cast down

“什么事都不是大事、一切都会将过去的。”

这样好吗？我不晓得。

只知道这样总比…

把一些无关痛痒的事批上身，

帮不了多少就算了，还把小时搞成大事，

然后发闷，再莫名其妙地发飙

…好多了。

。。。

The breakdown is welcoming me.
so long since the last time I felt this way.

I had lost my skill of communication, once again.
I can no longer joke around with them, the bunch of people that I used to call them, my friend.

I tried hard to make this bunch of people my friends rather than just classmate, But,
From the second he throw my phone down on the table, and act like nothing happened,
From the second I cried and I walked away, but nobody bother to call and look for me,
I know, I failed.

Self handicapping in a failure like me doesn’t help, I failed,
even in finding an excuse to defend myself.

Yea, I am depressed.

Thanks yeewei for asking me to tag along for LEFT 4 DEAD.
& the other guys that said they will play the role of the infected just to let me shoot, though they are the one killing me in the end. Appreciated, still.

Follow by lunch with Ivan, yeewei and Chianwei.
Then, accompanied the guys for bowling.

&, yea, I played bowling for the 1st time in my whole life.

I hit 9 pins in the 1st shoot. Yeewei and Ivan got so shocked.
Then, I missed all in all the following play. yea. & They say that’s normal. lol.

Went to arcade.
played the mini bowling.

It’s much much more easier. ;)

I didn’t want to go home. I know I will be thinking a lot when I am alone.
& so, I suggested Snow Flakes.

Ivan suddenly join me for camwhore voluntarily. Unexpected.
But well, it makes me feel so much better.

of course, a shoot of the driver too. ;)

I believe that sweet stuff has the ability to sweetened up the bitter-ness in me at that moment.
So instead of the sour dessert that I order every time I visit Snowflakes, I tried something sweet today.

also it comes along with a small glass of milk look alike creamer.

“什么事都不是大事、一切都会将过去的。”

这样好像真的比较好。

p.s. – alright, time for assignments. ;(

XOXO