这样好吗?我不晓得。
只知道这样总比…
把一些无关痛痒的事批上身,
帮不了多少就算了,还把小时搞成大事,
然后发闷,再莫名其妙地发飙
…好多了。
。。。
The breakdown is welcoming me.
so long since the last time I felt this way.
I had lost my skill of communication, once again.
I can no longer joke around with them, the bunch of people that I used to call them, my friend.
I tried hard to make this bunch of people my friends rather than just classmate, But,
From the second he throw my phone down on the table, and act like nothing happened,
From the second I cried and I walked away, but nobody bother to call and look for me,
I know, I failed.
Self handicapping in a failure like me doesn’t help, I failed,
even in finding an excuse to defend myself.
Yea, I am depressed.
Thanks yeewei for asking me to tag along for LEFT 4 DEAD.
& the other guys that said they will play the role of the infected just to let me shoot, though they are the one killing me in the end. Appreciated, still.
Follow by lunch with Ivan, yeewei and Chianwei.
Then, accompanied the guys for bowling.
&, yea, I played bowling for the 1st time in my whole life.
I hit 9 pins in the 1st shoot. Yeewei and Ivan got so shocked.
Then, I missed all in all the following play. yea. & They say that’s normal. lol.
Went to arcade.
played the mini bowling.
It’s much much more easier. ;)
I didn’t want to go home. I know I will be thinking a lot when I am alone.
& so, I suggested Snow Flakes.
Ivan suddenly join me for camwhore voluntarily. Unexpected.
But well, it makes me feel so much better.
I believe that sweet stuff has the ability to sweetened up the bitter-ness in me at that moment.
So instead of the sour dessert that I order every time I visit Snowflakes, I tried something sweet today.
snowflake’s best seller – grass jelly ice with taroballs.
chewy taroballs on layers of grass jelly over a healthy portion of grass jelly ice.
这样好像真的比较好。
p.s. – alright, time for assignments. ;(

chasing dreams
March 20, 2009sighs.. frens hat acually delibrately thew ur phone on tables then act nothing are not consider as frens k .. u have not failed.. jst that the wave length that u gives out is not the same as those fellas..
无限的爱
March 21, 2009开心与不开心,还是要过呀!
让你每天的日子都开心的过就好啦!
得空还可以出来拍拍照,暖和心情。。。正因为你喜欢拍照。。。或也许我是摄影师。。。我爱看你的部落格。。但最近好像很少出外景拍照了哦!
最重要的是。。你是美女呀!(被叫美女耶。。。开心了吧!!!)
Anonymous
March 21, 2009look at yr neck,u become chubby liao. but still yr eye looks electrify.
Chris Joe - Facebook
March 21, 2009life is like that .. sometimes you have to adapt to to enviroment. but at the end of the day,.. it makes us a better person..
Have a great weekend..@@@
Chris
orge
March 21, 2009experience = pass tense = something make u emotion
it will be ur memory neither u wan or dont.
dun worry it~~~
every thing is ok,
又死不了,
生不如死得以后还有很多,
so dun care about tis such thing,
every thing will be normal if u dun very care about it.
u will sad cause by u very take care,
try to ignore it,
will be much more better~~~
Will
March 21, 2009That is life, you’ll have those that like you and those that hate you for no apparent reason. Take comfort in knowing that those well liked will tend to be well hated as well.
Dest1nY`
March 21, 2009well..good luck on yr assignment
unfortunately, i am in the same kind of situation like u, jz tat they din threw my phone on the grnd n act nth happen..but u noe, its easier said than done, u really cant do anything so the onli thing is jz bear wit it for the rest of the class.
ultraman
March 21, 2009有时候把不开心的事忘了,也是一种能解脱,总比天天把它挂在嘴边,想着想着的,会把病都逼出来,Cherlin 你要把每天都当是快乐的一天,因为快乐总会带来幸运,幸运就会带来金钱,然后就可以买你要的东西,然后你就会越来越来的开心了!哈哈!
ptsk
March 21, 2009omg.. don tell me u also starting to ply L4D a.. haha
anything don b sad o.. u can see u got alot of frens by ur side ma
Hamstrex (new reader)
March 21, 2009heyhey… i jz wana ask……. whr is that desert from? looks delicious *drooling* =D
get well soon =)
Ke Hui
March 21, 2009*huggg*
for all the unhappiness that you’re going through now. babe, i’m here ok? though you may not confide in me, but i still want you to know that i will be here if you need me. anytime. =]
and assignments are finishing. so we’ll meet up soon okie?
*huggggg*
JXXXXXX
March 21, 2009Sometimes people like to make any judgements or humiliations without thinking any consequences after tat… Sometimes we might treat like a joke but most of the time they leave marks deep in our hearts tat might take a long time to heal or recover… but all we can do might be cryin alone or be sad for a while, for the world is still turning and life still goes on… in the end we hav to overcome these and continue with it…
As one of your so called "friends" I apologize behalf of tat guy… even though i do care abt ur feelin after tat incident & try to see wat happened to you, i saw tat you were inside the computer lab surfin the net, so i thought u r ok, i m really sorry though… hope you can forgive me… and never think that you are alone or being hated…
CherliN :: Tzia
March 21, 2009chasing dream – I just don't understand why.
无限的爱- whua. happy happy. LOL. swt ;) 拍照,心情真的会变好噢。
anon – that photo took quite some time ago, haha, still yea, i got chubbier by days.
chris joe – thanks for your advice.
orge – 你说的有道理,又死不了,明天会更好。
will – that's what ppl call the reality uh.
destiny – i want to change the situation, yousee.
ultraman – 真亏你还想到这。哈哈。
ptsk – l4d nice marr.
Hamstrex (new reader) – snowflakes, @ss15 ;)it's opposite asia cafe.
kehui – i know i still got you. let's go starbucks for our iced chocolate session. and I owe you rm2. remember?
joshua – thanks for your concern. yea. the only things that I can do is go into my very own blogging world that I can express myself better. & so, I went into the lab. Thanks for letting me know that you care. It means a lot, somehow.
ultraman
March 22, 2009哈哈!没什么啦..cherlin 只要你笑,就算好了!^^
l4d好玩吗?
Dest1nY`
March 22, 2009江山易改,本性难移
weeKIMhock~黄金福
March 22, 2009thanks for your visit to my blog like ermmm…few weeks ago~ hahaha…
cheers. come visit more~
kim
Hamstrex (new reader)
March 22, 2009wuhu.. .thankx =D
MGSxF
March 24, 2009Seeing your blog for a while now, and I would assume that you want good listeners, and I’m sure you have quite a number of them, even if you don’t, ur readers, like us… would be glad to hear your story out and give our utmost replies to you…
There will alwiz be sad times, and there will certainly alwiz be happy times…
Just keep in mind that we’ll cheer u up when you’re sad, and share the happiness when you smile