
你朋友也真是了
哎~
best wishes
tO everything u dO
especially your piano practical exam ^^
I MISS MY PIANO!!!
Siying
July 24, 2008Yea, i know… But you can try, can’t you? Hehe… Try your best, then you will have no regret next time…
Smile always…
(^_^)
ryn
July 25, 2008link me! :)
and all the best. you’ll pull through.
Xeon
July 25, 2008seriously~
we shouldn’t hide any sadness from ur best friend~or friends that can share ur sadness with~hiding those sadness with smiling is stupid(i think so.)~
ur best friend want to help you more than see you smile~isn’t it? smiling with sadness inside ur heart can’t compare with a normal smile that hav no sadness at all~
well~so the conclusion is~express ur sadness~in any ways~u can share it with ur frens~can shout it out~write it on blog~or any others way that make u feel that u release out “what make you sad”~
and also the friends thing~well~u’re trying to save ur friendship after u screwed it up~so maybe u realize u’re wrong or u shouldn’t do/tell something to ur friend and now u’re trying to fix this relationship~for me~as long as u got the heart~sincerity~to apologize~to fix this relationship~and ur friends will feel it and think abt it~then it will be alrite very soon~
anyway~just my comments~take it or ignore it~lolz~
take care always~
*~Xeon~*
CherliN :: Tzia
July 25, 2008kido-aka-lalado – 对，时间的却证明了我对她来说不在重要了。 多希望我只是在胡思乱想。sigh. i hate piano!
siying – i will listen to u =)
ryn – link u soon yea =)
xeon – I will be crying if I am not smiling =)sigh,
kido-aka-lalado
July 25, 2008huh!?
为什么你讨厌钢琴？
都已经到第八级了
加油哦！
讨厌的话给我啦
我现在要都没得弹
呜呜~
have a niCe day~
Xeon
July 25, 2008lolz~
well that’s also 1 of the way~but not suggested haha~
the feeling hav someone to comfort is better than crying alone? lol~anyway it depends on urself also bah~
take care always ya~
*~Xeon~*
CherliN :: Tzia
July 26, 2008kido-aka-lalado – 因为考试很烦人！
xeon – lol. i know what u mean la. yea. is always better to have someone beside when u r down. i agree with that