I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned that our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances.
Things weren’t as tough as I thought. or is it that I have immune to it ever since I am form 3? I don’t know and I never try to figure it out.
I got in to a serious relationship when I am form 4, and obviously I didn’t get the treatment of a princess. & my ex ended up with my bestfriendS. and that’s when I start to be extremely emotional and that’s when I became so so so soft-hearted. So damm temperamental. yuishhh! I am serious in every relationship after that, but I didn’t get pampered and love like how I used to get before the so called serious relationship? Is it KARMA or is it this world is just too cruel and we just have to face the reality. I am not giving up in relationship, just, taking a break to catch a breath. Enjoy what we have now, appreciation? not now, maybe, till the one who appreciate you appear, on one fine day.
at this very moment, I know the one I need the most is still my friends and of course my family.
a lover? I trust that fate will bring me to him. I just have to wait.
Form 3, I brutally got involved in a relationship with a guy that other people claims he already have a girlfriend which he denied it. Good enough, my wonderful seniors(girls) call me a slut/bitch. Created a profile to shoot me and bitch about me. Wrote ” tzia’s a slut” on the freakin whiteboard right in front of my class. Insulting me right in front my face? It’s so damm tough for a 15 years old girl. I cried as if my family had just passed a way, abuse myself, kept quiet and accept all those shit. How much I wish I could shout out :” how the fuck I know he have got a girlfriend?!”
why the heck do I deserve all those?
I had experience the worst, this time, it’s nothing.
” I think that you’re right.”
” Do what you think is right and with no regret.”
yes, I just want to be who I am, the original me. I just want to smile again.
I’m pretty fine now. Yes, of course I am. because, I have bunch of honeyed friend with me. always so concern bout me and stand on my side.
p/s – I sort of losing the ability, to read your mind. I bet you too. You knew me for so long, but I guess you still don’t know who I really am. I have changed, I know what is wrong and right. But, I am just another normal human, I make mistakes too. so do you, my dear friend.
& my classmates are all simple yet sweet, they might not be able to help, but they are good enough to make me smile from my heart.
In addition, my sister had grown up, she starts to back me up *emotionally* when I am facing problems. Thanks sis!
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