習慣
August 18th, 2009 by tziaaa
“情人間常說：「我對你不再有愛，都變成了習慣了。」
其實，習慣並沒有什麼不好。
它讓你自然的去做。
自然的去想他，自然的去愛他。
當你已經不覺得自己在付出時，
也許你覺得，你己開始習慣，有他陪伴在你的生命中，
那才是真的愛。” – Ivan K
閑著沒事， 開始閱讀別人的部落格， 而偶然發現這一篇文章，更被他所寫的這一段給吸引了。
想對他正在質疑我的愛的他說：「也許我對你不再有愛，都變成了習慣了。」
我習慣了早晨起來有你的短訊，
我習慣了對你說我有多想念你，
我習慣了有你陪著我一起發呆，
我習慣了有你牽著我的手逛街，
我習慣了你那樣傻傻地看著我，
我習慣了在睡前聽聽你的聲音，
我已習慣有你。愛你，也成了我戒不掉的習慣。
你質疑我的愛， 我慌了， 我累了，我無力和你爭。
我問是否我不夠好，你說你要改變我。那一刻，我頹廢了。
人何來的完美。 我不完美，你也是如此，但我接受了，為何你不能。
和你在一起，不是一兩年的兒游戲， 是一輩子的事，難道說這一輩子我都不能做回我自己了嗎？
你問我為你做了些什么？ 你不提，我也忘了。
但仔細想想，好像，不少。至少，對你的一切承諾我都遵守了。
只是，你的眼睛被疑惑給蒙住了，你什么都看不見了。
反倒是你，一次又一次的食言了，我什么都沒說。只是，心在淌血。
是的，我不開心了； 天也下起雨了。
但我相信，雨后有晴天，一切都會好起來的。
=）
photography credits to kevinhan
- 15 Comments »
- Posted in chinese, emotional/depressed, photography, thoughts
August 18th, 2009 at 7:42 pm
突然间写起华语了! o____O
August 18th, 2009 at 7:58 pm
I just heard something same,from the one I love….I can understand the feeling…
August 18th, 2009 at 9:21 pm
Annie Chin loves this post.
I’m feeling a little confused too.But somehow your post makes me clearer of what I want.Thanks!=)
And +u!I’m sure everything will be fine.=))
August 18th, 2009 at 11:11 pm
雨后有晴天,雨后总会有彩虹 =)
加油！！
August 18th, 2009 at 11:13 pm
雨后总会有彩虹 =)
加油！！
August 19th, 2009 at 12:30 am
your tight dress got some lace and see thru showing you damn hot and sexy ! hehee… bleeding …
you seems like all the time moody about your love (the Boy friend) ….. but is kind normal.. this is what happens to a young girl who falling in love..
August 19th, 2009 at 8:47 am
能成爲習慣也是种福氣~
能成爲習慣的不多，既然已經變成習慣就讓它維持~
August 19th, 2009 at 11:33 am
i love the black and yellow combination. the yellow background makes me focus directly to th subject
August 19th, 2009 at 3:44 pm
Don’t worry. You know I will always be here for you.
Some things I cannot type here but I had already sms you.
Don’t be sad, everything will be fine.
ILY, always will.
AND HELLO. your chinese thoughts come back already la now! hhahaa
August 19th, 2009 at 6:54 pm
hey tzia,
its really difficult to see u appear in my blog ^^ welcome once again!
thx for ur compliment anyway, Im just trying to write out my thout and feels towards my love life… and this articles came out from there ^^ glad that most of u all like it ^^ and maybe remind u all bout someone ^^
no matter wat… we still need to move on! gambatte!!!
August 21st, 2009 at 12:15 am
can i save ur this photo and put into my phone.. as wallpaper?
hehe.. when we want take photo both of us?
August 21st, 2009 at 11:16 pm
gambateh ohh~
August 23rd, 2009 at 12:45 pm
wow! the article is good! And you look awesome! ^^
August 23rd, 2009 at 12:47 pm
I am a victim of empty promises from lover as well. I know how it feel. poor gal! Anyway, you have plenty of friends to support you, which is fantastic!
August 24th, 2009 at 2:29 pm
joshuaongys – i random only la.
anderson – oh well. chill yea.
annie – yea, everything will be fine!
freda – I believe in it!
danieltong – haha! you want use then you use lo! *smile
dsvt – maintain? i will.
yuli – thanks a lot. =)
ivank – *smillleee
mojojo – thanks yea! *smile
adele – i know! lovessss.
viya – awww.. thanks a lot!
penton – trust me, things will definitely be fine as long as both willing to put in effort. *hugs.