“我把記憶的碎片慢慢拼在一起,才發現自己是多麽的後悔,以前沒有好好保管自己的記憶。
我忘記了太多太多不想忘掉的。
可是有的記憶,任憑我怎麽甩開,卻還是永遠的跟着我。
如果人能選擇自己的記憶,那該多好?”- brother’s blog
一些事,我这辈子都不可能忘记,我以为。
但是,它却随着时间的流逝而慢慢被冲淡了。
久而久之,这些记忆完完全全被抹光了。
而有些事,我不以为然。
它却像是万能胶般牢牢的粘着我。
总是有的没得,在我毫无防备下,忽然冒出来。
…
went to saloon to had my hair re-bonded AGAIN.
as you can see from the previous post, my hair wasn’t curly or whatsoever.
it’s rather relatively tame and straight, but hell, my hair is not behaving well, it’s simply unmanageable.
wk asked me out for lunch, I asked him to pick me up on 12pm. *note – i went to the saloon on 8am sharp. after several times of hair re-bonding experiences, I had expected it to be a time consuming process. I expecting it to used up about 4hrs to complete the whole process.
1st hr…
2nd hr…
3rd hr…
I start getting impatient, because I am still at the steaming process.
4th hr..
which is about 12pm. wk called and told me he has reached.
I had washed off the don’t-know-what lotion on my hair, and the hairdresser is then ironing my hair.
when she done ironing, I stand up and thought that I could go already.
but I was asked to sit down again. she said, I still have to apply the neutralizer that is applied to set the bond and stabilize my hair and keep it for 1/2 an hour , rinse it off, then do treatment, and lastly, another ironing process.
i almost faint, no joke.
my ass couldn’t stand any longer, i have been sticking to the chair for the past 4 freaking hours.
& wk is waiting. gosh.
5th hour,
the hair dresser did the hair treatment for me, and it has to be kept for 10 mins.
*note – wk has been waiting for 1 hour plus. i feel bad.
that’s when, bad memories of mine came back and haunt me again.
…
I was working @ xxx that time, my 1st ever true love came to find me for lunch.
I supposed to have my break on 2pm, but I am serving some extra ma-fan customer, and that dragged me for an hour plus.
after all done, i went to him, and that’s when he started to shout at me.
“fuck you la, I waited for one hour plus.”
i got really pissed off but still i apologized for keeping him await.
yet, him being uncool and showing me his tempered.
hell. it’s not my fault, i am not allowed to go for break, you see.
“fuck, can you please be more understanding.” I said.
he was pissed. and left me alone there with 2 words…
“fuck off.“
I don’t know whether I am the one to be blame, all i know is that, it left me a scar.
just so you know.
…
the hairdresser then came to me and rise off the treatment cream, it eventually discontinue me from sudden thoughts of the past. memories that, I never thought it’s still in my mind, after 4 years.
yea… the rebonding process took up 5hrs to complete.
Once the whole process is done. I straight jump up from my chair, pay, smile, thank you, walk out, and go into wk’s car. apologize for keeping him await, then, go for lunch.
& yea, my hair is obviously much more smoother and straighter. & bouncing? yes. wtf.
this suppose to be an ideal outcome, but me started to complain it’s too straight for me.
wtf. yes, I know it’s just me being paranoid. *it happened everytime after my re-bonding.
my mom was like.
‘WTH, you straightened your hair, obviously it’s going to be straight right?!!”
& when I told michelle that I had just straightened my hair. and she reacted by…
“agaiNNNN?” , “don’t go wash it again please.”
she knows me the best, she knew that I going to wash my hair within the 3 days time*which i’m not allowed to* just because I think it’s too straight. yea.
but michelle, this time, I won’t.*promise* ;)
lalalalalala~ ;)
ptsk
March 9, 2009nice straight hair.. haha.. juz notice ur shirt in d pics a.. u play squash??
