lonely christmas

It’ll be lonely this Christmas
Without you to hold
It’ll be lonely this Christmas
Lonely and cold
It’ll be cold, so cold, without you to hold
This Christmas.

…

I realize I am one that drop my tears much more easier than being excited/happy over things.
I don’t know what make me so. So emotional.

* I am in class now *
Lecturer was showing us some funny advertisement. Everyone laugh like some mad people, but, it brings no effect to me.

Yesterday,

I was watching a Japanese drama, NodaMe Cantabile, and I actually cried when the those people in the scene cried.
It suppose to be a comedy, yet it jerk out my tears. wtf.
K, overall, it’s a sweet touching musical comedy.
I would rate 8/10. It’s super awesome when they spin their musical instruments without going out of tune in the orchestral. Effin cool. *melts*

It make me thought of the little cellist I saw at MPYO.

Then, I read a book entitled 月老 by 九把刀。

It’s bout a man that got struck by thunder and dead when he is proposing to his fiancee. It suppose to be a sweet surprise propose but it ended up being such a sad tragedy.

The story continue by him turn into a cupid, and his purpose is to end his own relationship with his fiancee, and get his fiancee a new guy.

『你知道我成為月老，意味著什麼嗎？』

「就是……要幫大家綁紅線嘛。」

『還有。』

「還有什麼？」

『我，必須親手終結我的愛情。』

at this point, I start turning on my waterworks. wtf.

Story didn’t end by him getting his fiancee another guy. He was dead, but he turns to be visible to his fiancee, somehow. they naively thought that they would be able to continue they love story though they clearly know that they are now people from different world.

Of course, they didn’t get the approval for doing so.

He thought maybe after his fiancee died, they will meet again in another world.
Yet, the angel of death gives out an order that his fiancee to be reborn right after her death to stop them from being together. and she will died in 3 days time. As a conclusion, they are force to be separated.

如果小咪不能跟我在一起，就這樣莫名其妙地死去，我決不能允許。

她應該享受美妙的人生，應該擁有完滿的愛情，應該讓她的父母安心。

after many hard works, he manages to save his fiancee from dying and got her another guy.

我掃視周圍驚疑不定的死神，忍住眼淚，

說：「小咪，這條紅線很特別，它是織女用鮮血和眼淚織化成的七緣紅線，一旦綁上它，天地萬物都無法阻擋妳跟紅線另一端上的男人的愛情，所以，現在是妳我道別的時候了。」

小咪瞪大雙眼，看著手中的紅線，「哇」一聲哭了起來，接著，一巴掌打在我空蕩蕩的臉上。

「你有病啊！嗚 ～～為什麼要把我送給別人～～～」小咪憤怒又傷心。

天崩地裂中，五十多個死神也在等待我的答案，一邊磨刀。

「我也不想這樣，但我決不讓妳因我而死，讓妳因我莫名其妙地投胎轉世。」

我摸著七緣紅線，無奈道：「真是命運的捉弄，我生前不被月老祝福，死後卻要送走自己最愛的人。」

But, they made a promise before they were seperated.
He promise that they will get married, 700 years later.

我親吻著小咪的頭髮，

說：「也許，也許過了幾百年，只是晚了點—–我會等妳過完幸福的七世——總有一天，我一定會娶妳的。」

我的淚滴在小咪的頭髮上，輕聲說：「去追尋吧，我等妳七百年。」

去吧。

我最愛的，

別人的新娘子。

….

你相信 一万年也不会改变的爱情吗？黑人牙膏和小咪的爱情故事很感人，

可是现实中是否存在？

为了对方，愿意等待700年– 255 500 天 ….

我相信。

& now, some pics taken few days ago with my classmates.

– secret recipe. and i have to declare that * I HATE BROWNIES *
– skipped web page tutorial.
– imagining how will Mr. heng look when he saw there’s less than ten students in the class.
* he’s kinda plump, and it’s funny to imagine him holding his chin with a miserable look. lol. *

p/s – I going to be alone this Christmas eve, counting down alone. how sad.

=(

p/p/s – Ikea with mummy tomorrow?

=)