Dest1nY`
March 9, 2009omg, lucky i don nid to rebond hair, if not i will b asking the people, “y so long? izit wrong timing? i scare my hair burn lar”
but i’ve tried dying my hair that last like 2 hrs, omigosh, n when the hairdresser helped me to dye, it was damn painful*kept pulling my hair* OUCH!!
well, as a person’s bf he should understand tat gals are meant for people to wait..for me, i personally think tat waiting a gal will giv me something to 期待 b4 seeing her. But i hate boys tat are late, although SOMETIMES, i late too =p
o btw, straight hair ROXX!!! luv it ~~
wanyee
March 9, 2009wtf remember that time I waited 3 hours for billy? T____T I’m so good tempered man didn’t shout at him.
Rain
March 9, 2009Take off that stupid music from the background la..so irritating. Ur posts r gr8t. but music suckksss
Huan
March 10, 2009Haha… I am sorry to tell you that I am unable to differentiate your hair before and after re-bond.
And about that customer, what’s going on actually? That kind of customer is quite a lot in this world. Heh…
alvin
March 10, 2009hi there again tzia… cheerz forget about the past anyway it’s not your fault so don put the blame on yourself k? he sounds rude..just a small matter and he cant tolerate you
so it’s not worth blaming yourself for that
anyway nice hairstyle and pictures
take care, stay pretty and happy always ya
=)
MGSxF
March 10, 2009An advice from me: “The art of waiting… is not to wait at all”
This is because the restlessness and the uncertainty of one’s emotion is so hard to endure when waiting for someone/something. The endless wait keep the heart and mind in a very unstable state, therefore temper is harder to control…
So, in order to wait for someone, the trick is: not to wait… just do something else, cause he/she will come eventually… no point getting all frustrated… the one who is late is trying their best to reach, and therefore putting more guilt on the person who is late… will very much indeed leave a long-lasting scar…
In ur case, u did nothin wrong… but ur ex did… one hour plus is just one tiny length of any relationship… if it is true love… i think I’m willing to wait even if it’s eternity… he’s getting mad because he’s selfish enough to just think he has wasted one hour of doing nothing… while he should see it as spending the time waiting for the one he loved and pondering what both of you could do when you two meet…
I’ve waited long long hours for a lot of ppl… but to spend time arguing for the lateness will make the day worse…
So I would say.. just let go of wat happened… if he thinks you’re not even worth of waiting for just one hour plus… i don’t think you should spend one minute delving in the same mood…
peng01
March 10, 2009I agree with Rain, nice blog but pls no music. LOL
乌鸦
March 10, 2009give him a big slap on his face and ask him fuck off too. lolz, what a bf
Rain
March 10, 2009Damn cute la you, the music now is good.. xD
JayCooL ~Diamond 5th~
March 11, 2009aha…whtz wrong ur hair this noon? totally cant recog. u at all this noon…XD
CherliN :: Tzia
March 11, 2009ptsk – yea. i can play. but not pro la. ;) used to go for training (4 years ago.)
destiny – yea. i hate guys to be late too. maybe he hate me being late also lo. lol, dye hair also need kinda long one. 2hrs, sometimes might need 3hrs also.
wanyee – omg. i remember. u, perfect gf la!!
rain – cause it’s currently unavailabe? haha.
huan – well, real life maybe u can. ;)
alvin – *smile* thanks for ur compliment. ;)
mgsxf – hmm. just my ramdomly the memories came back to me. i m fine ;)
peng01 – haha. removed. cause even myself stop the music everything i go into my own page. lol.
乌鸦- haha. i didn’t la. ;)
jaycool – uh? u saw me? where? eh. just straightened. look damm flat lerr.
Anonymous
March 11, 2009您好,这是我第一次留言给你,也许也是唯一的一次。。。
我是冲着你所写的那几行华文字而留言的。
记忆,只是人生中的一部分,如果只选择你要的回忆,人生不再完整,记忆的拼图也不再完美。。。
人类被创造出来,就不是十全十美,有的只是独一无二,因为这样有些记忆就让它自己被遗忘吧,人类们就是这样而被创造的,不是吗?
别为难自己了,为何强制去自制它呢?
也许,你的潜意思也不想把它遗忘吧。。。
因为这个缺陷美,所以我们才需要一踏一脚步的走完自己所选择的路。。。
也许,我说得太多了吧,或则,你可能觉得我在说废话,无论如何,最重要是活得开心。。。
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